
(Mila)
Today I was doing my usual routine, I was no longer sad, I was getting used to accepting my destiny, I was not sure my domestic relationship would be held back.
What is clear is that I am struggling to keep my child happy, I do not want to ruin my child's future because of the problems that are going on between me and Rido.
After taking Gea my eldest son to school, I intend to stop at an artificial lake in the middle of the city park, with my son I looked for a seat and did not forget to buy snacks and drinks for my son.
I hope I can calm down here, the air is cool, the wind is as cool as it makes me feel at home for a long time to be here.
Being cool to see the sight arrived a man, I think I know him.
" Hello Gani om can play here ngak, again bored we play together yuk, om there is a ball, "he greeted my son and invited him to play.
He is Mas Rangga next door neighbor of my house a widower of one child, his wife has not left this world.
"By om, "Gani then stood chasing Rangga mas who was dribbling the ball.
"Be careful, son, "i said, I'm not really good, I don't want anyone to misunderstand me, lest anyone see me being with Mas Rangga here, I'm afraid there will be slander.
I saw Gani was very excited to play, he looked happy to play ball with Mas Rangga, that he never got from mas Rido.
Mas Rido is too busy, there is no time to play with his son, home from work he is always busy with his phone. So that no child is close to Rido mas.
Gani once invited him to play, but Rido mas even angry, he did not want to be disturbed, he did not like his son approached him let alone his son crying, he did not hesitate to hit, he did not hesitate to hit, rido is not a good father.
"Gani om tired, om istrahat first yes, you play yourself first yes, "
"Yes om, "Gani continues his game, mas Rangga approached me and sat across from me.
"Hoi mintak drink dong, " said mas Rangga ngos ngosan because playing earlier.
" It's good to buy it yourself, not a lot of capital anyway, ".
"Pelit, already ugly stingy again, " mas Rangga mocked me.
" Eeeh ngatain again, if you play here modal dong, this is his style aja cool but miserly," I said no less spicy.
Mas Rangga clog his lips, somehow I fester on him, I shake my head because thinking that is not not, I am the wife of people.
" Your clothes are funny, it's a used shirt that your husband brought yesterday yes," said I kanget from where he knew I got used clothes yesterday.
" Sok know, just busy with the affairs of people, "when I was very curious where he knew yes.
"You know, and you could hear also say, duh kasian husband get new clothes bin can used clothes," said mas Rannga cengengesan.
" Eh so people do not like to interfere in people's affairs, over time singles anyway, maybe not practice as well, anyway who would want the same bucket men like you," I started to ride the apitam.
Seeing me hump spontaneously mas Rangga asked forgiveness to me, maybe he felt guilty for making me sad.
" I'm sorry, I'm so sassy, yes want where else I heard you guys fighting last night, brisik once, I so can not sleep, " said mas Rangga.
" I'm also sorry for disturbing your sleep, "I said as I held back my tears.
" Don't think about it anymore, the most important thing now is to continue your life, you know what's best for you, focus more on the child.
Find your own busyness, for example self-care, beautiful is not just want to be happy for others let alone seek praise from others".
"But the evidence of our gratitude to ourselves that has been instrumental in accompanying us all this time", at length Rangga explained it to me.
"Yes yes, your words over time have been like a professional ustad only, "i said.
" Yes obviously dong a handsome, charming and charming ustad candidate, you were once fascinated because of my beautiful face, "Mas Rangga began to shy.
" Blek, handsome said your eyes, for me ordinary times, no sweet sweetness, which is bitter as bitter as your mouth, " I said judes.
"Bitter has tried it? ".
"Oh amit amit, ".
busy arguing someone approached us, his eyes like a lion his mouth was comatose as if it would pounce on us.
"Eh there's a dapper uh wrong mbak Lilis playing here too yeah, "my word .
" Less aj*r why I'm attached, beware yes I say your husband later, you're cheating," said Lilis threatening me.
"His son cheated I came here only with my son doang, or know that the father of one father also followed the nongol here, "my word does not accept being accused.
"Enak aja father, still young gini, I would-be father Gani, isyakan Gani, " said mas Rangga while holding Gani, Gani just a smile.
"So, just mending you two who are PDKT here, one is acute j0mbl0 the other is j4blay, you are suitable," I said while taking Gani from Rangga's sling and leaving them both.
" Idih ogah, uh Rangga you like the Mila ngaku aja, " said mbak Lilis.
"You nanya? Ask the frog, "mas Rangga also left Lilis alone.
" Look out for you, I told Rido to let you know how you feel" Lilis said.
" Bodo very, "my answer is compact with mas Rangga.
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