When Love Is Present

Chapters 109. The lost confidence

Papi, Dion, Edo and Vim are in the not-so-widespread workroom of Vim. They are in their own positions.

"Vim, your responsibilities are temporarily taken over by Dion. Papi believes in Dion. Overall papi yanh watched."

"Just do what you think is good."

Dion and Edo visit Vim today. It just so happened that there was Mr. Dewantara there.

"Two old partners invited to meet," said Edo.

Possibilities appeared in Vim's mind.

"Save if you can be saved. If not...."

"As much as we can maintain the state of the company, Vim."

"It's good you're doing therapy." Edo spoke up.

"I knew. Aren't you happy with my situation."

Vim's sentence was like a hammer blow to Edo. In this state Vim still spoke obliquely to him.

"How happy? You're my best friend, in this condition, you say I'm happy?"

"Your path opens with the barrel "

Remembered by Vim how Edo's attitude and gaze were on Laras. Even Edo Vim remembers.

"Yinji!!" Edo, Papi and Dion simultaneously shouted.

"What the fuck is Vim." Papi shook his head looking at Vim.

Edo felt bad for Mr. Dewantara. It was as if he had a special secret with Laras.

"My mind is still healthy to take Laras but.if you continue to be suspicious of me, just look at it," Edo threatened.

"Wouldn't that be your intention?"

"Vim.You should concentrate on your recovery. Not thinking strangely." Mr. Dewantara advised.

"Vim Already. Don't think that which is not. Two companies canceled cooperation," continued Mr. Dewantara. Though bitter to Vim, papi tells Vim.

"I'd guess. Welcome to the gloom."

"You can still fix it later Vim. Spirit and quickly healed."

Vim's heartbroken. All his pride is gone. One by one his acquaintances stayed away. Company activity is declining. Especially income. Vim remembered Laras. Poor Laras. His life became difficult.

"Vadli offers you treatment. You go there or just take the cost," said Mr. Dewantara again.

Vim silent. Everyone has pity on him. Vim becomes meaningless. He only troubles his family.

"Vim..??"

"I haven't thought about it yet. I still have money for it."

Vim's vacant land has not been filled with buildings. Maybe he could use it for medical expenses.

He will not ask Laras to sacrifice Baras jewelry to support medical expenses. Then this house is still in collateral for buying land. He needed money but refused to admit it. His property must be sold for their survival.

Vim's head feels heavy. No more interest in talking about anything. He turned his wheelchair towards the door. Edo kindly pushed him out towards his bedroom.

"Thank you Ed."

"Fight Vim. For Laras and Vian's sake you need to heal. I'm home ya."

"Yes. Careful Ed."

Edo closed the door and left Vim. From Vian's room, Laras welcomes Vim.

"Have you talked?"

"It has. All walk backwards Race. I'm sorry, I gave you trouble."

"We are being tested. Be patient."

"How long will our savings last?"

"I don't know mas."

"Take both my cards. Use it for our needs, "pinta Vim.

Barrels choked. This was the reality they would eventually have to face later on. Shortcomings.

"In my account there is still gold. Don't worry, my jewelry can be used."

"Don't. Just keep all your possessions. When forced, just sell our land."

"Hopefully it won't sell and there's another way around it."

What may be hope Laras realized while now Vim is sick and need medical expenses, business faltered and they have to finance their daily needs.

"You remember Laras, this house is in collateral. I'm sorry for what happened." Again Vim regretted his situation and himself.

"Yes I know. Don't think too much."

Laras did not want Vim to increase the burden of the mind even though it could not be avoided. Barrels began to feel his chest squeezed by a heavy burden. Daily necessities, home collateral and Vim treatment. Everything must be fulfilled. But he managed to hide the anger. He did not show a sad face to Vim. He could not be sad in front of Vim. The sadness will only make Vim worse.

The happiness is gone. Life goes on losing cheerfulness. Laras began to think how to cover all the needs every day. His savings gradually dwindled. Barrel thought what he could do.

Vim did not budge in the slightest as Laras slept by his side. Unlike last night, tonight Vim is very cold. Did not react when Laras hugged him.

Vim pulled Laras' hand away.

"Sleep with Vian. I don't want company, Laras."

"Why mas? Vian's used to sleeping alone now."

"Go."

"I want to be near you. With you mas." The barrel does not move.

But I can't give you any more treatment, Laras.

"Please barrel."

"Vian has no friends." Vim gave a reason.

