Walking One Way

Suspicions

The beautiful scenery spoiled Milia's eyes when she looked at him. Several times a mountain was faintly seen from a distance. The natural scenery never disappoints and is always calming.

A smiling person watched Milia from a distance. He was about to get up from his seat but was filled with doubt. Poured his intentions and only looked from afar.

"We'll see you again" he said half-whispering

After tidying up the items brought home and packing souvenirs for her friends, Milia rested her body on the mattress. His body had already given the signal to immediately rest due to fatigue.

The patient's family filled the hospital waiting room. Some look cynical on one person. Milia asked the companion who was on guard the night.

"What's up, rei?"

"There was an accident, which a lot of people were the families of the victims. His victim was seriously injured, his leg was clamped down on evacuation time at the crash site. There is a possibility of his leg amputated.he seems his family does not accept. Kasian who nabraknya, he said sleepy because all day nemenin his boss"

"The car's badly damaged, huh?"

"Yes sure"

"Type is also yah"

"So stormy, but it's been separated by security"

Milia is assigned to handle the recovery of the accident victim patient she talked about the other day. A father looked lethargic in front of the patient's room. Staring into the room of a patient who has not been conscious until now.

"Night Sir"

"Yes doc"

"Mr hasn't come home yet?"

"Not docking, I still want to wait maybe soon andri can be conscious"

His eyes were black, a sign of not being able to sleep for a few days.

"Bapak feels guilty for his son andri, because his father lost his future. I will accept all the consequences"

"We never know when the disaster comes sir, hopefully you can skip this all yes. Don't be so guilty, sir. Wherever this is the path of his destiny"

"Thank you doc, I am grateful in the midst of this trial God still ngizinin me work and have a good boss"

"Alhamdulillah, just hand over all the same God sir"

"Yes doc"

"I'll say yes sir"

"Yes doc, please thank me for my story"

Milia smiled and left the father alone. Then finish some of the work that was in his room. He checked his phone and there were 5 missed calls from Adrian.

From morning he left his cell phone in his room. Milia called back Adrian, without waiting for her phone to be picked up by the mobile phone selector.

"hello, yes, dear"

"i'm the nelfon from the morning not lifted up"

"sorry, hpnya missed in my room. continues also today many patients the same I did design my work from Saturday yesterday"

"oh, I just want your name to come home safely, right?"

"Yes, Alhamdulillah.had been working today"

"work hard on my girlfriend"

"iya dong, want to spend money for the future hehe"

"Sir, my task is done" a woman's voice sounded on the other end of the phone

"Before a while" he told Milia

"Wait outside, I haven't asked to come in yet" he told students

"hello, if that's the end first yes.I want to continue my work again"

"this hour really still meet students?"

"yes this is because I had business last afternoon, so only can the thesis guidance now"

"oh, where?"

"hm"

"why? I just met a student who didn't do anything"

"gapapa, yaudah continue your work. spirit yes work"

"you too"

Milia hung up the phone with a feeling of unease. It feels like he must re-fertilize trust for Adrian, especially their relationship that must be separated at this time and in the future. Trust is the key to a relationship, but it is accompanied by smooth communication.

While in the relationship sometimes the communication between them is not surfing it. Adrian hasn't contacted him for days. Maybe if Milia hadn't started it, Adrian wouldn't have contacted her for weeks.

The patient examination report book re-opened, checking whether there is anything lacking or left behind. When he finished he prepared to go home and throw his suspicions to Adrian, and chose to trust him alone.

Milia's memory goes back to two years ago, when Adrian told her about his desire to become a lecturer was finally achieved and placed on the campus of his dreams. Of course it makes Milia very happy, and they promise to continue together. Have a date schedule of 1x in one month, as well as other appointments that seem one by one began to be forgotten Adrian.

Milia always wanted to reprimand him, she did not want to limit Adrian and burden him. However, if this continues then Milia doubts the relationship will be fine in the future.

After laying her body on the bed, Milia thought about the various possibilities that would happen to her relationship. His head felt dizzy, and he just remembered he had not eaten dinner. After eating and scrolling through social media, she finally went to bed and tried to always have positive thoughts towards Adrian.

As Milia had said earlier about the uneventful communication. The last week Adrian had not contacted him at all. He tried to understand the busyness of Adrian, but his ego still led. Milia, he wants to know about everything that has to do with Adrian.

When Milia was looking at Instagram, it was seen someone who marked Adrian's instagram account with congratulations.

"Welcome Mr. Adrian for his election to Kahim in 2022 @Ad_rian182"

A feeling of pleasure enveloped Milia on the achievements of her lover. He deliberately did not ask Adrian about it, waiting to be told by himself.time passed and until the next morning there was no message he received.

Instagram notification sounds rang out, Milia opened her message and it was from a woman's account.

"Adrian, I was at the cafe"

Milia replied to him

"who?"

"Arunny"

A week passed, Adrian contacted Milia and told her about him who was believed to be Kahim and became one of the campus confidants.

"i know it"

"ko could? know where it's from"

"i found out on Instagram"

"oh"

"who's aruni?"

"who I don't know"

"i read your dm"

"i don't know, don't open dm"

"honest"

"i'm not boong"

"who's aruni? he said he'd meet at the cafe"

"it's nobody, it's just strangers" he said with emotion

"my calories? strangers too?"

"fluff"

"i knew you were Kahim from a week ago, if I was someone important to you why should I know from someone else? I was waiting for you to know that day but you didn't tell me at all. I wanted to be the first to know about you, it should be. I feel like you're treating me like someone else"

"you know I'm busy let alone I have a new assignment right now"

"busy is just an excuse, telling me how many minutes it takes. try asking yourself, still important not me in your life"

Milia cut off her phone call. He cried feeling no longer a priority for Adrian and often felt neglected. All this time he had been patient, but now he could not hold it anymore.