Virgin Widower

aggravation tia facing the widower, om,.

Several months at home after graduating from school I feel bored and bored.I intend to find work, but no capital! because I don't know what's in my mind. Whenever I ask for money to apply for a job make persyartan betweenuuu sajah say there's no "hemmh" 😔

Mamah temen mamah used to find his own work, his life is painful, not dependent on parents.until he gets his own job and succeed now he said lightly

mamah do not know if in this day and age is different from the past is clearly different! in the past, do not want to work money ajah easy, not like now all money.want to find money must be on the fishing line first use money, not like now all money.want to find money must be on the fishing line, if you first want money from us want to work what is important halal can be money

Lah today where there are so, the smart one is not money can not be school, the scholars are looking for hard work, what else I am only limited to High School, what else I am, enter the factory ajah pake money first. millions of millions, although already accepted when applying for 😏 so dizzy yourself.I think I" while scrambling hair frustrating, salty, nyebelin,.heeuh,.all jumbled,.

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After a while, brother heri came back home again, but this time I and brother heri a lot of closeness, different from the previous time.we ber2 already familiar namuuun my anxiety began to be drawn, began to picture, ah I don't know. I don't know what's going to happen in the future think me" I exhaled a rough breath

heri ahir-ahir brother often go home and stay long enough for 2 or even 4 days even after returning home from work he always came straight home without going home to his mother, and his mother, he always came to the house, because he no longer has a father, so only his mother

I was surprised and strange with him because he felt like his own house had come to my house.I was afraid of things that were not wanted. restless and restless heart began to feel troubled, even though I had expelled him subtly, but he did not understand and did not care. whether he did not understand or how! then I tried it again blatantly, but the result remained the same, even more irritated and frustrated "heeuuh" I clenched my teeth and clenched my hands holding back the anger, and even more, because he does not also want to go home. even though I have told to go home 😡🤬 basic o*n, do not know shame do not know yourself and aah. do not know it makes people sick. the brain of the stone-headed shrimp, I'm upset in my heart

Hemmh "astagaaa why this one person kok like this amaaat ya "haduuh"karna do not want to take a headache I let him alone and go from home, maybe I should leave him alone so he doesn't feel at home and walk away, I thought

Then I went to my friend's lili's house and went to teach with my friend in the village. whose house was quite far from me, maybe about half a kilo meter, he said, the usual I almost never go again because I feel lazy

long time I teach and finally broke up, but I accidentally did not go home I played first with 5th grade Elementary children. beside the madrasah in front of the house one of the children who saw it there as well

3 Hours ago I died heri brother, I decided to go home. I hope that the widower was home

It turns out that_DEEGG__ when I saw the window glass from a distance. ya elaah_ allohuuu_ was still there. I think it's gone home "heeemmh" makes me more furious 😤😤 because I am already uncomfortable with its existence, I also have pegel-pegel must sleep in the guest chair only. OMG helloooow

I entered the house without saying hello, because so upset immediately sat down while putting on a flat face and upset, but not shown

I have come home really long ngajinya. I sampe pegel waitinnya "pronounced the widower kucay ngeselin

But I didn't answer him because I was upset

I was going home. But long wait for you, want the saying "say the widower again

Ooh so, don't you like me here? said the widower kucay

Yes it is not the same thing, but it has also been here for a long time, from yesterday it has been 3 days, 4 days the same tomorrow

Ooh so that. ngusir the story "answered the widower kucay with a slightly high tone

If so, why? shame the same people later in the same church citizens "answer I was upset

Emang who dare, if you really do not papa in the church also "pronounced so

yes, tomorrow I want to go home. Bneran deh, last night again I am here ya responsibility malem also explained the duda om

hiiih_i really do not think the same as this person.other perceptions are also not that very,.kok he gedeg ya "cursed in the heart

I'm going to sleep, but "to pass by leaving her alone in the living room

this time I slept at my grandmother's house

Which I usually sleep in the guest chair at home, but because of the annoyance and annoyance of the single widower one child, that one, I went straight to Grandma's house without a second thought and laid my body on the wooden bed in the living room

Tia_ tumben you come here, want to sleep here, asked the grandmother from her room "who has finished praying

Uh yeah "I want to sleep here

Wh why? usually you rarely want to sleep here walopun invited "said grandma again

Again all the same as the widower I say "my speech. he does not want to go home to his mother pedahal has been thrown out bluntly. kemaren he said tomorrow want to go home, now tomorrow again. do not know is not clear, my cerocos describe the length, wide times, high times, around the pokonya 😓

Yes yah_he has been here for a long time, should not nginep can not be more than 3 days if sodara, if others can not be more than 2 days timpal grandmother, interrupting my words

Yes nek_i also wonder sam tu people.it's already our grandmother sleep anyway, I'm sleepy. don't need to take care of the situation again, make complicated, mumet, said I

yes sleep ajah, grandma wants circumcision first he replied while standing "ready for circumcision prayer