
Clara cried all day in the room, wanted to be angry, hated but to whom?
he's fragile now, trying to be strong still can't.
The heart of which child is not sick to hear the parents who gave birth instead throw it away.
" Am I an unwanted child, what's my fault until they get to me, if I know I was born to be thrown away, I'd rather not be born from the womb of a mother who could throw me away, I hate them !! I hate it,,!! " clara said a hiccup
. Sarti outside did not dare to go into clara's room, after she said clara was not her biological child, she ran into the room slamming the door hard.
" I'm sorry, son, am I sorry?" sarti said he regretted making him live to suffer during his stay with her.
**
At night clara did not go out of the room, meaning very anxious because from the morning selling clara had not eaten.
sarti is afraid of her adopted son doing unwanted things.
"Mom, what's in the room ?" asked Deni wanted to know, not usually his brother locked himself in the room.
Sarti who was feeding viona turned her head
" Maybe not feeling well?" lying to mom
" Why the eyes of the mother are swollen, the mother is crying?," asked Deni who saw her mother's eyes swollen as if she had cried
" Mom call your sister first ?" sarti's mother answered, avoiding her son's questions
Deni nodded still watching his mother's face.
she knew something must have happened to her mother and sister.
Tok,, tok, tock,, !
Sarti ventured to knock on Clara's bedroom door
" In the ma'am?" clara said in her hoarse voice
" Eat first, son?,,
,you must be hungry all day not yet eating"
Clara nodded weakly
gegas' mother took food for Clara to bring into the room
Clara nodded completely without a sound
Sarti noticed clara's pretty face, the marks of tears imprinted clearly on her cheeks that had not dried up.
her eyes are swollen and red.
" I'm sorry, son?" said mother sarti with teary eyes
Clara looked up at her foster mother
" Mom, why did my birth mother give birth to me if they could just throw me away ?" ask clara a hiccup
" Maybe they have a problem that requires you to throw away, son?" answer the mother who does not know who the biological parents of her adopted child.
" But why not just leave it in the orphanage, or so dejected I until they could throw me in the bushes "
" I don't know son, just meet your parents I never did."
Sarti then recalled a picture of a married couple holding a small baby like baby clara.
" A minute, son? mom want to show you something ?"
Sarti opened the bag containing clara's baby gear when it was just discovered, then took a photo of it to give to Clara.
" Is this kid?" sarti's mother handed him a photo
" Whose picture is this ma'am?" tanya clara observed the photo given by her adoptive mother, photographed looking husband and wife who did not seem to come from Indonesia.
her face looks like Clara's face
" It looks like your parents are, son?" reply the sarti who also did not know who was in the photo.
" But why like from a foreign country ma'am ?"
" Mom doesn't know son either, it looks like it is, well,,
just look at your face like your mother was photographed ? pretty ?"sarti's mother said praising the beauty of clara's birth mother
" Where did mom work ?" clara wanted to know
" Dijakarta son, I found you near a luxury housing complex, like your mother from the rich, son, I thought,,