
when all the dreams that Lisa hoped would never happen, her desire to always be with Dafa forever made Lisa even more convinced that this was the destiny she had to live. that afternoon after campus Lisa intends to calm herself in the lake where she usually alone. accidentally her gaze was fixed on a navy hijab woman who was aloof as well, Lisa tried to approach him and smile
"why yourself?"
asked Lisa curious.the girl turned her head and realized she also began to talk
"i think I have a lot of problems"
he said with a sad face. Lisa who saw him just kept quiet and stared at the lake
"i'm Alya mbak. mbak who?"
lisa's heart skipped a beat and her blood spilled when the beautiful and gentle woman mentioned her name. he did not even know Alya before but he hated her so much and felt tight when he heard her name.It is true that she was Alya the lover of her former Dafa.
"sorry, is everything okay?"
her question was astonished to see Lisa who was so seriously looking at her.
"eehhhh sorry"
lisa said slowly, the woman was almost near the perfect word her skin was pure white. beautiful and very friendly. made Lisa's heart more sick, she should not judge Alya like that but, uh, she should not judge Alya like that, because it feels like Dafa has not changed at all even though he is the legitimate wife of Riyad.
"it seems like Alya's good guy can tell you a little?"
he said there was Lisa again, he was so sure and believed in Lisa as if Lisa was a close friend when they did not know each other, Lisa was unable to say what she just nodded and smiled despite the unpleasant taste in her mind.
"actually I shouldn't complain anyway, I feel like everyone is avoiding me including my own lover"
he said in a sad tone Lisa then turned towards her seriously.
ask Lisa
"i feel uncomfortable between surviving or not. indeed everything is fine but my feeling is strong if he still loves his ex, ya want to confide in who else. I just have an oma that loves me, but I don't want to make him sad because of a little problem like this"
he said and then cried.
"patience to mbak"
lisa said and felt very guilty when Alya said the word, like a hard blow to her, it did not feel like the day had started to darken
"thank you I'd like to hear my curses. Sorry if the story is less sad"
he said and smiled again
"ohh no problem mbak, mbak can tell me again, this is my favorite place, I often come here mbak,"
lisa answered.they worked in that place and returned to their homes at that time Lisa for the first time felt guilty and did not know what to do. obviously Dafa refused to disconnect the woman, and she took the initiative to contact Dafa through whatsaap messages
"assalamualaikum Daf, may you be healthy.last cave met with Alya. it's worth you refuse to decide it first, sorry cave feel guilty.she is so beautiful and kind, she is, had the cave been in your position, the cave would have done the same thing preferring him to the cave"
the message reached Dafa. Dafa was a little upset by Lisa's words and started to reply
"waalaikumussalam, the cave is not like the one you value Lis, the cave is not physical, you value the cave as a cave of thirst beautiful women.Honestly until now the feeling of the cave to you has not changed at all. but the cave can't leave him"
dafa's reply seemed to make Lisa's chest more painful and crying sob. What did she do? she shouldn't have cried for the umpteenth time for a man like Dafa, whose mood was breaking.