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Chapters 19. Brian's Decision

In Germany after Brian was threatened by his Mommy, he entered his office.

And this is where he is now in his study that has a direct connecting door to his son's room. He sat down in his office chair accompanied by a glass of wine in his hand.

Brian started drinking alcohol since his relationship with Breena ended. A lot of changes experienced by Brian, after the breakdown of his relationship with Breena.

Brian who never once even taped alcohol drinks was actually a reliable drinker. He would not be drunk if he drank only two bottles of wine.

Brian who used to be friendly and always smiling, now turned quiet and cold to others.

Right now he was thinking about his Mommy request. He could have turned down Mommy's request. But once he heard the threat of the Mommy, Brian could not dwell.

He did not want to part with his daughter. But he is also not ready to return to his home country. He looked at the photo of Breena.

Three hours in the room was accompanied by wine, with all his thoughts divided. Brian finally made his choice.

"Hopefully this is the best option for Brian Mom" he said. Then he went to his son's room.

Brian sat on the side of the child's bed. Staring at the face of his son who is almost similar to the face of his ex-wife.

"I'm sorry Daddy that Daddy's decision will be wrong one day dear. Daddy doesn't want your Oma to take you to his country and you leave Daddy here alone. Know that Daddy's son loves you so much. You are the source of Daddy's strength and happiness" he said slowly and confirmed his son's blanket. And lastly he kissed his cheeks and forehead before he left the child's room.

The next morning Brian's family was eating their breakfast.

"Oma" call Quin.

"Yes dear. What's up?"

"Later Quin wants Oma yes who delivered Quin to school" quin pinta Quin.

"Why Oma dear. It's usually the same Daddy" asked Brian who had stopped his breakfast.

"Quin wants Oma Daddy delivered. Quin wants to take Oma on the road, want Oma?" quin asked again because he had not received an answer from his Oma.

"Alright at the request of the princess Oma. Today Quin is delivered with Oma. And then after Quin gets home from school, we go straight to the street" replied Oma Aletha.

"Yeeeeeeee. Thank you Oma" Quin said excitedly and looked very happy.

The expression that Quin showed could not be separated from Brian's eyes. He knows that Quin misses the affection of a mother. And that was only obtained by Quin from Mommy Aletha, the Oma.

Brian looked sadly at his son. Quin, who is not even three years old, does not get affection from his mother. He was so sorry he couldn't give it to Quin.

Actually, many women approached him. Many have also been betrothed to him. But again and again all were rejected by him.

He has not forgotten his former girlfriend. Even he still felt how painful it was to be betrayed by his wife.

He also thought of Quin. He wants when he remarries, his wife also accepts Quin and loves Quin like her own son.

"Briii" called Mommy Aletha who immediately broke her daydream.

"Yes Mom"

"How did you decide?" ask Mommy Aletha who can't wait to hear her son's decision.

Brian did not answer. He stared at his Daddy, then at his Mommy, then at his kids. Long enough Brian silent to make Mommy Aletha sebel.

"Quin" call Brian to break the silence.

"Yes Daddy" Quin replied with a sweet smile.

"Is Quin happy living here with Daddy?"

"Quin's happy Daddy"

"Does Quin want to stay here forever? Or does Quin want us to go back to Indonesia?" ask Brian again.

"Daddy actually Quin wants us back to Indonesia. There Quin is not alone, there is Oma and Opa who accompany Quin if Daddy is working" Quin said, bowing his head.

Brian understood the meaning of his son's words. He knew Quin was lonely here. The next day was accompanied by his nanny.

"Daddy, can Quin ask Daddy something?" ask Quin doubtfully.

"Daddy's princess wants to ask Daddy what, hemm?"

"Quin wants us back to Indonesia. Can Daddy grant Quin's request?" quin asked with glassy eyes ready to cry.

Brian fell silent. He felt the request of his son as well as the request of Mommy and Daddy yesterday.

Didn't get a direct answer from Daddy. Quin was ready to shed his tears. He knew his Daddy's answer.

Brian closed his eyes for a moment. He suggested all this for Quin's sake. For the sake of happiness Quin. Say it in the heart.

Huuufftts

Brian breathed his coarse breath. Then look at all his loved ones.

"All right, tomorrow we're all going back to Indonesia" Brian broke up.

After saying his decision, Quin immediately hugged his Daddy.

"Thank you Daddy, Quin loves Daddy" Quin said with sparkling eyes.

Brian was silent, he did not answer. But he hugged his son tightly.

"Thank you son. You've been willing to fulfill this old woman's request" said Mommy Aletha crying in her son's arms.

"Don't cry Mom. Forgive Brian Mommy" said Brian Smabil wipe Mommy's tears. Because she doesn't like to see Mommy cry the most.

"Let's go back Mom. Brian promises to fix all Brian's mistakes. And Brian will try to get an apology from Breena and her family. So that the friendly relationship between Mommy and Daddy with Breena's parents can be intertwined again" Brian pauses.

He breathed his heavy breath. Suddenly he felt a tightness in his chest, when discussing Breena. Her memory was instantly turned third last year when she betrayed Breena.

"I'm sorry Brian Mom. Because of the mistakes of BriN the relationship that has been established for a long time must be destroyed in an instant. Brian is really very sorry Mom" he continued who has now cried too.

"It's okay son, don't remember anymore" said Mommy Aletha.

"Let's go to school. Oma will take care of Quin's school move. After that we walk the road and buy by for Uncle Ibra's family" invited Mommy Aletha who immediately went to take her grandson.

"The Da Daddy. Quin left first" said Quin slightly shouted because he had been taken away by the Oma who was very enthusiastic. Because his youngest son will come with him back to Indonesia tomorrow.

"Daddy is proud of your decision boy. Daddy knows it's not easy to make this tough decision. Especially your heart that is not ready to return. But remember boy, somoga is the best" said Daddy Martin who has been standing next to his son.

"Brian hopes this isn't Dad's wrong decision"

"Take yourself in and believe that this is the best boy. Now let's go to the office to finish all the work we're going to leave here" Daddy Martin said.

Then two different-age Daddy went to their office. They left in their cars.

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