
Angga did not care what Kamila said because he still wanted to see the face of the woman he loved up close, because a few months did not see the woman made herself want to reframe Kamila's face to be fresh in her memory always.
"You're beautiful, and I love that!"angga said with a smile made Kamila blush embarrassed because according to him Angga's words that go straight to the point sometimes make him not ready to respond in what way.
"I know everyone always wants to say that but can you sit down right now because I'm afraid we're becoming the guide of people today, unless you are the one who has no shame, whatever you want to do because it is your right! "tujar kamila while whispering makes Angga sure if the beautiful woman is actually groggy due to her teasing just now.
"Even I deliberately did it so that everyone would know that I wanted to show the world how I feel about you! so never feel ashamed or feel that you are not perfect because I think the most perfect woman in the world is located on you, and believe me if my words are not a joke to make you hypnotized and flattered!"angga.
Kamila only shook her head while listening to the man who was reciting the Roman Picisan before her, he wanted to scream that it was better for the man to stop all kinds of activities but it seemed that Angga could not seem enthusiastic.
"Oh looks like you're taking me here not for lunch but to see if you're fit not to work in the circus, You see from that I just felt funny not also entertained not also flattered but that's how I feel!"Kamila deliberately mocked the man.
"okay, all right while waiting for our food to come because I ordered it from earlier, Now I want to talk seriously about us and I beg of you Please listen to my words you must not interrupt even a single word!"Angga tried to stay calm.
"How is your relationship with Aryo at the moment, and also how is the marriage of that woman and that obscure man?"not really mention the name Ardila because according to him because the name makes the woman already like a bird in the air that lives will not change to run to and fro unclear.
Kamila is eager to forget the people in her past but it seems impossible because somehow her past is connected to those people, therefore, it would not hurt if he said honestly about everything because maybe his heart felt so relieved.
"I actually have no intention to discuss them but there is no harm in reviewing them so that I can remember what they did to me, but before that I want to apologize to you for never listening to everything you have said about them and even trusting them more than you! "Kamila knew in the past that she always hurt Angga with her rejection and also with her who never believed in everything that the man said.
Angga smiled at what Kamila had said just now about the mistake the woman had never believed in, she said, because according to him, there are no perfect people in this world so automatically the mistakes that occur can not be discussed continuously.
"Before you apologize to me I have forgiven you for a long time even in my heart this is never called holding a grudge about you, so don't you talk about us anymore because for both of us there are no problems stored now the point that you have to discuss is the people in your past!"obviously Angga while holding Kamila's hand.
"at the time of the incident I knew that Aryo would marry Ardila and cancel our marriage, my heart was so broken that I could not even say if it turned out that the people behind me had stabbed me so small! in fact, it could be said that not one or two million money that I spent but billions I already spent But after that with no feeling they kicked me out, you can tell how I felt at that time when your number that can not be contacted continues no friends to vent I was really alone! "Kamila tried not to cry because she thought her tears were precious for her to let out like those humans.
"so I decided to move from there so as not to meet the man who gave me the Sweet Promise but only wanted to cover his hidden cover, which was hidden, and when I was about to go Aryo's mother Mama Venna asked me to come with me wherever I went because she was so disappointed in her own Son!"Kamila said that plainly.
"So you mean now her mother Arya lives with you in this town and she is willing to leave her son just to come with you, keep on believing just like that with what that woman said or she just pretended to come along with you just wanted to show Aryo your current whereabouts?"tanya Angga made sure.
"Are you sure of your words if indeed he only wants to accompany you and also feel disappointed with his own child, you know, I'm never sure when a mother throws away her child just to follow a woman who's obviously the one or the one who's still her son-in-law's candidate?"Angga is a very optimistic human being who sometimes can not easily trust someone around him.
