We Are That Good?
Eps 11-Current Anxiety
All I saw in his eyes was anger, I did not know very well what the cause and effect of this conflict was. Many say that this is a misunderstanding, there are also those who say that there is an argument that brings to this position. Without a second thought I immediately divorced this matter, of course also with the others. We try to confuse one with the other. There was not fifteen minutes later, the teacher had already come, and asked what had happened. But Ago and these thugs were silent, until they were taken to the teacher's room to follow up.
“Wildan why can that be?” ask Bima
“Entah, maybe they fought because of the thug that” continued Siska
“Whatever happens, we will help Wildan to calm him” Further said I was worried about him
We're past the third hour, and Wildan hasn't even come to class yet. We wait for his presence. Right at the break, Wildan returned with a gloomy face. He went to class and immediately brought his bag, I already thought that the punishment obtained by him was really heavy.
“Sob! Where to?!” ask me who is approaching soon
Ago simply fell silent and continued what he was going to do
“Wil you why?” ask Bima and Siska who are astonished
“Skors.... I got a suspension” he replied slowly.
“KOK CAN!” the four of us asked
“Stop, I got suspended for 3 days” Wildan continued with a broken heart
“Then what about those goons? He also got a suspension?” ask Mila
“He didn't get it, he also didn't get any sanctions” Ago said that then left us
I know very well how Wildan felt that day, I wanted to comfort him but…. I doubt if my plan will work, or maybe the other way around. He's getting further away. I persuaded Mila to approach him, so that Ago would not lose his hope.
“Mil, help Wildan to keep his spirits up. You're the only hope” I said
“Baik” Mila agrees and immediately approaches Ago aka Wildan
Mila had tried her hardest, but Wildan simply ignored her and continued walking. I only heard a few words that made Wildan temporarily freeze.
“You are not the Wildan I know” said Mila who made Wildan speechless
“Wildan that I know is not like this” continued Mila again
“What you know about me is gone” said Wildan who immediately left the place.
Mila returned with nothing. We can only hope that he can come back to the way he was. Now it all depended on him, could he return it easily or vice versa. After school we went straight to see him, but Wildan needed his time alone, what I saw was that his relationship with his family had begun to be out of harmony again. I'm trying to convince you that Wildan or Ago is innocent.
The next day, the class was quiet. Without the presence of Ago we four lose the source of happiness, because he who usually comforts us. I tried to contact Wildan and he only answered that I'm good, that's a word that is often said when we ask him news. Every time we go home from school the four of us always take the time to Wildan's house. But again, he did not want to be found. Until I came up with an idea, how to get Wildan out of his house. Me, Bima, and Siska decided that only Mila would go there.
“WHY SHOULD I?!” mila said with annoyance
“Only you need Wildan at this time” continued Siska
“Please Mil, this time just” I beg Mila to meet Wildan
“However you are his friend” said Bima
“Indeed I am his friend, but if I myself it will feel awkward” continued Mila
After all the times we argued, Mila finally wanted to meet Wildan. We'll go to Wildan's house soon. Me, Bima and Siska swore behind a tree near his house. Mila goes to ask how Wildan is doing.
“Excuse me..” My regards
“Iya? There's Mila, Wildan! There is Mila nihh” said her father
“Sign in first son Mila?” an offer from Wildan's father
“No need to om, Mila just a minute”
“What's Mil?” ask Wildan
“How are you doing Wil's healthy? Temen temen on nanyain tuh” ask yourself Mila
“I'm healthy anyway, because I hibernate here” more often
About 5 minutes to be exact they spoke, finally Mila closed the conversation.
“Judah I just want to say that anyway, oh yes do not forget tomorrow school! The four of us are waiting for you” replied Mila
“Yes, be careful ya” continued Wildan
Mila immediately approached our hiding place. I'm so grateful to him that he's the only key so Wildan can be the full Ago again. My night was filled with relief, because Wildan was willing to start raising his voice in our group message. Finally ‘Ago’ is Back.
The next day Wildan had started to want to interact with each other as usual. Although not completely, because this will require a long enough process to return to the former Ago.
“Wih just entered school, has started hanging (walking back and forth with unclear intentions ) just Wil?!” insinuation from Bima
“It is, all refresh the brain first. Saturated at home only 3 days” continued Wildan said.
Shortly thereafter there was a teacher who provided information about the graduation of the class I'm in now. Of course, to be able to pass ourselves to the next level aka tones of gradual obstacles that we have to go through, namely a repetition or test. The rest of the class shook his head and started to panic, because we were all not ready for this. Fortunately this school holds ‘Additional Tutoring’ for free, therefore we will not pass the golden threshold this time. Where should I look for additional free study except at school? Indeed, this additional learning process will take me time with Mila, he meant with friends. But more importantly we will get insights that are able for us to find schools in the future.
“Suddenly yes?!” I said with an unprepared mentality
“You should have heard this news long before today Andhra!!! Only you are lazy to hear it” continued Siska who snapped at me at that time
“Hehehe sorry sorry”
“Why am I not so ready huh?” bima said that fear lost confidence
“Not what Bim, we can all kok” continued Ago encouraging Bima
We were all busy talking about graduation, but Mila was silent with a familiar face. He started to look back.
“You why Mil” said I was worried about Mila
“I am still confused and anxious” continued Mila contemplating herself
“What is Mil?” continued Ago
“My dad will be coming in a few more days”
“HAH?!” yell at us all.
Because we are all shocked because we will be anxious to see Mila more unnoticed by her father.
“when did your father come Mil?” ask Siska
“my aunt said anyway, two more days”
“WHUT?!” surprised us again
