
Seeing a woman does not use lust, but look at her through the heart. Because when we look at women with lust, the devil will take part there, making everything feel so beautiful that we want to try to have it.
Another case when we look at a woman through the heart, the heart will lead us to always protect the weak creatures of God's creation.
"Make our view as a dowry for our future wives. By way of subduing and keeping the view of women of course." Said Ron.
"Masyaa Allah, since when did my friend become wise." Azka clucked in admiration.
" Not my word, it's a quote tausiah his ustad Hannan Attaki."
" I'm also just trying to learn you, it's not easy." Said Ron.
" Hmmm..."
Azka confirmed the statement of her friend.
Ron bailed home after being forced by Azka's mother to have dinner first before returning home.
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Azka
Subjecting views??
All this time, that's what I've been trying to do with women. But I don't know if I'm with Lira, my defense seems to be tested.
The lira has greatly affected my psyche, filled my brain and has made an invisible kingdom in my heart. And she was certainly his queen there.
Sometimes all day I think about it, whether he has eaten, he has no money today, whether he comes home safely, lest anyone bother him. It makes me want to always be around him.
Is that what you call love? or just a baby? I don't know if I don't understand at all.
Lira is a unique girl, her feelings are hard to guess. Back when he was still wearing a gray-white uniform, he once confided to me that he had a crush on his upperclassman, unexpectedly it turns out that the upperclassman also had feelings for Lira.
I thought Lira would accept the guy's love statement, but she didn't. And even more surprising, he said.
" I'm just having a crush on you, but I'm not****one is in my circle of life. At least not now."
I was stunned for a moment, hearing his words at that time, so strong the principle he held. Maybe that's how you take care of yourself.
But why would I foolishly utter three words that are so taboo to Lira, well three words that make a Lira change drastically, he said, three words that made him immediately set up a fortress that was very difficult to tear down.
I exhaled deeply. Maybe it's good if I stay away from Lira. Staying away for some time will give us space to dive into each other's feelings.
Who knows by moving away from her will be formed a glimmer of longing in the heart of the girl. I smiled confidently thinking about it. Ron said, God is heart-pushing.
If later Lira is my soul mate, surely in any way God will bring us closer, for a while keeping distance is the best choice for me, my mind is steady.
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Mid-June should still be dry weather in a country that has a tropical climate, but somehow the climate can not be predicted anymore.
Heavy rain often flushes the small town behind a row of hills lined up beautifully. This is of course difficult for a Lira.
How not, he had to go back and forth to the Hospital when a black cloud seemed to spew all his entrails into the earth, occasionally they greeted each other causing lightning sparks and terrible rumbling sounds.
The weather is really very unfriendly, Lira gets a schedule sift afternoon in the surgical room, imagine from the moment it comes until it is almost out of service hours, full-action patients.
One new patient came with complaints of burns of 2 degrees, regarding the chest, abdomen, arms, with a percentage of approximately 36%.
2 patients with a diagnosis of acute appendicitis who must be operated on immediately, one of which must be done laparatomy because the intestine has ruptured and spread.
3 Post-accident patients.1 of them had a fracture in the femur bone and performed blood transfusion.
Lira gulped down the last remaining water in her drinking bottle, her body crumpled, as sweat grains flowed from her temple.
In the view of the wall clock in the middle of the corridor, it turns out that it has shown the number 9 less 15 minutes, that means it has exceeded 45 minutes of service.
Shall change the schedule at 8pm. Because patients are really crowded, inevitably all nurses have to add their service hours.
Black clouds filled with water were already lurking from the night sky, the Lira rushed out from the Hospital courtyard towards the ojek base that was in front.
" ohh nooo."
No one ojek looks out there. Maybe because the weather is a little creepy makes the ojekers choose to roll with their blankets at home rather than having to find passengers.
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