Ussay: Month

bad-day

"In fact, time always changes a person, unconsciously we even move away slowly from those who are always clearly engraved in this heart,"

                                                    -APJ

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Ussay the Moon went, Melati just fell silent, she was confused what to do.

"What shall I do?" he murmured.

"Ah yes I know,"Lati reached into her pocket to pick up her phone, press +628..-, connect.

Tut's... Tut's...

Appointed,

"It's me brother,"

("..............")

"In park B, in half an hour,"

("..............")

Click the red button and Tot, disconnected.

Melati ran towards her suitcase, picked up her bag and stepped into the mirror, applying a little makeup to make her look pale.

"Perfect," said Melati seeing her reflection smiling beautifully.

Stepping away, away from the Moon residence, walking in the crowd made him too happy, because he never walked crowded in public again since he was 6 years old, he always uses his luxury car to divide the crowd.

"It turns out to be quite pleasant," he muttered like a baby bird that was born and immediately confined in its cage, so that it slipped from the restraints and flew away in freedom.

Walking around, looking at his surroundings, "The world seemed crowded from his expectations". Grabbing the street poles and hanging on, until a small scene stops the action.

"*Mother atu nin icim (mother I want ice cream),"ask a small child aged around 3-4 years, female with curly hair, memelasikan to his mother asked to buy ice cream, ice cream, his mother nailed to make the boy too happy to cheer.

"That's in cotet, pmay(i want chocolate, uncle)" Melati made anxious with her behavior, as well as them.

"Oh, mother's daughter is smart now," the boy smiled proudly, saying,

"Aa dah sal?, (was I big?)" Mother nodded.

"Of course," the kiss did not escape from the head of his son.

"Alright, this is for you funny" praised uncle ice cream stroking his head.

"Maacie (thank you),"the boy smiled innocently*.

Ah, Melati so remembered her past, her family was not rich like now, lived well in simplicity, they used to be so happy just with a cauliflower for a daily meal, he said, far from the crowd, far from the word rich, want it to feel like he went to the past, he never had a problem about property, he never asked to buy anything, he never asked to buy anything, he just wants to be loved with rich and abundant love.

Time has changed everything, or the world has changed it, I am confused.

It's sad to remember that he is alone now, the abundance of treasure does not make him happy, it's the simple affection that makes him very happy.

If they used to be busy with looking after each other and making each other happy, now they are always busy collecting treasures and competing with others, and want to be the best in the world.

Melati sobbed crouching in the crowd, the beautiful memories of the past kept spinning in her head.

"Mother loves you, now sleep my daughter!,"unforget Melati got a good-night kiss from her mother.

"*Daddy's daughter?, where are you?," cried the father looking for the whereabouts of his daughter who hid in a game of hide-and-seek.

"Yet," cried the father raised his little daughter up-catch-played, At that time their laughter sounded sincere and pleasant*.

Want it to feel that laughter is present, reverberating back to fill the empty quiet space that resides in the cavity of his longing.

"If anyone bothers you to scream, say your name, run, then you'll come quickly, okay?" The little sister nodded her head at what she said.

Are those words still valid today?, if they are, then he must be very happy.

"Akh..." Melati screams uncontrollably over the memories that continue to spin like a movie in the cinema that makes it illusory today,

Screaming in the crowd made him look at various kinds of speculation about him, but they were just the wind then who did not understand his feelings.

Pulling her beautiful hair neatly arranged when the memory of her past does not go from the contents of her head.

"Why?," her lips trembled violently accompanied by sobbing tangin so much.

"Why does the shade of treasure make you forget the beautiful story you created yourself," the wobbly lips quivered again softly.

"Why has the world changed you so quickly"is he to blame for this?, fate, time, the world or his own family?.

"Why aren't we what we used to be?" there is a lot of hope that he always makes when he asks in his sincere prayers, but only this word that never changes, maybe hopefully.

"Why, why, why, why,"Dear the frustration he made, wanting to complain about his destiny to the creator, the scenario that God created for him long ago, he said, can he change it even if just a little?.

When you are just a weak creature, walking indeterminate direction of steps, no place of sighing, no shelter, no shoulders to lean on, no embrace of affection, no embrace of love, then for what the world is still kind to him, just remove him from this life program, he will be very sincere if it happens.

"I am weary.., hiks..hiks..,"Dear despair, to whom he tells his story, to whom he hopes, if he does not remember his god (only God), he said, maybe it hasn't been around for a long time.

The burden he carried alone made him slowly move away from his loved ones unknowingly, being in an unwelcome spot, creating a pit of wound-riddled deninance.

If you can feel like he is flying a white flag sign he has given up on this life, but God does not allow it, there is still a lot of time he must take, he said, what he must embrace to change his family like before.

"Why do you cry the same squat here?" Melati looked up, saw who came when he was fragile.

"Why?, tell me brother," finally there is someone who is willing to be the place to share the story, this brother is always the first person there for him.

"Sister..," he said hoarsely after a long sobbing, Sky Brother wiped his tears.

He was well aware that this cruel world was no match for his angel-hearted sister.

"Silver is here now," he hugged the fragile body of Jasmine, giving him calmness through his heartbeat, not forgetting the sense of comfort quietly creeping up his longing coil.

"I'm sorry, "the sky speaks softly but is full of guilt.

He also always blamed himself for unknowingly turning into a power-hungry monster.

Until he forgets what is most important to him, can he return when felt the edge of wealth before his eyes.

Crying for about 45 minutes makes Melati exhausted and involuntarily fall asleep in the arms of the older brother who is the most comfortable place for her.

Feeling inaudible sobbing again makes the Sky brother realize that his sister has fallen asleep without burden again.

In his car he was still in the arms of the Sky, walking through the crowd as if time stopped for a few seconds.

To take him away from his bloodless wounds, if the world or time has changed him, but what will not change is his promise to always protect his family.

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