WHERE'S MOMMY?

WHERE'S MOMMY?

"Bella...! Soon be late to school" my father cried every morning about to school

"Yes, I'll be looking for a book soon" I said, looking for where my textbooks were last night

"This is where the hell is the book!" I said in frustration

Jan has shown pul 6.45 but the child in SD uniform is not going to go to school.

Bella, let alone the one in search, let's be late to the market" said my father who followed me into my room

"Dadahhh...! Bella didn't find Bella's book last night" I said in a clear voice

" What time is it... I'm going to the market again, I won't get my fish.."

My father said in a soft voice

" Have met yahh! Let's go later late"

I said with excitement and left the room

Finally me and my father went straight to a motorcycle that was said to have been a long time ago. Yeah, that's the only vehicle we got.

Isabella, yes my name is Isabella. I'm usually called Bella, I don't have a sister or a sister. Just me and my dad.

When I see my life is actually fine, it looks very pretty and happy but actually, I am often depressed with people around me. I am lonely and sometimes I need a friend to talk to. But nothing, I'm more often alone. Yes, even though my father. But my father only often focused on his work, he was very trying to find money for my living expenses.

My father often told me to hang out in the outside world or just play with neighbors, I did obey him. But winning is one thing that makes me sad or confused whenever someone asks me about my family.

Where's the mama?, where's the mama? How not to look? Is his father alone? Her mom rarely comes out, right? I have a thousand questions I have heard about my mother.

MAMMA? Whatisit? I don't know if I'm confused about mom? Have I seen him? Have I heard of it? Is he with me? Can he see me? Haha not all of his answers are no.

" Do you know where your mother is?

Said one of my neighbors

"What do I want to say, do I say no? Or am I answering yes? Oh come on even I've never seen my mother's face should I answer like that?"

My monologue is in my heart

Sometimes if someone asks like this I am confused myself if I do not answer my neighbor always asks if I answer, what do I want to answer?!

Oh ayola my head is about to break at this moment

" Bella's first, buk, want to do the job"

That's finally the word I said to my neighbor's mother

"Huh! Finally came home, but I just wanted to buy snacks, but the mother always asked about the mother to me"

I am upset by talking to myself

Sometimes I think where is my mom? Does he not remember me? Am I my mother's son? But why did he leave me? What am I wrong? Am I being naughty? Or because I'm ugly? There are so many questions in my head right now and more unfortunate I don't know the answer to the question in my head.

I finally decided to ask my father

I saw my father sitting in the living room reading the newspaper, and I was afraid to ask my father. But all that I'm doing is for the thousands of questions I have in my head.

" Dad, are you busy? Bella would like to talk to me, would you?

I asked with a little fear

" May son ... Bella what are you talking about? Here sitting next to dad"

My dad said to fold his newspaper

" Dad, does Bella have a mother?"

I said with great curiosity and fear

" Why is Bella?tumens

Said my father who was no less surprised by my question

" Em gapapa yah, just want to know. You see, all friends of Bella's friends if they go home from school to pick up with her mother, they are brought with them Bekain and also the mother is good as well as friends of Bella's friends"

I said in a hoarse voice

" Bella want me to make some supplies too"?

My father said in a very soft tone

" No, besides where can I make Bella stock, be busy if the morning has to shop, must cook must be tired, yeah yeah"

I said, looking towards my father

"Hahaha, what does Bella want to be like Bella's friend?

Said my father with a laughing voice made as it seemed

" Bella want to know, Bella has a mother who is rich friends Bella's other friends?"

I asked very curiously

" Bella has a mother... Bella used to call her mother"

Said my father with a sad setting while looking at me

" Mother? Beautiful is her calling. How is Bella's mother now?

Ask me in a happy voice because I have a mother

My father was thinking and confused

" Later Crita's father again yes, I have a business for a moment"

My father said and went straight out of his room

I was silent in my seat. There's a sense of pleasure that I have a mother but there's a sense of sadness as well, why don't you tell me where my mother is

"Huh, it's jaudah tomorrow I ask again father now sleep ajalah drowsiness"

I said as I headed out to my room

*Elsewhere

" How do I tell Bella about her mother"

Said a middle-aged man who was daydreaming in his room

Yes, he is Bella's father's anton, Bella's father is supporting Bella From Little Bella until now. And the secret about his wife, Bella's mother, until now Anton can not tell Bella

Even though Anton knows sooner or later Bella has to know about her mother, but at least Anton can step back the day to tell Bella the truth at least until Bella can really accept the truth.

" Bella's.. Bella. Wake up at 6 and take a shower, Bella has to go to school"

My father said as he gently shook my body

" Hoammmm.... Yeah, Bella's gonna be sleepy soon.."

I said with a distinctive sound of waking up

" Bella's 6 o'clock late, let's get up fast"

Said my father while pulling my hand to get up

" Ohhhh.... Yes, Bella's father woke up"

I said as I got out of my bed and went to the bathroom

At 6:45 my father and I headed to my school

" Bella's school was, yeah, assalamualaikum"

I said while kissing my father's hand

"Yes, study hard, son"

My father said while kissing my forehead

Then dad went to the market and I still kicked off my school

At school I learned well by hanging out with friends, even though my friends were not many

*Hour rest

"S.......!!!!!!!"

The sound of the resting defender was already heard, all the students went straight out of the classroom and towards the cafeteria.

But not with Bella, Bella still sits on her bench with her best friend, Amel.

Every break Bella and Amel will always eat supplies made by mama Amel. Amel and Bella have pocket money only they save more often and decide to eat only.

Although only Amel who brought supplies, but Bella still eat with Amel because usually mama Amel will increase the portion of provisions so that Amel and Bella can eat full.

Bella and Amel are close to Kindergarten and Amel's parents also know Bella as well as Bella's father also know her parents Amel

" Come bell, eat my mama today cook a lot of delicious delicious again"

Amel said while directing the provisions in front of Bella

" Wah yaa. a lot of Mel must be very good this. Yuk makann!..."

Bella said enthusiastically

*Finished eating

" That's great Mel your mama's cooking"

Bella said as she held her full stomach

" Hahaa yes bell, my stomach wants to erupt was a lot of portions and we run out hahaha"

Said Amel laughing also holding his stomach

" Oh, yes, we are laper"

Bella said with a laugh

"Tomorrow you will supply what bell to make with my mama"

Amel said with a smile looking towards Bella

"It's up to you Mel, it's your mama. I'm following anyways all your mama's cooking is really good"

Bella said with a smile

" I gapapa know Bella, even my mother who told her nanya you want to eat anything. My mommy's your mom too"

Amel said as he held Bella's shoulder

" Really Mel? Can your mother be divided by me?

Bella said with a very happy face

" Yes, we can be bells"

Said Amel with his smile

" Thank you mell, you're so good"

Bella said as she hugged Amel

" Yes Bella, just as you also do not be sad again ya think of your mother, surely later you will meet the mother you meet anyway"

Amel said giving encouragement to Bella

" Hopefully Mel because you can be rich you eat mother's cooking every day hehehe"

Bella said with a faint smile

" Yes, what are you eating tomorrow?"

Amel asked again

"Emmm orek tempe delicious time yes Mel"

Bella said with her big smile

" Wah... It's good to be rich later I say yes mama"

amel said with passion

" Yes, I can't wait until tomorrow to eat again ahhaha"

Bella said with a laugh

That's how Bella with Amel every day at school, Amel always supports Bella so that Bella does not feel alone as well as Bella, who always accompanies Amel anywhere and anytime.