Watching You's

Let's Talk

Today is Wednesday, so today An Angel must be crowded, and one of his friends must have been there as usual.

His fingers moved to enjoy the song Rossa sung by Gea, one of Gea's favorite homeland astists. As usual, he listens to her through the hidden camera he hid in An Angel.

Whether it's Javir's feelings alone or maybe this is God's reply to his patience with the pile of work since he returned from Madura this morning, the journey to An Angel there is no traffic at all.

Arriving at An Angel one by one the band members Gea stepped off the stage, telling Gea who was thanking his fans who had come, before Gea finally closed his performance tonight.

One idea crossed Javir's mind so he stepped wide towards the stage even though Gea had already dropped down from there.

Javir's hand grabs the guitar, and knocks out the mic that turns out to be alive.

"Hey heart, how are you ...."

The look in Javir's eyes looked at Gea who was making her stride, turning to look at Javir with wide eyes.

Javir smiled broadly, waving his hands before starting strumming his guitar. Javir sang Kangen's song while smiling at Gea.

At the long table where he and the others gathered immediately boisterously whistled to see Javir singing. There was Aslan and Mela, one female friend besides Gea.

Some fans and customers An Angel again sat in their seats, Da who pulled out a camera to record, even one of the Gea editors who had intended to turn off the camera instead continued recording.

Until the middle of the song, Javir's smile disappeared when he saw Gea's face that looked flat staring at him. No smiles and sparkling eyes are expected.

Javir's hand stopped strumming the guitar, sighing back at Gea with a smile on his lips. "Hey Bab, you wanna get back to the song?."

Gea smiled sarcastically, looking at Javir with her chin raised. "Go away, get out of my life, take all your guilt."

Javir's eyes were round hearing it.

While at the long table there, the laughter of Aslan and Mela immediately echoed, even they both clapped and whistled furiously.

Gea continued to sing, smiling sarcasm at Javir.

"An ..." exclaimed Javir trying to stop.

"Bring up your secrets you don't want to .. I know" Gea still casually sings.

"There are no secrets" Javir exclaimed from the stage.

Some people there laughed at Javir, but Javir did not care about them, he only cared about the lyrics of the song sung by Gea that made him disturbed.

"You won't understand this pain, the lie of your sweet mouth."

Javir who was upset to take off the guitar in his hand, walked with his wide steps towards Gea.

Gea's head tilted, his sarcastic smile widened, his eyes increasingly sharp looking at Javir.

"Go away from hi ..."

Javir silenced Gea's mouth, stopping her from singing.

Their faces were only a short distance away, their eyes intertwined staring intently at each other.

Gea's hand tried to remove Javir's hand from his mouth, but Javir instead jerked Gea's body closer making Gea glare at him.

"Gue will kiss loe here if you still sing" Javir threatened.

From the palm of his hand, Javir felt Gea's lips smile, before finally laughing freely.

Javir lowered his hand, looking at Gea with a feeling of relief. "Thank god that's not true" muttered Javir.

Gea stopped laughing, looking at Javir with her eyebrows raised before turning around to leave him.

"Not really, is it?" Javir asked as he walked behind Gea towards the long table where everyone was gathered.

No reply from Gea, Javir jerked his arm before Gea sat in the seat right in front of Aslan to face him.

Their eyes are back together.

No one said anything for a few seconds, until Javir realized that his hand was blocking Gea's arm was strong, and slowly began to loosen.

"Can we talk for a second?" Ask Javir.

"Please" replied Gea flatly.

"An let's bi..."

"Gea" Gea cut full pressure.

Javir's forehead shriveled, clearly visible if Gea was holding back to anger how it felt, "what else is wrong this time An?."

Gea shrugged both of her shoulders.

^-^

Javir closed the access door from the second floor of the third floor, Gea's private floor in An Angel.

Tok tok ...

"Je .. why in the lock of everything" cried Aslan from behind the door.

"Gue won't do anything out of bounds, shut up!"

Javir shouted angrily at Aslan, but his eyes looked at Gea who was walking casually sitting on the sofa in front of the tv.

After no more shouting and knocking the door, then Javir stepped his feet sitting right next to Gea and facing him.

"What else is wrong?" Ask Javir gently.

Gea just shrugged her shoulders.

Gea's head turned to look at Javir with a look of not accepting, because the scorpio Javir definitely meant was him.

"What?" Javir asked defiantly, "loe and Ar are both scorpios, and they always confuse people with your unpredictable attitude."

Gea immediately scowled and threw away his face.

