What is the Love News

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This afternoon I was confused by Aristia's change in attitude. We have an appointment to go together. I plan to take him with me to find a gift.

Lookingfor presents? Actually, that's one of the reasons I used to go with him.

It has been a few days now, seeing it secretly is my favorite. Just passing in front of his house can make the heart pound.

As soon as I got to the door, I saw him opening the door. She looks so pretty.

I smiled and wanted to greet him, but he suddenly canceled our appointment for no apparent reason. Really, I tried to seduce him. The promise he made was eventually replaced by his sister Lintang.

A sense of happiness that overflows, evaporates already. I've prepared a plan after we've searched for a present.

Watching a movie together, I had even prepared a place that he really wanted to visit. Choose some of the foods he will eat.

Then I accidentally saw him in the bakery when he was reluctant to take me away. A lot of questions came to my mind.

Ahhe.... I'm a little upset with him. He simply reneged on his promise and went out to have fun himself. But seeing her cool smile taking pictures made my heart melt. Am I this weird?

But again, he was tough on me. For no apparent reason he avoided. I wanted to hear his explanation even without an apology coming from his lips.

I don't want our relationship to be like years ago.

I let go of his hand, when he said that there was nothing special between us.

He's correct. I can't even explain the characters from my heart. How could our relationship be special. I don't know if I can say anything more. She is a strange girl.

*****

I first saw him when he moved home. He was lifting things at that time. He is our new neighbor.

His house is right next to the house. I liked him at first sight together. I often peeked at him secretly, not daring to meet him directly.

Without thinking he was a school and class with me. It was the new school year of second grade elementary school.

As time went on we grew up together. Always in the same school, but not always in the same class. Like what I used to think was just ordinary likes in fact grew up until I grew up.

I waited for her to express her feelings to me when we graduated High School (Upper High School). But that didn't happen.

I like it without saying anything is the best way I can do it. I patiently waited for him. I hope he realizes it. Didn't school friends ever tease that we look like lovers.

But like lightning in clear weather. After the first semester holiday he said he had a lover. I cried all night, the patience I planted had been reaped prematurely. I do not understand why he did not look at me, but I knew him first.

What is the most exhausting pursuit of him or my heart that has always hoped for him? I realized it was in vain, it's okay that I can step back slowly now as I thought.

Slowly difficult indeed, the pain must also be felt. It takes a strong heart to accept pain. It takes a lot of energy even if it's just to pretend.

A year later I backed out, and then I heard the relationship was over. My heart is weak, and again this feeling grows.

Today Samudra and Aristia made a promise together. I'm appalled. The ocean never took Aristia away without me. We usually go three.

But, there was something strange about the expression on my sister's face. He seemed annoyed to see me. I know he's jealous.

The look in his eyes was the same as mine when he was jealous to see the Ocean with his girlfriend first.

I took advantage of his jealousy. No, this is not a bad act? Ocean is not my sister's lover. This is my effort. I don't want to be like before.

I will fight as hard as I can. Giving up for the second time is not the right choice.

Everything went according to estimates. I'm the one who went with the Ocean. I'm thrilled. But Samudra always looked at his cell phone.

Samudra was unaware of his feelings for Aristia he still thought it was the same feeling as before.

But I realized it even though he didn't really like Aristia yet. I'm sure now the Ocean is starting to like Aristia.

He chased after Aristia while holding her hand. I feel like I want to get angry but I can stand it. I sighed before approaching it.

At times like this I have to be an understanding woman, right? He held her heart so she would always be by my side.

I was still a little nervous about this state of affairs, but in the other corner of my heart I felt glad Aristia had a jealous nature.

*****

I was annoyed with Samudra, I had been waiting for him since an hour ago. But as soon as it came he was even with Kak Latang.

He was really insensitive, not insensitive or too late to realize, rather he never thought of me.

Even when I said that I did not want to go, he went with Kak Lintang without even thinking about my heart.

I held my phone ready to contact the Princess and the other children who were spending time together.

I paused my intention, and decided to go alone. I don't want to spoil the mood because my mood is bad.

I'm surrounding the bottom of the Mall. There was no intention of going inside. I stopped my steps at a bakery to fill my hungry stomach.

While being cool, suddenly two annoying people come. I quickly finished my meal, and wanted to get away from this annoying sight.

Samudra just held me to that extent. I'm gone, he's not after me. I see from far away he even chatted coolly with Kak Lintang.

I want to feel angry with Kak Lintang why he always bothers me while being with Kak Samudra. Considering he was my brother, it wasn't until my heart cursed him.

But the attitude of Kak Lintang lately is very annoying.

Really sucks! no longer within my limits of patience. Even I was very clearly showing an expression of dislike for me, but he didn't even notice it.

He innocently accepted my words and instead went with Samudra.