WHEN THE HEART CHOOSES

Episode 35's

The girl curled up in her sleep, she occasionally wiped away the clear liquid that pierced through her eyes. He misses everything, he misses his parents and his family, he misses the person he was always with, he misses his best friend.

The longing now dominates his heart when he accidentally finds a photo of himself and his three best friends while camping PMR first.

Arleta never thought that her best friend would be willing to stay away from her when she found out that she was not the son of Anggi and Anton.

The touch on the girl's shoulder made her turn and found Marianne smiling gently at him. Arleta was confused, why was Marianne in her room in the middle of the night? He rubbed his eyes that were still full of tears.

"Crying again?" Said Marianne sitting by his side. Arleta looked back and found Alya and Pingki who were standing looking at her. Arleta thinks they're asleep but they haven't.

"Why could it be here? It's already midnight." Arleta sat on her bed staring at Marianne.

"So Alya and Pingki went to my room, she said that you were crying again. They're scared so call me." Arleta smile. Marianne is a female figure who is always there for her, wherever she needs a woman's meal support is always willing for her.

"I miss them." He muttered with a face that wanted to cry.

"Who?" Marianne asked confusedly.

"Everything. I miss them so much."

"Don't be sad, later if it's a long holiday I'll send you to the city to meet your adoptive parents and your best friend." Hearing the words of the adoptive parents made Arleta's heart slip. The fact that he does not have parents makes his heart hurt.

"Sorry, I don't mean to offend you. I just don't want you crying in the middle of the night. Do you think what's the point of you crying? Crying and remembering will make you worse. Your tears should not be shed by curling up in sleep remembering them. Shed your tears before God, begging that your heart be given steadfastness and patience. Crying and pleading before God is better than a longing in your sleep." Arleta heard it. Marianne's words were able to make her heart full, not because she did not accept the woman's words, but because she felt so stupid now. Why did he forget him?

Arleta wanted to hit her own head. For several weeks he was always crying and curled up in the middle of the night when the longing came even he forgot if there was still a God who would always be with him.

"I'm sorry don't go to me Ta but apologize to Him that you forgot."

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As usual, Arleta and her classmates will sit in class to carry out their education. Arleta's puffy eyes are able to steal the attention of her classmates but she only responds with a smile.

Rara's sister who was in front also did not escape from Arleta. He had heard everything from Marianne this morning, and it was able to make his heart break what the girl was feeling.

Arleta, at sunrise to sunset always displays a cheerful and friendly face, but who would have thought that behind the cheerful face looks in pain and deep loneliness? Sister Rara even desperately wanted to hold the tiny body in her arms and calm her aching heart.

Longing...

Painfulness..

Lonesome..

Complete, everything he felt. But Rara's sister is grateful that the girl did not self-destruct in the face of the problem. Many teenagers of Arleta's age are out there facing the same thing and making them self-destruct and humiliate themselves in order to eliminate the pain they feel to forget the Khaliq who will always be with her. But Arleta was different, the girl chose to approach the Khaliq so that he could feel the calm again.

Although Rara knows, if Arleta's goal changes not pure because of God, she knows if Arleta changed to calm down and to meet with her parents later. Even so, Rara understands her and she will try to make Arleta realize the meaning of change, the purpose of change, and only for God. Because of his love for the Khaliq, for fear of the torment of Hell and want to feel the happiness of His Heaven.

And sister Rara sure, if Arleta is a girl who is very easy to melt and easy to guide. Rara, although she has only known Arleta for a few weeks, but somehow there is something in her heart that encourages her to always take care and guide the girl.

Seriate...