When love is not in favor of circumstances

Episode 5's.

Still with the show I went to. Now is the segment where the content is about the winner of the audition yesterday. Because I was the champion, I was allowed to go forward and sing duets with my best friend Iqbal Ramadhan.

You became best friends when I was running auditions for about a month, she always supported me when I performed, and I wanted to do a duet with her on stage.

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I was sitting on stage with Iqbal and the two hosts.

"We're meeting Eliza again".Said one of the hosts, who happened to be the same host when I was auditioning.

"What about being the Indonesian Idol champion?".Said again.

"I'm definitely happy, but until now I still couldn't believe I could win that audition".Answer nervously.

"Can you tell me why you decided to become a singer?".

"Perhaps if told from the beginning I always want to cry if dyinget... Just as it is known Papahku died since 1 year ago, since my papah died, I feel like there is no more passion because for me father is the first love of my life .. He who knows me the meaning of true life, how to behave appropriately, until I met the point where God tested my love for my father, God is more dear to my father, God is more dear to my father, therefore God made my father leave me to forever ... When my father died, it felt like I wanted to sleep without having to be able to wake up again, because that's the only way how you and I could live together again like you were rich". I couldn't hold back my tears at that very moment, and couldn't carry on my words, and Ka Iqbal immediately tried to calm me by stroking my shoulder very warmly, and said "Pull in my breath, please,then throw it away, it can make you calmer".

The state of being silent, all local and nonlocal artists are also silent, nonlocal artists are silent not because they do not understand what I am saying ,but because he was listening to translating those who spoke the diaerphone in question.

"Until, one day, there was a beautiful angel, my mother, saying "Rise up my child, believe me dad will not be happy to see his beloved child sad, say, father has calmed down by his side, now all we have to do is, keep on living and continue the dream of your father who wants to see you to be a proud Indonesian singer ". At that moment, who knows what was in my heart, as if my heart was touched by the words of my mother and determined to live all the dreams that have not been delivered when my father was still alive". Instantly one studio clapped for me and not a few dropped tears.

Precisely in front of the stage is a vip place provided for members of Nct Dream, those whose age is not far by Elizabeth was stunned to hear the story she had heard just now.

Reunion:"geunyeoneun bumo, teughi abeojileul salanghaneun yeojaibnida". (She's a woman who loves her parents, especially her father").

Nose:"ye, gabjagi bumonim-i geulibseubnida". (She, suddenly I miss my parents).

Haechan: "jaemin-iga najung-e ellijabeseu bang-eulo delyeoda julge". (Jaemin take me to Elizabeth's room later). Renjun,Jeno, Jaemin, Chenle and Jisung immediately looked at him.

Brand: "mueos-eul wonhaseyo". (

what do you want?).

Haechan: "

najung - e geuleul mannago sip - eohamyeo haendeupon beonhodo mul - eobogo sip - eo".

(yes want to meet him & also want to ask for his phone number).

Renjun,Jeno,Jisung and chenle:"naneun!". (I'm coming!).

Jaemin's face turned out to be like someone who was trying to patiently face the attitude of his friends who began to grow into adults.