
Nathan is Airin's older brother. Both were born without a father. He means a legitimate father who is registered in a state institution. His mother was a night woman who sought life in the arms of a striped-nose man. Nathan hated his mother.
When Nathan was in his teens and still living with his mother in a modest settlement in Surabaya, Nathan once blasphemed his mother in the presence of Airin,,,
" Because of Mom, we're like this, Airin !!!. His eyes were red withstanding anger.
" You know that we should be able to live like everyone else. Live happily with family, live a beautiful childhood, then big and mature naturally. And what is clear is that we have a status in society, "Nathan's Barren.
Her mother wasn't there at the time....
" But anyway, Mom has raised us sister. Mother has taken great pains to care for us with all her love and affection. Mother will also love us until whenever '"Bela Airin is fierce.
" Mom has faults and shortcomings. But that doesn't make us disrespect and love her sister. "
" Mom said you ? Love ? I'd rather not be a thousand than a thousand like him. You see our lives right now are uncertain. In our society we are always scorned, like we are like a piece of worthless garbage. What do you think we have ? Only a piece of the body is born from a transaction that has been enjoyed by the mother. " Nathan answered with Reddened Eyes.
Airin always cried bitterly when he remembered the words Nathan said. He remembered his mother when she was laid out - the woman's bricks blessed him.
" I have to keep loving your brother Nathan, son. After all, he's my son as are you. "
" But I don't just shut up if Brother Nathan berate Mom to go too far. " Say Airin .
My mother's eyes glare. He looked more closely at Airin's face, as if to find a cold twinkle there.
" Because you don't understand a mother's heart, son. How Mom would demand to be appreciated, whereas Mother's faults against Nathan were so much. Nathan has his own reasons for hating this mother. " It was clearly Mother with tears already dripping down her cheeks.
Airin immediately grabbed his mother's body and embraced her with warmth...
" Once, Son. Let all this pass. " Mother's bitter smile closed the conversation.
***
The violent shaking resuscitated Airin from his reverie. The rear tire of the bus he was riding broke, so the driver braked suddenly. As a result there is a push forward due to the speed of the bus that was held back. Airin immediately looks for a grip to maintain body balance.
" Fuck, where the tires are more expensive now, "vigil the bus driver.
Many eyes were on them. But many are also headed towards Airin. Either by the song that arrived - suddenly stopped or by real tears seen in his petals.
But to shake off his embarrassment, Airin immediately said , , ,
" Honored driver and conductor and passengers, to reduce the toll of this little accident, let me entertain with some songs . "
The driver glanced cynically.
" For this time it's free, brothers , ... ! " Airin said as if to understand the meaning of the glance.
All quiet. Again Airin strummed his guitar feelingly . . .
I am weak without you
The love that is missing from you
Who can flatter me
As long as the eyes are open
Until the heart doesn't beat
For as long as I can remember you
From you, I found my life
You are true love to me
Yeah hu - hu hu
When it is written for me
Is the best for you
I'll make you a memory
The most beautiful thing in my life.
A few minutes after the bus drove. On the eve of the toll gate, Airin began thrusting his hat which was immediately greeted cynically by the passengers.
" You said it was free . . " protest one of the bus passengers.
All eyes hunt where Airin stands.
" Sorry brother - brother . . . There's a little misunderstanding here. What I mean for free are some of the songs I sang last. The song I sang before was not so. Please understand . . . !!!
Compact passenger ber - huuu. But Airin kept putting out his hat. Some people began to fill with change.
A shady-eyed girl dropped a piece of sly. Airin. How great is he giving ? don't don't ask for change, this Inner Airin. . .
Yet those eyes radiated a shade full of gentleness.
Uhf ... Mother ! Those shady eyes remind me of you. Thank you, ma'am...!"
" The same - same ."
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