When the Wife of the Dough Changed

MY WIFE BECAME A BUTTERFLY NIGHT CHAPTER 9

I laid myself in Dirga's bed after I put Dira to sleep whining to read a fairy tale. I sighed, then smiled a little.

Is this what it feels like to be a mother? I never imagined before. It was very tiring, because Dira always asked beside me and had to obey all her requests. Even so, I'm happy.

Dira is a smart and smart child, I who is not her mother is very proud to have a daughter like her. It's like I don't want to be away from me.

The proof is, he was whining asking me to sleep with him. But unfortunately the Dirga master was talking about a plan to make 'Adik' for Dira.

Hey come on, I'm not a baby-making field. Especially me and Dirga there is no bond. Except just a 'Patner'.

'Patner' I mean, you know what?

I'm confused, when the hell is this? I feel like I fell into my own hole. If I hadn't run away from the parlor, I probably wouldn't be like this. What I'm doing is one of those 'disgusting' things, isn't it?

Selling myself and giving away the Crown I was supposed to look after for the future, I just gave it away just for the money.

But Rice has become porridge, I am a little sorry for what I have done.

But there's no other way, though, I was desperate because I did not find any job with the limitations of my educator and immediately the candidate decided his own will without saying goodbye to the mother of the house who had been caring and loving me sincerely.

I feel guilty for him. After the incident of running away from the parlor, I must be worried about me and looking around as well. I don't think I have any face if I meet him later. Because I don't know this.

As I was busy daydreaming, there was the sound of a row of doors being opened by the owner of the room. Out of nowhere, when I put Dira to sleep, Dirga suddenly left without saying goodbye.

Dirga sat beside me while leaning her body and sighing. He seems to have a problem, I try to get close to him. "What's up, sir?"

He just glanced at me, and shook his head.

"Master, why sir? It seems like you have a problem, usually you've never been like this." My word.

After I made a sound, Dirga looked at me. "Despite it look?" He asked, I nodded honestly.

Suddenly his forehead frowned uncomfortably, his gaze turning a little sad although his countenance remained on the stance of a Dirga, that is, flat and cold.

Dirga closed his eyes, "I feel like a bad father to Dira." His words made me groan my forehead.

"Why did you say that?" My toot.

"Didn't you remember when Dira said she didn't want to part with you?" Dirga asked me back, I was silent, until finally my head nodded slowly.

"And I didn't expect Dira to say that. I lied to him because his mother went to work, but his mother was no longer there."

"I never thought I'd tell her about her mother, I didn't even show her face." Dirga said, I looked at him confused. He could have done that to Dira.

"Dira also only went 1 time to the tomb of his mother when he was 3 months old. After that, I never brought him back." Dirga continued, I really did not expect what Dirga did. Why would he do that so much?

"Why did you do that? Why is it that you are so brave?" I don't like what Dirga's doing.

"I forced Ai, I did it because I didn't want to make her sad. I couldn't see his face was sad. You remember when we drove him to school. He was in a mockery for not having a mother. All this time I didn't know about it, because Dira never told me." Said Dirga.

I drew Dirga's words to Dira. What Dirga said was true as well, but he still could not do that, still Dira had to know about Mama.

"But sir, with time, Dira will definitely find out for herself later. You don't have to dodge either, and you have to accept that." I said a little bit to give him a solution.

Dirga shook his head, "No, I can't bear it if it happens. I don't want to be labeled as a bad father to him. I'm afraid Dira will hate me later." Said Dirga who looked frightened.

Behind his cold and flat nature, it turns out that Dirga is a loving person. He seemed to love Dira very much.

I smiled and tried to hold her hand, "Master don't have to be afraid. Dira wouldn't do that, he definitely understood. Even if he's going to be disappointed, know that Dira will never hate you. Trust me, sir." I looked at him, Dirga was the same as me.

A second later Dirga nodded quietly, "Thank you for calming my heart Ai."

I nodded and smiled, I was really very cheerful when I saw him talk more at the moment. Even though her face remained flat, I could still slightly see her sad-looking face.

And then we realized what we were doing, and we let go of the hands that were interlocked. We are also now awkwardly stricken. "Sorry sir, I didn't mean to." My bad words.

"Ne-no papa." He was somehow a little nervous. Silence again enveloped us.

"You want to sleep now?" Bargain for me. I nodded slowly too. We also threw ourselves. For some reason today the atmosphere became awkward after Dirga told me his anxiety.

Today Dirga is much different than before. I feel grateful to be able to be a listener. I'm not sure if he's never told anyone his story all this time. But to me. ahh I don't know.

I tilted my body and turned my back to Dirga. Suddenly there was a circle in the abdomen that made me slightly jerk.

"Stthh shut up and go to sleep." Dirga's whisper makes me a little creepy.

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