
Asna also breathed a sigh. Arkan was so stubborn as steel that it was so hard to penetrate, but Asna could not be selfish like this. Dira deserves happiness with Arkan and especially tonight.
It should have been the approach between them, instead Arkan fled here and either Dira knew or did not know about his departure here.
“It is precisely you coming here will hurt me, Mas. Where is the responsibility as a husband leaving his wife on the first night?” Asna's anger is in the crown. She declares her body and turns to face her husband.
Not to fight or argue, but Asna also has the right to tell, if the steps Arkan made wrong.
"Nr .."
“Please be fair, Mas. Tonight you return to Dira's house, happy Dira as you make me happy,” as Asna wept. She begged her husband to be firm.
Like a leader who commands employees. He can also be fair to all his employees regardless of feathers. As with Asna, she must accept Dira as she accepts her.
With tears still pouring down, Asna chose to go inside, before Imel and the neighbors heard the commotion. It would be embarrassing if that happened.
However, Arkan's burly hands had already blocked and made Asna back in place.
“Please, Dik, do not make Mas tormented.”
Arkan made a soft voice. He knew Asna's heart was fragile, but she was much more fragile.
“Detach, Mas! Don't make me a sinful wife for holding you here.” Asna insisted. He will not allow Arkan to enter the house.
“Go home and do your duty to be a husband.”
As forcefully as possible, Asna let go of her grip, then passed in and locked the door. Her heart was like a thorn that drove her husband out of his house.
“Dik, open the door, Dik,” Arkan said as he knocked on the door. He was sure Asna was still standing behind the door.
Asna grimaced, her body slumped and cried as much. Facing reality is much harder it turns out, especially not in line with the state of his heart. What words, what attitude should Asna strengthen when her husband is still knocking, asking to open the door to enter.
But Asna, not wanting to be selfish that the decision had been unanimous he had made, may be a growing sense of love so that Dira and Arkan could unite, after this Asna plan was unthinkable. He wiped away the tears, and walked to the room in a fragile manner.
'O Allah gave me strength and breadth of heart and extended my husband's heart to carry out what he has fulfilled, ' Asna whispered in his heart.
“Dik, alright Mas will return as your request.”
Such a clear statement in Asna's ears made it even more tight. It should have been so from the beginning, without coming and making his heart even more troubled.
Arkan's footsteps were so shaky. His head turned back hoping Asna would open the door, but it felt impossible and would not happen.
Arkan is really sad about the destiny he is living now. Inevitably, he immediately left his house to return to Dira's house.
While Dira was restless because it had been almost an hour Arkan did not return. I don't know where the man went, it felt impossible if it was rough on the road that he thought he had memorized.
Two years together there is no way Arkan can forget, but he realizes his position is now different. His pondering mind was instantly aware that if Dira was only a honey and obviously the love that existed, could never be given to him.
A Few Hours Later :
“Bang Arkan!” Dira was shocked to see the arrival of the man who was several hours into her husband. The look on his face was so lethargic and bent it was obvious that Dira's guess was correct.
“Abang from where?”
“Abang out wind search,” he said lying. Really, the wounds that were once scratched seemed to be re-created.
“Abang does not lie with Dira, ‘kan?” Dira intimidates the man before her.
Arkan looked up, daring to look at Dira with a myriad of unstoppable grievances. However, he is not a man who expresses his emotions openly.
“Without your brother answering, you must have understood, Dik,” said Arkan sighed.
The deg!
Dira riveted. Arkan's speech was so cynical and not wrong if he had ended up approaching Mba Asna. Really, until whenever Arkan will not be able to return to him.
Even a wedding night that is supposed to be beautiful turns out to be far from what is imagined. Especially after knowing who the man who became the real husband.
'Why should you come back to my life, Bang?' lirih Dira in heart. As powerful as forgetting and it turns out it was found.
At first I thought I accepted destiny, after you were gone and maybe forgot you accepted being a second wife. But if it's brother, can I snatch that love again. Dira's inner thoughts, somehow celos just like that.
"Pardon Dira mba Asna, Dira think bang Arkan must be completely Dira." he explained, when Arkan had entered the room.
Tlith!!
Dira's phone rang, not long after the call from Aunt Yola. Which means it's the mother of Arkan's own bang.
"Tonight, auntie call me after so long .. ups! mama-in-law called me, was she also surprised when the bride Asna prepared, was her son's past." hissed Dira, as if lazy to answer the call.
TBC.