"Well, Vian, I'll just bring it here."

The barrel takes Vian and puts Vian halfway between the two of them.

Vim doesn't mind. Laras no longer cares about the sound of crying Vian will wake Vim up at midnight.

Just that night. The next night Vim told Laras to put Vian to bed in his room. Vim is not ready to be accompanied by Laras. Bizarrely. The barrel is made by the behavior of Vim.

Vim daydreaming on the bed. Unceasingly thinking of Laras fate and blaming himself.

I'm no longer a full-fledged man. Touching you I have no power anymore. I'm useless.

The barrel moves Vian's bed. Put Vian to bed in his room. Just like Vim, his mind wandered. He longs for a happy togetherness. He misses flirting with Vim. He missed Vim's longing gaze. Barrels holding sobs.

Papi and Mami ask Vim and Laras to move to the house of mami and mami will help their daily needs but Laras refuses.

"Go home to your mother's house, Laras. Maybe you can ease your burden a little bit."

Laras replied, "We're here. Thank you." Thank you." It was heavy for Laras to leave their home.

They have decided to be independent since marriage. Baras refused to back down from their initial decision.

"Mommy's sad to see you, baby."

"Well done well mih. Whatever happens, Laras will face."

And mommy tried to persuade Vim to do therapy.

"The Vim...Vadli supports you. He is willing to help with the cost of therapy. When's it done, Vim?"

Vim did not answer immediately. For him Vadli's help was no more pity for his brother.

"Vim, there's still a way to heal. Think Laras and Vian."

Vim blamed the situation. He is the most unfortunate. Can't do anything. He who is deformed is useless. Everyone turned away from him. His popularity, authority and colleagues quickly disappeared. It is not impossible that he will lose Baras. The days Vim went through with regret and circumstance.

Vim's spirit was completely dim. He cannot make Laras happy. Just how many years old their marriage was, Laras already had to suffer.

"Vim..why?"

"What's mih?"

"Looh...mami tell me you didn't hear Vim?"

"Yes I heard. I'll think about it."

"What else Vim thought. We need therapy."

Vim was disappointed with the situation. Moreover, the cost of therapy is not using the money but the help of Vadli. Just trouble.

"Maybe later."

Mami sighed. It's very hard to persuade Vim. Vim is too tall to accept Vadli's help.

Not only did Vadli care, Viky also provided assistance to his sister. Indirectly he injected funds into the Vim company. Slowly the company's turnover continued to decline. Some partners cut ties unilaterally. Vim lost his big name. Everything is inevitable and Dion tries hard to keep Vim company standing.

Laras looked at his savings book. The money in these savings that Vim gave him as a living. Baras always managed to save money that he did not use. Little by little the money was taken to cover their daily needs including paying the salaries of Mr. Uun and aunt Am. Laras did not have the heart to return Pak Uun and aunt Am to the house of mami.

Kreeek.

The bathroom door was opened. The barrell rushed out of the dressing room. There he checked his book. Vim's going to the bathroom. He did not call Laras . At last he stopped going in because Laras reprimanded him.

"Mas.call me if you need help."

Vim doesn't want to trouble Laras. Go to the bathroom without help. Laras won't stay silent. He cares too much. His movements at home did not escape the attention of Laras.

"I can do it myself. Leave me."

"Buck...."

"I can myself Baras!"

Vim's loud voice warning to Laras. Vim really doesn't need his help.

Vim comes in and closes the door. Not long after that his voice called out the name of Laras.

"Clearned!!"

"Yes, I'm mas. Can I come in?"

"Yes in!"

In the bathroom, Vim had trouble taking his pants off. Patiently Baras opened and took off Vim's pants. Vim stroking Hair Barrel. Just sec. He felt sinful not being able to give the barrel of complete affection. He is useless.

"It has. Leave me alone."

"All right."

Barrel out and close the bathroom door. He tried to calm his beating heart. God until when this should happen. Inner Barrels crying. At the touch of her hair. Vim stroked it for a moment. Heart Barrel crying.

Kreeek. The door opens again.

"What are you doing there?" Ask Vim.

"I'm waiting for the mas to come out."

"Then?"

"Well, if we do, we go there."

The original barrel replied. Pointing the bed so Vim can rest.

"It's time to sleep."

Barrel pushing chair Vim. Closer to the lip of the bed and like yesterday Vim moved his body onto the bed. The barrel enveloped Vim. The latter gives a kiss to Vim but Vim rejects it.

Seriate...

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