WAS I WRONG TO CHEAT?

Chapter.69. MP

"I go first" said Ridwan.

"Eat first!" Mia offers dishes prepared by catering in the corner of her house.

"No need. I'll just go" said Ridwan.

Ridwan looked at Ferdy who looked spoiled at Suryo. Her tears were initially held back, so it spilled over for a moment.

"Ferby. Salim's with your father!" suryo.

"Isn't he now my father?" asked Ferdy while swinging Suryo's hand.

Suryo crouched down, aligned himself with Ferdy.

"Honey. Although you have a new father, but Ridwan's father will always remain your father. So Ridwan's father will never be replaced by anyone, because he's your real father" Suryo said.

"Now salute him, hug him!" suryo then gets a nod of the head from Ferdy.

Ferdy slowly approached Ridwan, as well as Ridwan. Ferdy then kissed his father's hand, and then they hugged each other.

"Hiks.pardon me, forgive me son's father," said Ridwan.

"Dad why don't you go home. I'm usually at the lastri house. Ferdy often plays with the lastri. Lastri said he was also Ferdy's brother" Ferdy said.

"You take care of your sister! I want to go far away because," said Ridwan.

"Where is Dad going? can Ferdy come?" ask Ferdy.

"can't. You stay with Suryo's father and mother only." Ferdy answered, wiping the top of his mother's head.

From a distance Dian cut her lips, while enjoying a dish that has been prepared by the catering. Ridwan then turned towards Lastri who was carrying his daughter, while looking at him.

Ridwan slowly approached Lastri, and rubbed the top of the nineteen-year-old boy's head.

"I'm sorry, Pastri. Because of you, your future is ruined. You take good care of our daughter! maybe this is our last meeting, because I'll go far" Ridwan said.

"Where are you going?" ask Lastri.

"Why do you ask this useless person. You know it's just planting, but there's no responsibility. Let's go!" Lastri was dragged home by her mother.

"Mas," said Beautiful whose stomach was already bulging. The 16-year-old boy still looks very young, even though he is pregnant at this time.

"Oh my God.after I thought I was a bastard. How can I destroy the future of these very young children, for the sake of my naflu," said Ridwan.

Ridwan then took his wallet, and opened it. The man took out all his money, and gave it to Indah.

"Buy good food and milk for our children. You should live better after giving birth. Forgive me, I've ruined your future" said Ridwan.

Lovely looked at her parents, and her head was immediately bowed, after getting a shot from her mother.

"Why don't you marry me. I want to elope with sampeyan," said Indah.

"Don't. Your future is long. I am not a good person, especially never get married without the blessing of parents. I've made a lot of mistakes, in the future you should be well-mixed. Never be tempted to seduce men again" said Ridwan.

"Mas," Ridwan did not turn his head again, although Indah had repeatedly called out her name while crying.

Ridwan walked down the highway without knowing the direction. Her hope of wanting to live with Mia was dashed already. Although Lastri and Indah are still easy young, but it turns out only Mia is in his heart. Because all this time Mia was often made difficult by him. The guilt of his heart, makes Ridwan helpless when he finds out that the woman he will fight for is already owned by another man.

Ridwan stared at the dam water which was slightly rippling because the mesh was quite heavy. The world of Ridwan has been turned upside down at this time. Her struggle to sell herself is no longer meaningful, because Mia is married to someone else.

"There's no point in me living anymore. I've really become a dirty man. If Mia's not with me, then why am I making so much money? I don't want another woman, I just want to be with Mia, '" muttered Ridwan with a puddle of tears.

Just as Ridwan was about to jump, his hand was blocked by someone.

"If you want to die on the railroad tracks. If you jump into this dam, later people will bother to take the body of the boat on the embankment," said Dian.

"Please me! I don't want to live anymore. Mia's gone to see me, don't stop me! I just want to die," said Ridwan, who was hugged Dian from behind, because his hands were not strong enough to hold the man's hand.

"Who's blocking the dead? I told you, if you want to die, don't stay here. Let's not take it to the train station. There once hit dead, and no pain. If you die drowning still feels loh mas," said Dian.

"Not yet to hell. In the tomb until tortured all-out, the sins of the sampeyan already piled up. Still mending be given life, so that sampeyan can repent," Dian blabbed in no direction.

Slowly but surely Ridwan's body weakened and fell on the edge of the dam.

"Suicide doesn't solve problems. If you do that, it means you just want to run away from responsibility. Don't just think about Mia, but that mas also has other responsibilities anyway? his son, the Lastri and the Beautiful, also need a living from sampeyan. If you want to change in the future, surely everything will be made easy in the future," continued Dian.

Ridwan turned towards Mia, and looked at the woman in the twilight of the day.

"You who? how do you know about Mia, Lastri and Beautiful?" ask Ridwan.

"I'm a close friend of Mia's. I also work with the factory with him." Answer Dian.

"It looks like Mia has told you a lot of stories! she must have told me how bastard her husband used to be," Ridwan said with a bland smile.

"yeah. We were friends with three. Our fate is not much different, it's just that our husband's bad habits are different. If you're a crazy woman, then my husband is crazy. While my other friend's husband is gambling crazy,"

"But the life of every household is nothing that runs smoothly. Like Mia who first decided to become a widow, then followed by me who killed my own husband. And my other friend, chose to cheat and then divorced too. You guys do not realize, if you have not really lost a person who actually means a lot to sampeyan," continued Dian.

"You killed your husband?" asked Ridwan in surprise.

