When God Loves Me

recognizance

because Riani felt this was not right, she took the initiative to contact dimas first. from via phone or chat she had tried to do lasain but there was no response from dimas, or, even the chat he just read.

riani started to remember if there were any of her mannerisms and words that might have unintentionally offended dimas, but she felt that everything was fine.

one week passed, dimas still did not respond to chat from Riani even had one week this dimas did not go home to boarding, according to info from mom kos dimas to temporarily go home to her uncle because there is a family event.

"oh maybe that's what's been keeping him looking busy lately" thought Riani.

while at work he met dimas, with the courage he approached dimas to ask why he seemed to avoid every meeting.

"dim, can we talk to you for a second?" riani

dimas looks shocked because he saw that Riani is already behind him.

"oh, why ri? reply dimas

"why?" firmly riani while staring at dimas

dimas's gaze was immediately lowered.

"alright, let's talk in the cafeteria" she said as she passed ahead of the step to the cafeteria.

The canteen ...

"ri, what do you want to talk about?" ask dimas

"i'm not the dim who should talk, but you should be the one to explain to me, why have you been avoiding me lately? why don't you ever respond to my chat?" riani

"sorry, I've been busy lecturing lately ri" clearly dimas with a downcast look.

"by responding to my chat what's interrupting your lecture dim?" ask riani

"it's not so ri, it's just that I want to concentrate on my lecture for a while, sorry if the impression even avoids you" explained dimas.

"dim, actually I realize I don't deserve more attention than you, because we're just regular friends, it's just that I've been alone all this time in my own confusion, you who had been trying to familiarize yourself with me suddenly dodged from me" riani explained with some emotion because she realized she should not question this because she did not deserve any explanation from dimas.

"ri, I fear more deeply having feelings for you" clearly dimas with a downcast look.

"you mean?" ask riani

"you're gonna shoot me dim?" tanya riani with a puzzled look on her face.

"no ri" replied dimas curiously

"what do you mean?" riani started to get annoyed with dimas.

"my goal is to be honest with you because I think we can both understand the reason why I've been avoiding it all this time" explained dimas

"while, I'm still confused by this chat. You like me and you choose to avoid, why?" ask riani

"because I am not ready for this moment ri, yes honestly I am also still afraid of your rejection if you do not like it, but what I'm more afraid of is when my heart is welcomed by your heart but I'm not ready to make this big decision" dimas explained

"you're not ready to date because I'm afraid I'm interrupting your college focus?" ask riani

"it's not ri, I'm not ready because I'm not established, I don't want to make you difficult" dimas explained.

"but dim, we're just going out and not getting married"

"i don't want to date ri" dimas explained

"just why did I shoot you?" ceplos riani with innocence.

dimas laughed at Riani.

"why are you laughing? who is actually expressing feelings? why do I feel like I got a rejection?" riani asked with her innocent face.

"ri, listen to me. I like you but I don't want to date" dimas explained.

"that's why are you trying to get close to me dim? after I was lulled you left? what's your intention to play me all this time?"

"it's my stupidity ri, I'm sorry but please handle my conversation until it's over" said dimas

"more on what you want to talk about? you want to convince me that our feelings are only brought about by the situation" asked Riani.

"no, ri dengerin yes, I did not have the slightest ill will to you, I am serious about this feeling, I am sure that this is not for a moment, I am sure, if I'm pleased I hope you can wait until I finish this S2 I want to come to your parents' house" dimas explained