
POV (Frankman)
Ever since I was sentenced to Leukemia, I started not caring about my wife, no longer tenderness to her. Not no dear but I'm afraid it will make him more injured with the disease I suffered.
I chose not to tell Ratih because I didn't want to burden her, I started being stingy towards her. My mother went on a show because I begged her.
Once a week I check up to the doctor, it turns out cancer cells are increasingly spread in my body. I used to have nosebleeds, sometimes I went home to my parents so she wouldn't know about the disease.
Every night I could only ask for a little time to be with him so that if I went later he wouldn't get too hurt. I pretended to be fired from where I worked when that day I came home quickly because I rose to the position of manager. I was so happy that I could buy what I wanted all along.
But at that moment he no longer cared about me, he started working and I just kept quiet as if I didn't care about what he was doing. My heart was broken when I saw he had to slam the bones to finance his needs.
"Until when are you going to behave like that, man! you've hurt her too deeply,"
mom advised me not to hurt her too much but I don't care, just let her hate me so that if I leave later she doesn't fall. I love him but the age is not long, the doctor advised me to chemotherapy but I don't want to be afraid if Ratih will find out about this disease.
I rubbed my face, I saw Ratih coming home from the office. We returned to play with my mother as if she hated it but who would have thought, we were kicked out because of the mistake of my mother stealing Ratih's gold. Mom didn't steal, but I took it and gave it to her to sell it.
"Rahman, are you okay? we can no longer live in this house and we will go back to mother's house" said the mother.
I just kept quiet, confused whether the path I took was right or not. Even though I no longer live with him but Mbak Siti always gives information about Rania and Ratih.
I'm grateful he didn't feel lost, I started working back to the office. I raised money and bought a house for her in block M as our wedding gift but I don't know if Ratih has sued me in court.
That day I went back to having a nosebleed and my mother took me to the hospital. The doctor diagnosed my illness as stage 4 and my time to live is not long.
I began to miss Ratih and my daughter, I tried to go back to her house and was accepted even though it looked awkward. I took her out for a night out and met with Anggara's ex-Ratih, I knew she wasn't married maybe she still loved my wife.
I'm not jealous even if I die, I'll leave Ratih to Anggara. I asked Risen from the office and applied for an OB job at Anggara's office so I could monitor Ratih.
However my body is getting weaker the night of the office event, I don't want to leave but it's not nice to have to refuse Ratih's request. I also went and that night the secret that I had been keeping was revealed, now he left because of this misunderstanding.