"Obviously an accident. Almost every day I was beaten because of his habit of mabok. But that night I really couldn't take it anymore. I lost control, and killed him with a clothesline." I don't know why Dian so want to be frank with Ridwan. Maybe because he felt like he was a dirty man.

"I'm really sorry I wasted Mia. Although I get young leaves, but I'm not happy. Maybe it's because of my guilt with Mia, who I've been hurting all this time," said Ridwan.

"In fact, you are still given the Lord a chance to repent. Your heart has not been locked by him. My heart has softened. Everyone has a dark past, only you can stop all that" Dian said.

"Now Mia has found her own happiness. His partner was not a righteous person before either. That means if someone wants to change, it will definitely get a good soul mate also mas," continued Dian.

"May I have your phone number?" ask Ridwan.

"Eh? u-for what mas?" ask Dian.

To be honest Dian was very heavy, but Dian thought at least he could prevent Ridwan from committing suicide.

*****

Mia was currently struck by a great nervousness. After the ijab qobul event at her home, Mia was directly in boyong to Suryo's luxury home. And tonight is the first night for Mia and Suryo.

Suryo is currently in the bathroom. Honestly he is no less nervous, because this is his first experience of making love with a woman.

"Can I? I'm so nervous" Suryo muttered.

Chequelek

Suryo pressed the bathroom door handle, and got out of there. Mia's hands were tightly intertwined with each other. Although she was not a girl anymore, but in front of her a different man.

"Emm.a-what can I do...."

"Boleh mas. Everything I have is your right now. But sorry, my body is not perfect like a virgin girl" said Mia.

"I'm sorry, too, that I'm not a great fighter like your husband. He is very famous in the cafe. All the women were very satisfied with their service. If you are not satisfied, say yes! I will go for treatment again," said Suryo.

Mia's cheeks became blushing, when Suryo discussed about the relationship of the bed.

"Whatever our household problems, we must communicate everything. No one is in the dam, and causes inner wounds. I want us to be open to each other, no matter how small the problem," Suryo continued.

"Yes, um." Answer Mia.

Suryo slowly approached Mia which made the two's hearts beat twice as fast as before.

"To be honest I'm nervous Mi. This is my first time with a woman. It felt like my heart was going to explode" Suryo said.

"I'm nervous too. Although this is not the first time, but it feels different," said Mia.

Suryo grabbed Mia's chin, and kissed the woman's lips gently. Mia slowly returned the kiss which grew more and more demanding.

The two lovebirds took off their clothes in a hurry, and returned to fondle each other.

"God. I can't imagine anything this big going into a male anus. Can't you just be a man? I admit, the size is not much different from having a Ridwan mas. Something this big, does it suck in bed?" inner Mia.

"You why? are you fascinated by its size?" suryo asked which made Mia blush in embarrassment.

"Size is not important. What is the duration." Mia's answer made Suryo fall silent.

"Eh? I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean...."

"It's okay. Let's try it!" said Suryo who then got a nod of the head from Mia.

Mia and Suryo are making out again, until the most thrilling stage. Suryo closed his eyes, as his proud object had already burst into it. Suryo had unwittingly made Mia a runway for more than 20 minutes, until Mia got her first release.

Brukkkk

Mia pushes Suryo, until the man is laid low. Mia unashamedly again, climbed on top of the man's body and now she is the one who made Suryo the runway. The voices of the two are melodious, until Mia again gets the release of the two.

"Not bad" whispered Mia as the woman collapsed on the man's body.

And for the next Suryo again make Mia as a runway, when the man changed his position to be behind his wife. The noise of the bed creaking, with the voice of mutual disdain, broke the silence of the room. And after making love for almost 45 minutes, they finally both got a release simultaneously.

Hosh

Hosh

Hosh

"How mas? which favor is it with the men's hole?" mia asked while blinking her eyes.

"Same. But the place is different. If a woman has toys." Suryo replied which made Mia so chuckle.

"Emmm.ba-how do you think my performance compared to Ridwan," asked Suryo.

"I am satisfied. Indeed, until it can not be for hours like Ridwan mas, but I think it is fitting. It doesn't take long, which is important to be equally satisfied and not hurt."Answer Mia.

"Goodoo. I'm just scared, you're not happy with me" Suryo said.

"The construction of the bed is important to maintain household harmony. But for me that is not a benchmark of happiness in a household. I want us to understand each other, be loyal and trust each other" said Mia.

"I'll try to build our dream home. I only have you in this world Mi. I want to live with you, until death do us part" Suryo said.

"Amiinu. That is also my hope," said Mia.

"Dear,"

"Hem?"

"Again yuk!" suryo said while winking.

Mia nodded. That night became a ga*rah night for the couple Mia and Suryo. Not just once twice, they repeat it many times.

Meanwhile in a different place, Ridwan so difficult to sleep. How not? she thought about Mia doing her first night with Suryo. And that really made him unwilling.

"Ah..dumb you Ridwan. A perfect wife, not even very grateful.

Trings

Trings

Trings

Ridwan's phone rang again the umpteenth time. No need for Ridwan to see who the caller is. Of course it is from the mother who wants her to go to the cafe immediately, to serve her customers. And Ridwan decided to no longer set foot into that place. He really wants to become a better person.

Ridwan had already decided to open a business with the money he had made all along. Dian's words are enough to make her cry, so that she wants a quiet life without being shadowed by the fear of sexually transmitted diseases that at any time can threaten.