
A few weeks passed, Cyra now looks increasingly unkempt. Depression due to job loss makes him not the spirit of life. What he wanted to accomplish was almost all unable to materialize anymore.
He wanted to build a small company as well to support the field he had, but no one supported him to do so.
Suddenly Cyra's heart was moved to look for Angel, it could be said she missed Angel to make her heart feel crowded.
He always thought about it in his heart, but when he wanted to step foot into his former father-in-law's house, he felt heavy, he felt the prestige of him having to go there, not him having to look for them, he felt the prestige of being there, but they're the ones who have to look for him. That's what he thinks.
He should have been able to realize what he had been doing, even though Lian's family had never once considered him an enemy. They opened their doors to Cyra's arrival.
Cyra was in front of Luci's mother's house, still in her car she looked towards the gate. The security guard who knew him was asked to be quiet, he also gave a little explanation to the security guard who guarded the house.
Seen from far away there a young woman was playing around with Angel.
Angel looks very happy, running around chased by splashes of water. Which was originally for watering his oma plant.
Cyra was speechless at the sight of it all, she knew that even she had never made her son look that happy in front of her. And Angel's face looks more and more like her, she knows Angel is indeed her child that she should not waste.
He felt tight, sad until he squeezed the steering wheel of the car in his grip.
It was heard by Cyra the conversation between Angel and the woman.
"Tante don't flush, Angel is tired" cried Angel.
"You started first yourself" said the young woman.
"But I'm really happy to be playing like this with my aunt, because I never felt it with my dear mom" Angel said.
Those words, those words are what pierced the heart, Cyra's heart. He should have known from a long time ago even from birth if Angel loved him even though he had done bad things to Angel, but Angel but Angel still love him.
"Yes dear, aunty sure her mother Angel must also love Angel" said the woman to give Angel spirit.
"No aunt, my mom never loved Angel, but nothing. Let Angel who always loves mama" said Angel smiled with sweetness, then she returned to splashing water to the woman.
"Smart kid" praised the woman.
"Angel, what are you about Aunt Vika? To get wet like this?" ask the Oma Luci who just came out of the house.
"Oma" call Angel.
"See Aunt Vika wet so?" said oma Luci.
"Nothing aunt, I'm happy to be playing with Angel, Angel is a very good and smart child" said the woman who is known as Vika.
"Tante" said Angel spoiled for fear that he would be angered by his omanya because the guests at this house became wet because of his actions.
He hugged Vika tightly, Vika also stroked Angel's head, seen Angel get affection from Vika.
Cyra does not know what relationship Vika has with Lian's family. As far as Cyra Lian also never told if Lian had a sister or another.
Cyra's chest was rumbling wanting to bring out something that was within her.
But again he persevered with his ego.
"What am I here for is just seeing this" Cyra said to herself.
"Let's see the boy doesn't seem to need me" Cyra argued to herself. It was as if he felt that Angel should look for him.
But he does not realize, if Angel is looking for him, then Angel will be afraid of rejection from him.
Cyra thinks that other people are very happy to play with Angel, why not him.
All the answers could only be answered by Cyra herself.
Cyra turns the wheel, he cancels himself to find Angel, he is not ready for himself.