Ustadzku My soul mate

Episode 17's

Alvin's words this afternoon couldn't make me sleep well.

Really from the heart or just joking ?

He said he loved me more than my car. Aah I base aja baperan anyway not necessarily what I mean, when I ask who the person he likes, Alvin does not mention who the person.

I'll take another Alvin handkerchief that I keep in my closet drawer.

Should I express my feelings to Alvin ?? Nope, no.

I'm an abstinence woman for me begging for love from men, but how can I know who Alvin likes. But my heart would not be broken if I knew the person Alvin liked was not me.

I squeezed that handkerchief.

I opened my phone to send a message to Alvin but I undone it. I'm afraid to bother him, he's too busy during the day maybe it's night like this he's time to rest.

I open my phone again, I think for what reason I called Alvin, I see still at 21:00 than I can not sleep better I send him a message, hopefully not disturbing.

Me: Night : have you slept ?

Not long after my phone rang, Alvin replied to my message.

Alvin: Not yet Sarah, what's up ?

Me: I'm sorry I bothered you

Alvin: No one gets bothered, just say what's up ? Is there anything to help ?

Me : Eemmm like this, the day after mama check up again, mang Saleh has not entered work you can not help me with mama check up ? But that's if you're not busy, there are no hours.

Marvin : Oh....

This guy is just bales O. I was annoyed with Alvin who likes to talk directly or through messages.

Me: How come oh anyway ?! What can you not ?

Alvin (laugh emoticon) Sarah, I haven't finished typing but sent, I can.

Iyyeeeesssss I roll over the bed and kiss Alvin's handkerchief.

Me : Okay thanks yaaa !!

Alvin (smile emoticons)

What ?? Just a smile emoji ?? Basic stingy.

**********

The day changed when my mother returned to the hospital. It's a day I'm really looking forward to because today I'm going to meet Alvin.

I was getting ready, I was busy picking clothes one by one I pulled out and I put them on my body.

"Cieeee is in love with yee... Brother Sarah, I leave with papa aja, let brother same ustadz Alvin a little privacy" Daniah suddenly nongol in my room.

"Cepo... And Judah went with him" I answered Daniah who had gone down.

After choosing a few times I finally found clothes that I thought were in my heart. I put on a rosewood longdress I mixed with a light blue denim jacket and I wore a dusty pink pashmina.

This color symbolizes my heart in love, may Alvin be sensitive to the signals I give.

Wait, why am I suddenly so bucin gini huh ? I hated Alvin.

Not to forget I sprayed rose perfume onto my clothes. Ready !!

I went downstairs, in the living room there was already a mama with a nurse. I saw the watch, it's 08:00 why hasn't Alvin come yet ? Please don't cancel.

I approached my mother in a wheelchair who was smiling to see me.

"I'm sorry Sarah yes if yesterday Sarah neglected to take care of my mother more often than Sarah" I said to my mother.

"Gak pa pa sa yang, mma mama tau kam mu se dang jat uh ci nta sa ma Al vin" said mama slowly stammered while rubbing my head.

We went to the hospital.

At the hospital, Alvin dropped her from the car and put her in a wheelchair. Alvin locked the car, then walked beside me.

"Here let me push Widya" Alvin told me.

I couldn't resist, Alvin's attitude amazed me and speechless. I walked in her arms while looking at Alvin's way of walking like a professional model.

God, why am I this sweet ?? Sillier.

Alvin and I drove Mama into the doctor's office for a check-up.

Alvin listened carefully to the doctor's explanation. I just looked at Alvin.

Me and Alvin out of the doctor's office. I told the sisters to wait for me, I'll go make up for my mama's medicine suddenly Albin caught up with me from behind.

"Sarah, you're the same sister as Widya's mom, here's the recipe let me take the medicine" said Alvin, I thrust the prescription paper just like my eyes were drugged by Alvin's good looks.

"Sarah" Call Alvin with a smile.

I nodded and blinked my eyes.

"What's up ?" Ask Alvin.

"No" I replied groggy.

"You wait, here I take the medicine first"

Not long after Alvin came, I really couldn't turn my back on him.

The four of us went straight home, until at home mom had to rest by the domter and exercise every morning, Alvin pushed the mommy chair into the room and moved the mom to the bed.

Alvin came out of my mama's room to greet her with orange juice, coffee and sweet tea in the tray.

Alvin laughed a little.

"This time do not refuse to drink, every time you come here just plain water for a different day, do not be afraid I do not interfere with poison or anything" I said in a pleading tone.

Alvin laughed again and then covered his lips and nose with his hand.

"I don't refuse kog, I also want to talk to you for a moment" said Alvin.

Me and Alvin headed for a lounge chair in the park close to the pool.

I sat down with Alvin.

"Is anything important ?" I ask impatiently.

Alvin smiled and drank the tea I made and smiled again.

"What the hell are you smiling mutely ?" I asked wrong behavior

"You're beautiful in clothes like this, I love your changes and the way you dress now" Alvin told me.

Unable to say anything I smiled shyly hearing Alvin praise me.

"West.. I'm sorry if what I said yesterday bothered you" Alvin said seriously, looking at me.

"Which words, I do not understand" I asked did not understand Alfin's words

"I'm telling you, I love you more than your car" Alvin explained

"Then ???" I'm getting curious.

"I have to be honest that my words are true" Alvin said.

"Trus means what ? do not convoluted gini dong I am so confused !!! Couldn't be the point "I'm upset with Alvin.

I don't know what Alvin meant but I really hope that his passion is the same as mine.