WE'RE JUST MARRIED

After One Month

Today is exactly one month of events that once made the heart of Rea , but the wound like it has not improved may never disappear and will continue to imprint.

The woman sighed with a cup of coffee in her hand, this morning so bright for a heart so empty.

" Please enjoy your breakfast Miss "poke the courtesy of a waiter while placing a plate of warm cookies in front of the woman still in her sleeping pajamas , " is there anything you want for the menu later in the day ? " ask Rose the middle-aged woman who became the butler in Rea's mansion.

" Can you serve me Asparagus soup "pinta Rea with her shady smile, Rose nodded slowly and looked at the woman for so long , he had worked with this beautiful woman for so long and knew very well that if he asked for food it meant that his heart was not in good condition , " do you want me to put corn in it "

" I think it's a good idea Rose" said Rea smiling.

" Em ..in closing your lunch menu, I will also make chocolate pudding later ", Rose added, making Rea's smile more fluffy, "you are the best" he said so happy.

Rose smiled with a heart that felt so subdued after returning to see the sweet smile from her employer, "excuse me Miss , please call me if you want something "

" Emm. Can you ask your men to bring me Almonds ? "

" Miss and wait a minute "

" Thank you Rose" he said, and the woman nodded, "does you have no plans today to leave the house "he asked again.

" Nahlah , but it seems I just want to be home today "

" Okay, excuse me miss "her good-bye again and Rea nodded her head again.

Rea turned her face towards the sky to enjoy the morning sun and the fresh air of London, "it should have been last night that I was engaged "he murmured so softly along with the scratches of wounds that re-emerged , but soon he brushed off those painful thoughts with a fake smile that curved from his thin lips ,

" this is your almond nut miss "

" Just put it there "sayutnya while pointing towards the table that already contains cookies and coffee.

His eyes opened when he heard the phone placed on the table ringing, his eyes were stunned when he saw contact with the name of the person who was inside his brain , but so hated by his own heart, "does he no longer have any shame" he said with his lips on his back.

Rea let the phone keep ringing, it felt so hard to go back to hearing the voice of the person who had already hurt her so cruelly , but the sound of the phone ringing was like urging the owner by continuing to ring non-stop.

He sighed again and tried to look back at his flat object screen "what's wrong with him ? " he asked himself and got a little worried about his heart ,

slowly he picked up the flat object, looking at it for a while before intending to answer the urgent call to answer.

The phone has been connected, but Rea is reluctant to let out her voice, "Hallo Rea "call gently from the opposite direction of the phone.

Rea gulped along with a rapidly beating heart when she heard a heavy voice that she had not heard for a month, "Rea "repeated Sean so quietly.

" Rea I know you're there "

" Please speak, I really just want to hear your voice and I promise this is the last time I bother you "the question is, more like a plea.

" Rea "call him again in a voice that sounds so soft and frustrating at the same time.

" Thank you for speaking out "

" Hurry up and say Sean or I'll hang up "

" Wait on Rea, I just want to apologize .."

" I've forgiven you, I don't even remember that "he said, and there's a very heavy gasp from across the 'I know , all this time I was not very valuable to you so when I made a mistake, of course it won't make any reaction in your heart "

The test "rears Rea just fell 'just what made him suddenly become so emotional after hearing such a sad-sounding word from Sean , ' said , and the man did not know how he had to bounce back from the disappointment that made him so down , the man had no idea how he had gone through such a lonely day with such devastated feelings and the man indeed did not have to know ,

since everything will never return, the wound will forever remain in his heart.

" I love you so much Rea "

Deg "the heart of Rea was really startled by the word love that he had just heard by people who used to say it often , but the romantic sentence no longer sounded beautiful in his ear , it even made his heart sting more.

" And I know all this time you didn't love me so much" added the man.

" Ceh "his hiss Rea spontaneously came out of his mouth because he felt the man's words were so funny, "now you sound like you're handing over your faults to me Sean " he laughed but sounded cold.

" It's not like it's Rea , it's just my feeling all along that I think now you should know "

" I know my mistakes are not forgivable" he added.

" But I've forgotten Sean, I don't even want to remember that you and I were together "said and didn't change his cold way of speaking , " Rea I just felt your love was lacking, all this time you didn't really love me "

The test "tears fell back with the feeling that again felt so sick, it feels like all this time he has given all his feelings to the man , even he was ready to devote his life if they were married later , but it turns out that the big plan failed along with a sense of disappointment that never ended , " is it because I just don't say love to you very often, that's why you think that I don't feel completely "

" You're too naive Sean "he added, while brushing off the tears that came back to want to fall on his smooth cheeks.

The man sounded nonchalant after hearing Rea's stabbing remark, "I don't think there's anything else you want to say "

" Wait on Rea "

" What else Sean, what do you want to say, it's over and I really don't want to bring up anything that's ever happened between us " said Rea who could no longer be relaxed ,

" i just want you to know Rea, even if I'm going to love you anyway, even forever "

Deg

Rea was completely speechless, and no longer waited to end the phone that had brought up the wound in her heart ,

" Your words of love are no longer useful Sean "his murmur was so soft, with tears that re-wetted his face.