
"is the world so narrow that you have to meet that jerk!"he muttered after his mind started to calm down
"why isn't it far away that I think about it? what would I do if I met him again?
aahh..so stupid" her inner self cursed herself.
that was desi who was too focused on himself to reach his future from zero, so it was unthinkable for people to cause his self-destruction.
after that look for a place of worship, because ashar time is too late.out of ashar prayer, because, desi stopped by the minimarket to buy mineral water because he felt thirsty after crying in walking and did not forget the order narsih bu.
arriving at home and say hello and kiss the hand of a middle-aged woman sitting on the porch chair
"is mom outside?"
"wait for you son, why is the tumben coming home late? the phone is also not active hp you"
"sorry, the phone ran out of power. forgot to be charged last night"
" yeah we have entered yuk, this is the order of the mother" while showing accompanied by a smile that looks stiff for the mother narcissih
walking in tandem into the house, arriving in bu Narsih asked
" are you okay, son?"
"why mom?"
"please let your burdens decrease and pray that your steps will always be on His way"
"mother.."suffled Desi then hugged the woman in front of her.
"it's Maghrib time, we pray first"
"wouldn't you go to the mosque?" because it looks like bu Narsih held 2 prayer mats
"we worshipers at home yes" bu Narsih understands the psychic condition of desi because he invites pilgrims at home.
"alright"
after worshipers of course narsih ma'am who became a priest, teaching together while waiting for the time of isya' arrived. finished praying isya', the two prepared half-cooked fried tofu dinner, sambal ketchup, sambal, chicken lodho seasoning and cassava leaf toad (boiled cassava leaves are given a little salt then drained)
after dinner, talk in the TV room, then Desi recounted from the beginning when the accident to the fateful incident that befell him until found by the narsih bu who at that time was like a person who did not know the direction of the destination just crying.
the two different-aged women hugged while hugging, narsih ma'am stroked the back of desi omens to give encouragement to be strong in the face of all the trials he received.
'you are indeed a very strong girl, son, bearing her own burden all this time' inner self narsih
cautiously bu Narsih began to inquire about the desi family
"don't you want to visit your parents son"
"whether you are, try talking to your parents"
"yes, later if I'm ready"
"you are very strong, keep it that way, including the man who hurt you.please bow down in your prostration a third of the night to set the heart, no hate and grudge"
just a small nod as the answer.
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after the departure of desi from his home, the eco in the room seemed confused with himself.between happy, afraid, shocked, long he paced back and forth in the room until the assistant flashed in his mind
take a flat object over the nightstand and contact
*tuutt
tuutt*
his call was taken up by jerry
"hallo"
"yes sir"
"let your confidants find information about the girl who lives on the western edge of town jl.melati....."
"well sir, get it done"
after disconnecting the call, the corners of the lips are attracted to form a smile
"i got you!!! why does it feel this happy" he murmured while holding his chest that was beating erratically