WAIT FOR ME AND WATCH YOUR HEART

Musing

 

The night was getting darker, Hani still locked himself in the room. His phone accidentally turned off. For the moment he wants to calm down. The news of the existence of the spiritual being treated also he did not know it. Hani chooses passively, and tries not to want to know about everything.

After her time with Bg Monas, she felt she no longer deserved to be together again with Rohani. The mistake he made, the betrayal he committed, his share was a slap to resuscitate himself upon his unworthiness with the Spiritual. A sincere spiritual person loved him and cared for him all this time.

In her reflection, she felt that she was not Hani as before. Hani is now super strong and cute so shunned by his close friends Agus and Sofiana. That's according to his mind. Hani observed the ring on her ring finger, the spiritual giving of the time. It is quite expensive if purchased by him who is still a student who relies on his parents' shipments. The honor he got through his writing would not be enough to buy the ring.

In his innermost heart, he wanted to know the news and the current state of the Spirit. But his comrades seemed unwilling to tell the current Spiritual condition.

From noon, the mouthful of rice did not enter. Hungry was not ignored by Hani. Hani is a little depressed about this situation. He needs a friend who can understand him.

 

" I don't ask, they all love me, I don't want them to love me either, I just try to be good with all that is close to me, then when their goal is not to their liking, then when their purpose is not to their liking,why are they blaming me?" Hani said slowly, while looking at the puppet given by Agus.

"I think in this world, someone's kindness is not sincere, all there is a saying, maybe I'm too innocent to respond to everything." he continued, taking the phone he put on the table.

" I don't want to be late, I don't want to torture myself, I have a long way to go, I have to get excited through this, problems have to be solved, don't just shut up" Hani thought.

 Hani turned on his phone, the screen light has started. He held a cell phone in his hand. Hani looked at the screen of the phone, there were a lot of incoming messages there. Message from Bg Monas, Wa group, and also no wa Arjuna. He was uninterested by messages from Bg Monas and other Wa groups. Finally left the message was not in his read. Hani starts to open a message from Arjuna.

 

14.00 Arjuna

"Sorry, I was an emotion, again,

and I was sad again, my close friend had an accident. You know that, right?"

23.00 Hani

"Yes." Yeah."

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Hani waits, is Arjuna still online and replies again.

Not long ago the wa message from Arjuna appeared.

23.01 Arjuna

"You don't want to know what the spiritual condition is now Han?"

23.02 Hani

"I want, just I don't have the right to force myself to know all...."

23.03 Arjuna

"Why?"

23.04 Hani

"You must have known the answer, rumors about me had not been spread in our class earlier."

"I didn't bother about Sofiana this morning to Han."

23.06 Hani

"Achen right??"

23.07 Arjuna

"What needles?"

23.07 Hani

"From the time I entered the class, all eyes saw me low, one eye no exception Agus and Sofiana who blamed me."

23.08. Arjuna

"But I don't blame me Han.

I'm just a momentary emotion."

23.09 Hani

"I know."

23.10 Arjuna

"Would you not, should we visit Rohani in the hospital?"

23.11 Hani

"Am I still worthy?"

23.12 Arjuna

"Tomorrow I'll pick you up after college. We walk in the afternoon."

23.12 Hani

"Where is the hospital?"

23.13 Arjuna

"The Demak hospital."

23.13 Hani

"You think Semarang Demak's journey doesn't take time? what time is it? what time is it? didn't you count on that Jun?"

23.14 Arjuna

" Yeah yeah!

Okay, I'll call his family first, what time can we visit."