
“ assalamualaikum papa, mom.” I said slowly as I entered the room where my mother was in hospital.
“waalaikum greetings.” Replied the father who was sitting straight up to us.
I walked closer to papa and kissed the back of his hand and hugged papa for a moment, as did leonardo.
I have to be strong.
“mama, alina come same mas leon.” I said softly while kissing my mom's hand, papa told me to sit down.
Mama smiled wryly, she looked very pale and certainly very weak and fragile, I held myself back with all my might so as not to shed a single tear.
“mama quickly healed yes, her grandson again process, hehe.” Leonardo.
“iya, mama should be cheerful again as soon as possible yes, alina longs for heavy loh.” Then I kissed my mother's hand back.
Mama moved her hand weakly towards my stomach.
“a-da, cu-cu?” mama asked with – bricks, I saw tears flowing from the corner of her eyes.
I looked at my mother with a smile as bright as possible.
“ soon, so mama quickly recover yes, so can carry her first grandchild later.” My answer.
Mama nodded slowly but repeatedly, I wiped her tears.
“several alina kebelet peed nih, want to go to the toilet ya.” pamitku.
It wasn't the toilet I was going to, I walked straight to the door and out of the nursery.
I cupped my face with both hands, because I could no longer bear to hold my tears I cried as I did.
What sick mom?I want to know, but on the other hand I don't want to guess – net it further.
All I saw was the mama who was very pale, lying weakly in bed, and who quite seized my sight was the hair of mama who became very thin.
Possibly chemotherapy?
Please, god.heal mama..
“alina darling.” I felt my hand embrace me.
I sat up straight, wiping my tears with my hands.
“forgive papa who failed to take good care of mama.” Papa told me.
“this is destiny pa, we must not blame each other.”
“again forgive papa nak.”
“papa is not wrong. We must accept this fate is a trial. Better papa go inside deh, mama will need papa by his side, accompany mama, do not be left ya pah.”kataku soft.
Papa smiled and went back inside.
“duk? How not to enter.” Bang Jaehyun came while carrying his black backpack, then he sat next to me.
“husband lo where to deck?” ask bang jaehyun.
“ada in dalem kak, again chat with mama, alina not strong in dalem want to cry on.” My answer.
Bang jaehyun grabbed me and smiled.
“must be strong, you love the spirit of mama to be cured soon yes.” said bang jaehyun
“got to cry.” Impairedness
I'm nodding.
“but, I don't know exactly mama sick what bang?” I asked bang jaehyun.
Bang jaehyun sighed for a moment.
“ sarcoma cancer or also called soft tissue cancer.” Bang jaehyun.
I went back silent, silent unable to say – words back all I did could only look down and my tears came back heavy.
Bang jaehyun patted my back.
“tadi brother said what deck? The strong do not cry that ah.” Bang jaehyun said,
“although this mama disease is classified as a rare disease in Indonesia and doctors have not found with certainty the cause of this disease, but we must be sure of the miracle given by God later, he said, we can't stop hoping.” Bang jaehyun patted me on my back.
I was sobbing at the words bang jaehyun.
“abang real, free yes cry. I have to be strong and can not show sad look in front of mama, from in Paris yesterday Leon also said that I can not show this crybaby face in front of mama.”
“nah it knows.” Bang jaehyun.
“at swab first dong snot, slovenly cake jigong kuda.” Ledek bang jaehyun
“diem ah carcass anoa.” Don't want to lose I also mocked him.
Here we are when we met, certainly not far from mutually mocking each other, yes how else, his name is also brother.
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“long so peed?” ask leonardo.
I'm pretty sure Leonardo already knew that I didn't go to the bathroom, but was just outside to sit down and calm myself down.
“eh yes, it was alina mules stomach. Hehe.”
“please take care of alina ya dear, although she is unstable but very loving.” said mama with a weak voice.
“ alina already massage with husband kok ma, mama do not need to think alina, now must prioritize the health of mama first yes.”
“iya nak.” Answer mama.
Tok..
“saf the besuk hours are up, it's time for the patient to rest.” Said a nurse entering the room.
“you go home first yes son.” Pinta mom.
“alina here.”
“mama ask you to go home deck, tomorrow morning back again.” said bang jaehyun.
“you also need to rest, do not need to maksainan yourself anyways you are married dear.” Papa imbuh.
“home yes son, break.” Mama said.
I looked towards the sad leonardo.
“iya ma, we go home.” Leonardo.
“besok must be here again.” connect leonardo.
With a heavy heart I approached my mother and kissed her hand, then went to papa and kissed her hand as well, bang jaehyun raised his hand to a tos with me.
“alina same leon pamit first. mama do not miss yaa.” My word.
Mama smiled thinly and then nodded.
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“mas alina is not strong.. how should alina? Why should mama!” I said to Leonardo while in the car, leonardo held me tight, he tried to give me peace.
“cancer suffered by mama is classified as a rare disease in Indonesia, if like this we must indeed hope for a miracle.” My welcome.
“mas plans to contact a mas friend who is a specialist in Singapore to help us to deal with mama's disease, you do not worry ya dear.”
“ do your best yes mas.”
“may this be the best way.” Leonardo.
“amin.” Answer me
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“dibikinin warm milk first yes new sleep.” Leonardo.
“don't do it, let's go to sleep. You must also be tired right.” My elak.
“not really, have you been to the room first, just a little more mas nyululu, but do not stay in mas bobo first ya.” he said exactly like a child who does not want to be left.
“iya yes mas, alina wait.”
“hehe, thank you dear.”
I walked over to Leonardo, then kissed his cheek briefly.
“fear of falling asleep, so I give you good night kiss now.” I ran straight to the room.
“bae! Watch out for your sleep first, mas law until dawn.” The screech.
Jiahaha, just the law.
After all, alina is still coming the moon, later you yourself are sorry.
from the second floor I shouted leonardo's name and then he turned his head.
“good night mas.” My peek.
Leonardo seemed to have his lips cut open.
“au ah.” Leonardo said as he walked towards the kitchen.
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It has been shown at 23:29 leonardo entered with a tray on top of which there is a glass of warm milk.
“mas know you have not slept right bae, you must again pura – pura bobo.” Leonardo.
I kept my eyes closed.
“ayo at first drink milk bae.” Leonardo said, but I kept my eyes closed.
“wah like someone asked in the first tickle nih just want to drink.”
“ah yes, alina wake up nih hm.” I changed my position that was lying down to sit.
I took the glass on the tray and drank it quickly.
“dah done, yuk sleep capeeek nih.” said.
“eh wait 10 seconds, mas change clothes.” Leonardo.
“final.” My lips.
“ya already gini aja.” Leonardo took off his shirt and climbed into the bed.
Lahang emang he usually also sleeps shirtless kok ribet very like a girl.
“you're not worried about the wind that bae?” tanyakanya.
“ bodo very, whatever, want to catch a cold cake in the pack eco cake is important now let's sleep.” Crocos.
He grimaces.
“dih, the answer is completely beyond the expectations of mas, good night zheyeng.” Leonardo kissed me on the forehead and slept while hugging me.