"he is now also sick because he thinks of Aryo and I seem to be looking for someone who can accompany him to go home, You see I'm afraid that if he's why when he comes with me later Aryo will report the police with unclear charges because he already knows, right What if the man? "asked Kamila who had actually been a little big from the start when she saw the change in Vena's more reserved attitude at this moment.
"Later I will take care of everything that is important The point is you do not think about things that are not-no and make you who will fall ill later, the point is that you do not think about things that are not-nothing and make you who will fall ill later, and because the discussion about other people is over I want to ask again about the current state of your heart if you have any intention to return to Aryo If someday in the future come and apologize with everything he did to you? "People don't believe in Kamila but it's just that the man wants to make sure how the woman responds later.
"the wound that he already loved it has been reduced even somehow until when the former will disappear from my life, I am also not a perfect person so I can promise something that I fear one day I myself will deny it! But the One that is certain is that there is no intention from within me to return to him someday, because what I've left behind is impossible to find and take back if what I left behind had scratched the wound in my life!"Obviously Kamila made Angga a little relieved because that was all he wanted to listen to at this moment did not want the others.
"if for example now I invite you to get married and want to take responsibility for your life and want to take care of you forever, are you willing to do that with me through it all and spend the rest of our lives together aging? "tanya Angga who looks there is nervousness in his tone because after all this is the most time he will in his lifetime is to propose to the girl of his heart directly without having to signal for women it understands.
Kamila was stunned to hear what Angga asked just now because all this time she knew that the man's feelings were only a brother to a sister for her there were no other feelings, no other feelings, So if until the man asks for something like this he feels between believing and also not but looking at Angga's face it seems like the man is being serious at this time.
"Are you serious? What is said by Om Heru and Aunt Mella later if you find out that the only child is related to orphans like me, What do you think I would be proud of in front of everyone in front of your family if they asked me about my true identity? "question Kamila made sure that even the woman could say she forced a smile on her face even though her heart was slightly hurt from remembering her status.
"How do you think the attitude shown by papa and also mama all this time to you, Have you ever heard them forbid us to meet or be close together or maybe you have heard them talking rudely to you? You don't remember the words that Papa said in front of Uncle Yamamoto, that all they want in this world to be with me is that you are not someone else and that seems to be something that confirms that they never have a problem with what our relationship will be like in the future!"Angga looked so excited because it seemed like Kamila had no intention to reject what he said earlier.
"but what is appropriate for me to be with you when out there are many women who are more suitable to marry you, and you also can't possibly forget the incident I just experienced together with Aryo because I'm sure everyone must remember it clearly?"kamila asked because she had heard various opinions of others that she was a pesky woman and also not Happy.
"if we live thinking only of the words of others automatically we will never go forward, so I'm asking you to understand that what I really want right now is that your answer is not someone else's!"obviously Angga who really doesn't want Kamila is always pessimistic like that.
"we just live as usual Later in the future as we see if it is a matchmaker certainly will not go where are we also still have their own busyness and you are also certainly still busy with the game!"kamila.
"Definitely again and again I was always rejected, What is the trouble the hell we are while undergoing a relationship while trying to stay next? sometimes people always go out after marriage why don't we try that, Most of us are not strangers who just know a day or two doang you why if with me always feel doubt like that? "ladders really do not believe in Kamila's attitude to him so far if together with other people the woman never refused But if related to him would certainly think of many things to the extent that things are not even the woman thought.
"yes, sometimes I feel more comfortable as a friend because with friends there are no secrets that we cover up but if you are a partner, there will be misunderstandings, what am I if a woman and a man will never be friends without feelings involved but why not try it? "ask Kamila making Angga smile.
"so you are afraid that my attitude will change even worse if until we turn into a partner and you also can not confide in me as usual or want to be angry with me as before, though You should know that I've known all your traits both when you're happy and angry so whatever the future I already know what risks I'll take!"make Kamila feel anyhow the reason the man will still not bother him even you look ordinary as if what he said was not a burden of the mind that is so heavy.