Unforgivable (Sabahan Malay)
Episode 2
Chapter 2's
I was easily eaten by Adrian, in silence I felt I was a lucky girl because I was treated like that.
Which girl does not feel ashamed if held by a man while being dragged to a place next to male students?
Although, I've made love before, but the feelings are not the same. Could it be because he is a man who has a fatherly and cheerful nature? Because I am interested in the personality of men in such a way. Or he is the guy that I really have ‘trapped’’.
Adrian: `Why is this? “(smiling).
Eve:` This is. You are not necessarily the same as me?”
Adrian: `Why do you want to be ashamed? “
Eve:` You are a man who became a bustling race but holds the hand of me, the ugly girl” (abashed )
Adryan: ` Senpai, do not say that. Senpai beautiful, just need a smile always.” (smile )
His words made my cheek feel shoulder to shoulder and I just wanted to pull his hand away but could not.
It was as if I was swept away in my own feelings. In my heart I wish it was just a dream and not a reality.
Between reality and dreams, I choose to dream because people like me are afraid or traumatized to face the real reality of life.
The truth is protected by deception and misery, so it is better to dream than to face a reality that we simply hope and will be left alone.
Adrian: `Why is this? Why silence from earlier?”. (hold Eve's hand).
Eve :`Rian, release my hand.”
Adrian:`Do not want, senpai should join me first.”
Eve:`Ko ni indeed!”(angry).
Adryan:`What is it?”(a smile).
Eve:`You..You...!!’’(stuttering).
I don't know why it's getting harder for me to control myself every time I face him. My tongue becomes muffled and my cheeks will heat up like a fire. Is it an electrical connection?”. If it's really an electric shock, I can't escape anymore.
Adrian:`Senpai, don't be like that. I'm ashamed oo, everyone look at us nie..hehe”. (peak )
Eve:`Esh! You made it, not me!” (hands off).
Adrian:`Manadaaa.’’(Laughs).
Eve:`That's it, bye.”
I was silent for a moment at Adryan's mischievous smile and everyone looked at us as if it was a circus show. I'll be finished by all of them.
Last year's thing was going to happen again and I'm going to cry again because there were too many times that I was bullied and the guy had to change schools because he didn't want to be bullied again so as not to fail in SPM later. I don't want Adrian to change schools like Faizul.
Eve:`Not ..” I had not yet finished the verse, I had been drawn by Adrian and sat in the chair next to Adrian.
Adryan:`This kind of good, come along!”.
Eve:`Okay.”.
Time passed quickly without me even realizing, the lecture was over and everyone was in a queue to get out of the lecture room.
It was just Adrian and I who hadn't gotten out of their seats. He looked at me with suspicious eyes.
Eve:`Rian, I'm behind you, ok?”.
Adrian:`Okay, but I want to friend senpai first. Ok?”
Eve:`For anything?”
Adryan:`It.”(subject).
Eve:`It doesn't suck, if there's a word? Wait off school.”.
Adryan:`Yes? Alright.”(smile).
Eve:`Janna,boya./keep yourself, boy”.
Adrian:`Ah? Senpai call me Crocodile?”((Surprised).
Eve:`Not. The greeting `take care,boy’ in japanese.”.
Adrian:`Oh. Okay,senpai. Jom .”
Eve:`Not wantu.”(run).
I ran away without looking at Adrian. From far away, I could hear Adryan and his friends laughing big while mentioning my name.
How embarrassing, I haven't been like this for a long time. It was as if I was returning to the tier 4 era once again. Now, I appreciate every moment I am with my friends.
Because I know, in a little while I'll leave them. I want to get out of here and forget my disappointment at not having the chance to meet my twin sister. In fact, today is the third day my twin sister died.
___ malay sabahan language, not indonesian ______
