
DIANA POV
Three months have been my marriage, often friends fellow doctors ask about my pregnancy, it's filled, it's late and so forth.
"How do I want to get pregnant, touch it not yet, even though I have tried to be like a seductress, but Anjar did not miss me at all. I want to feel like I'm giving up, but I don't have the heart with the twins, when will it be like this?" selorohku
The ringing of my phone surprised me
"Papi Anjar is calling...
" Yes, yes"
"Why was my message not read?", I was ahead of it"
"Yes, I'm out now"
I walked out of my room, when it was outside, it was true that Anjar's car was parked. I held my weight next to Mas Anjar, who was drifting to listen to his favorite song, often listened to the song, I also liked it, I often played it also while in the Hospital.
"Mas will stop by the supermarket, yes, the children's milk is up" said I while installing a seatbelt
I always don't answer when I'm talking to him
"If you don't love me, why don't you let me go"
"But if he lets me go, will I be able to part with Azam and Emyr?"
"I already loved him"
"The barrier she's created is getting higher, am I capable of breaking it down"
"Mas Anjar, don't you understand how I feel?"
The car arrived at the supermarket
"Mas doesn't have to go down, I just buy milk"
"Instead of answering Mas Anjar instead gave me money, maybe to pay the milk"
"No, I have it"
"What, he put the money back in his wallet, but he took off his seatbelt"
"I'm with you, all monthly shopping"
"But I don't know what's up at home"
"No problem, take what can be stored longer, see also the expiration date" said Mas Anjar
Mas Anjar grabbed the troly and walked after me
"Dragon"
"Hay Graceful"
"A woman called him brother, I don't think my husband was called, but it turns out that Anjar was telling him" my inner self
"How are you, long time no see"
"Well, how are you?"
"Nice as well"
"How are the twins bang"
"They're good"
"Brother number change yes, the feeling that if I put the story, brother never saw it"
"No time to go"
"What the fuck Anjar, he didn't even tell me he was with me shopping"
I took the trolynya from the hands of Anjar, I took it away leaving two people who were busy chatting
Samar I heard him say goodbye and walked up to me
"I'm sorry, I'm staying"
Anjar took back his troly
"Be a little polite to strangers" he said
I stopped my steps, wanting to scratch his face, It's impolite who compared to him who talks to other women in front of his wife.
Troly was filled with groceries, Anjar pushed him to the cashier, while waiting in line I saw him open a message on his phone
I don't know who he was replying to who, as if I wanted to grab his phone and then I slammed it to shreds
Arriving at home, I let Mas Anjar bring all his own groceries, when passing through the family room, the twinkle of the twins melt my frustration, I am indeed upset at his papi, I am indeed upset at his papi, but I've never been upset with them, and I love them even more. When they came to me, again made me feel full, they didn't touch me
"Mommy takes a shower first, mami has a lot of germs, you should not hug first" Azam said with his bicycle
"Mommy's kids are getting smarter"
I saw that Anjar was having trouble carrying groceries, with a crowd of bi Sum running over to Anjar to help carry some bags of crackles
"Mommy go upstairs first"
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Tonight I slept in the twins' room, when Anjar came in, I pretended to be asleep
Mas Anjar kissed his two hearts, then whispered the word
"Mami Puspa loves you, sleep well dear" whispered mas Anjar then pulled a blanket enveloping the three of us,
Mas Anjar did not wake me up, and told me to go back to the room, let it go, besides I was angry with him, he should have apologized to me.
Until 11pm I closed my eyes
Today I got a night schedule, I can play all day with both my heroes
I, mother and father, was waiting for Anjar who was preparing to go to the office
"You're not going to Di Hospital?" ask mother
"My schedule is tonight bun, with Siska's mba"
"Oh"
"Good morning, father" said Anjar, he was neat with the clothes I had prepared earlier
I took the plate, served it like the days before
"Non Diana, the phone's been in the room"
"Bun, well, I picked up the phone first, I'm afraid it's important"
While I was trying to get away from the children's papa, my phone sounded at the right moment
I left the Anjar mas after I cooked rice for him, I deliberately linger in the room, at least until the Anjar mas go to work. But suddenly the door opened and appeared the figure of Anjar mas, he went to the desk grabbed a map, then was about to approach me, but soon I stepped my feet into the bathroom. Even though there's nothing I'm doing in here
"Why am I being so awkward like this"
now that I know that he has no interest in me at all, his walls are getting higher and stronger, than I am trying to tear him down, I better prepare myself, if one day Anjar divorces me. I must be ready to part from two adorable boys
"Darling, mommy's gone for a second huh, you bobo at noon the same mba Atin"
This afternoon I'm going to visit the parlour, I miss Milah's mom, I want to tell you about my problems
I brought my car a gift from Anjar mas, after I was adept at driving, Anjar immediately bought me, even though I could drive, still I had to be picked up by Anjar mas. because our working hours are the same, leaving at 7, coming home at 4. In addition, we are also in the same direction.
Although passing through the office of Anjar mas first, he always drove me to the hospital, unless Mas Anjar there is a job outside the city, I just drove myself.
When I was in front of the parlor, I broke my intentions. It doesn't feel ethical to tell my household about problems.
"Assalamu'alaikum ma'am?"
"Walaikumsalam, Diana why didn't you tell me you wanted to come here
"Sorry mom, I just stopped by for a second, happened to be on the night shift"
"Eat already?"
"It's mom"
"How are the kids?"
"They're healthy"
After talking long enough with the house mom, I said goodbye to go home.
BEREAGEM