"Loe suddenly got angry, sprains, nice .. and than. changed again."

Gea still chose to look in the other direction.

"Gue thought our business was done in Bali that night, now what else is Angela Lovita?."

With a smile Gea even shrugged his shoulders like before.

Upset ... really upset, Javir stood up, sat down at the table right in front of Gea, touched the top of Gea's head and turned Gea's head forcing him to look at Javir.

"We're talking seriously now?" Javir asked softly, "gue no matter what will happen, I want our business to be done now, today, tonight, and this second too An."

Seen Gea sighing, her sharp gaze seemed to disappear ... He stared back at Javir with his usual gaze, no longer showing any rejection there.

Javir's hands clasped Gea's hands tightly together.

"Loe does not want to win with me, and me too" said Javir sounding full of confidence. "Gue doesn't want to be just a friend of Gea, just like you don't want to ngge me friend. We want more than just friends, so let's ki ..."

Gea pulled his hand, taking off Javir's hand.

Javir frowned, looking at Gea with a clueless look.

The gaze of Gea who was looking at him did not like to make him confused.

"You also want a relationship more than friends right?" Ask Javir slowly, being careful not to make mistakes.

"No!" Gea argued firmly, "even befriending you I don't want to."

Javir's eyes winked at Gea with a look of disbelief before Javir lowered his head, poking his lips to refrain from losing control. Before looking back at Gea with tightened jaws.

"But you still love me" Javir sizzled.

"Who said that?" Gea asked in a tone of disbelief, even she leaned her body against the back of the chair and folded her arms in front of her chest.

Javir smiled curiously, leaning his face, eroding the distance between them. "Nobody said it, but that's the conclusion I'm taking from what you were talking about that night, what did I say was wrong?" Javir asked softly and softly, "when I wish .. you still love me, becouse I still love you Angel."

Javir's hand again grabbed Gea's hand and grasped it, their gazes clinging back.

Javir smiled in line, relieved to see Gea re-arranging tampa rejection. "Don't be this defensive, let's talk openly because we're all grown up now."

Although Javir has asked for it, it is clear from the eyes and the look on Gea's face that shows that they are building boundaries between them.

"I wish you'd always remembered me and couldn't escape me, even though I knew I was guilty. I know I'm too selfish to hope that, after what I've done."

Javir stopped to blow everything away, waiting for Gea's response which turned out to be still staring at him.

Slowly Javir joined Gea's hand in one grip of his left hand, and his outstretched right hand cupped Gea's left cheek gently.

"Loe knows?, tampa loe says hate the same me .." Javir sentences floating for a moment, "loe's been replying to loe kegue's heartache for years with the difficulty I'm staring loe when we cancel An's fiancee."

They're speechless.

Javir drifts in Gea's softened gaze, the look she yearns for from a Angela Lovita to him.

"Gue love loe" said Javir lirih, "from the first I was demoed" he continued.

Gea still silently said nothing, even moving no, he just silently looked at Javir.

"Gue wants to say on Ganendra's birthday night, but I'm confused about where to say so I asked you to leave. On the eve of your birthday, I refrained from saying it because I was afraid to reject me outright. And in Bali that time ..." Javir sighed in annoyance, "the door knocks Fariz to stop me."

This time Gea responded by poking her lips for a moment holding back a laugh.

The response made the burden that Javir carried seemed to be lifted.

"And when I heard you sing with a sharp and earnest look earlier made me more frightened than the previous nights," this time Javir said it in one breath. "Gue love loe Angel, I know I'm a shameless man after what I did to you, but can't we start over together?. Can you ..."

Javir's neck was choked.

Gea pulled her hand from Javir's hand quickly, her face distorted.

Back tight ...

Javir's gaze still smiled and sighed calmly.

Javir's head lowered trying to calm himself back down, but his gaze was fixed on Gea's tightly clenched hands.

Javir smiled miris.

Back Javir raised his face to look at Gea who was still acting face.

His outstretched hand stroked the top of Gea's head gently, "it seems I'm talking too much, sorry yes" he said gently.

Javir stood up, with one hand touching the top of Gea's head.

"Sleep .." said Javir gently, slowly approaching his face, kissing Gea's head for quite a while.

"Good night My An, everything I said was real. But if it makes you uncomfortable, do not think about it, just a wind then" he said before stepping away.

He did not want to force, his intention to solve everything seemed to have to be withstood.

The feeling of being hurt pasyi still imprint in Gea, even though it has been more than ten years.

^-^