We And The Unfinished Story

Just a little attention

This morning accompanied by papa, I consulted with an internal medicine specialist.Doctor suggested to undergo an endoscopy.From the doctor's diagnosis I have acute magg.Because it is impossible to undergo an endoscopy today, the doctor scheduled tomorrow.

Actually, if you think about my body is quite healthy during this time.There are some of the diseases that come because of our stressful thoughts.I think after ending my relationship with Indra my body will recover.But today, my body will recover,every time I finish eating my stomach will be nauseous and spit out all the food I just ate.

I just realized it turns out that mengikhlaskan our loved ones is not easy.I'm not really willing to stop fighting for my feelings for Dimas Sudjatmiko.Lies if I do not expect his attention.Even repeatedly I check the mailbox at my phone, just to make sure there's a message coming in from him.

Papa said it, once, do not burden yourself too much with a problem or desire.Because every problem will pass.And every thing that you can not get means has not become your fortune.Then the solution of all that is sincere.

I sent a message to Uti that I have not been able to keep the promise to invite her out.I think she is still angry because of my problem with Indra, but it turned out that he immediately replied to my message and asked when I would return to the city of R. After replying to the message for a while with Uti I was sleepy and asleep.

When I woke up the sky was getting dark, my mother probably thought I was tired and not healthy so she did not intend to wake me.I remember she was the most angry when she saw her daughter sleeping and lazy.

"The girl can't be lazy, how will you sleep at home all day?could have been fired as a ghost."

Even now I miss his nagging.Since I went and worked in the city R mother rarely scolded me anymore.Most he just reminded not to eat late.Maybe he thinks his child is already an adult is not worth to be homelin.

Tonight the food that mom cooks feels good in my tongue.Have long I not eaten mother's cooking.Am I looking for a job in the city of M only,so that every week I can go home to eat mother's cooking.Late-lately has often crossed strange ideas in my mind.

Because tomorrow I'm going to have an endoscopic examination of the stomach, starting tonight I have to fast.A little fear and concern with the results.

All the examination process has been completed and I was asked by the doctor to rest for about 1-2 hours.When the doctor read out the results I calmed down a little,because there is only inflammation in the stomach.Only this should be treated immediately.Because fear is severe and may cause cancer.

I was a little disappointed with the doctor,could-can he talk about cancer when my condition is still dropping like this.Had to him calm me.I told papa next time change doctor only because I do not like this chatty doctor.Papa just say no next time, because after this I will be healthy.Should be the doctor my papa.She can always calm me.

Because my leave was only three days Wednesday night my father drove me to the train station.Papa suggested taking executive classes so that I could rest on the way.

The train is quite quiet tonight.I feel grateful tonight because the seat next to me is empty.It feels like winning the lottery when it gets an empty passenger seat next to us.It turns out happy it is indeed this simple.

Tonight's trip was quite comfortable.Even I slept well,to the extent that I did not realize that I had reached the city station R. Because this is the last station I was not so afraid if I had to fall asleep on the way.I was built by the conductor because the train had arrived.

At 5 am, I picked up bang Rahman station.I only had time to bathe at his house.Because I also had to leave for the city of C.Once I got to the city headquarters R I saw Mr. Wiryo was heating the car engine.

"Wait a minute, Ren, the Padma is again having business inside."

"Yes, sir, I'm going inside for a minute too."

At seven in the morning the office is still quiet, only a few OBs are in charge of cleaning,I saw Mr. Dimas in the finance division room.He was like he was talking while interspersed with laughter.After I noticed his appearance he was talking to a genius in the finance room.

We leave at seven in the morning,I saw the genika also come with us.I also do not know why he came to the city of C.During the trip I was more silent.Conversations in the car are dominated by Jennika.He looks so familiar with Mr. Dimas.I heard him calling ko means brother in Hokkien.Kupikir because they are both chinese they are more familiar with the call.

"Pak Wiryo, later please stop at the chicken porridge near the mosque ya."The doctor advised me to temporarily consume a soft meal.

"Loh shareen hasn't had breakfast yet?" Mr. Wiryo asked while focusing on driving.

"Yes sir, this morning hastily.Nyampek just here at 5am, I took the night train sir."

"Thou dare ye yes ren ride the night train alone."

"Dare sir, part of the train is crowded.It's better to also take the night train so you can rest."Mr. Wiryo just mustard hear my explanation.

I went down to buy chicken porridge, before I offered the others but they refused on the grounds that they had breakfast.

Because I have to take medicine I eat chicken porridge in the car.I only eat half can not finish all of it.

"Loh ren koq really fast to eat, not finished huh?"Mr. Wiryo saw me keep the rest of the porridge.

"Yes sir, now you can't eat much.Doctor also notice to eat a little but often and the food should also be soft."I answered his confusion.

After taking my medication I fell asleep, I did not really know what their discussion in the car.What is certain before falling asleep I still heard Jenika invite Mr. Dimas to eat meatballs later in the afternoon.

I woke up when Mr. Dimas woke me up.

"Ren, wake up already."I feel him patting my hand slowly.

I rubbed my heavy eyes, trying to gather my consciousness.

"If you're still sick you rest on top, you're pale."

I just nodded in response to his offer.

When he walked into the office, I was still in the car cleaning my things.Without realizing I raised the corner of my lips.It turns out he still cares about me.How small attention can warm the corner of my heart.

But I've decided not to make it harder with this feeling.

Every time that I have to say in my heart is, we are different, we are different, we are different.No matter how much I want to be with her, in fact we are different.