Understand Myself
Chapter 14
EIGHT YEARS AGO...
"Nessa, can I ask you a favor?" ratna.
"Begging for help" said Nessa.
"I would like that after I'm gone, you should marry me and Alex and you should take care of my son like your own son. You want it, Nes" said Ratna suddenly.
"You mean what the hell, Rat. You don't talk weird. I think you will stay with me forever, until I marry Alex Rese" said Nessa.
"Nessa, Alex is actually good. But only his temperament aja a little aroga" said Ratna.
"Slightly you say, You don't know how he used me often in college. If I meet want to tease all people" said Nessa annoyed.
"Nessa, I wish you well. You want to be Mas Alex's wife after I'm gone" Ratna said again.
"All you have to do, let's look at it" said Nessa indifferently.
Two years later, news broke that Ratna had died in a traffic accident.
"Whataa... Ratna could not have died. We didn't see each other for long and talked. There's no way she's left me this fast" Nessa said in disbelief.
"You need to let him go, Nes. This is all the destiny of God" said Alex who tried to give up his wife's departure.
"But Lex, I don't accept. Surely this is someone who deliberately wants to destroy Lo's life with Lo's child" said Nessa.
"I've investigated everything, Nes. There was nothing unusual about the accident" Alex said.
"Ta. but Lex" said Nessa cut off.
"Udah Nes, don't think about it anymore" Alex said.
"Gue won't stop until it's clear, Lex. I'll find out who's behind the situation" Nessa murmured.
"Gue should start from the small house where Ratna lived first" I murmured again.
The next day, Nessa decides to go to the house. After arriving there, he immediately searched the place. But he didn't find a single clue. Nessa was desperate, but suddenly she stopped in front of a room that was always guarded by Ratna when she was in high school.
Nessa immediately entered the room, looking unkempt room again. Dust everywhere, Nessa continued to make a living in that room. Suddenly he found a small chest in the old closet in the room, he was curious what the contents of the box was immediately opened.
It didn't take long for the chest to open, it contained Ratna's secret letters with someone. Who is none other than a high-class Mafia who became Ratna's own adoptive father.
"Om Andre" Nessa said in surprise.
Suddenly Nessa finds Ratna's diary stored in the chest as well, Nessa immediately reads the diary.
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1 January...
About a week later, I got closer to Alex. We used to joke around in the park and in the end Alex declared his love for me. It makes my heart so happy. We finally decided to make it.
But my happiness didn't last long, because my foster father banned my relationship with Alex. I went against my father's words, but suddenly my father immediately agreed to my relationship with Alex. When I got married, I had to kill him. At first I agreed to my father's terms, because I thought my father was just kidding.
But after I got married to Alex, it turns out my dad wasn't joking at all. My father always encouraged me to kill Alex. But I always buy time so my dad doesn't hurt Alex first and I end up pregnant with Alex's son. I called my father and told him I was two. Instantly my father immediately suggested to immediately abort my womb. I could not help but cry after hearing the words that came out of my own father. Which grandfather in the world would kill his own grandson. I was immediately in a state of sadness, making me drop for a moment.
Alex who could not stand my condition and worried about the safety of the child in my womb finally took me immediately to the hospital. I was always guarded as a prisoner.
Because of my impossible condition to conceive for nine months, Alex finally decided to immediately operate on me when my womb stepped seven months.
After giving birth, I immediately got a call from my father who returned angry. Because I didn't listen to his words. I actually wanted to break my relationship with my father, but I was self-conscious because without him I would not be able to live until now.
Finally I decided for the safety of my husband and my son, and I immediately ended my own life. But before that, I had to leave my husband with my son with the person I trusted the most to my friend in High School, Nessa.
Nessa, if you read this diary after I'm gone, I beg you to marry Alex. Take care of them as you take care of yourself. I really hope for you.
TTD...
Ratna Atmaja
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"RATNAAAA" said Nessa no longer able to stem the tears.
"I promise Rat, I'll take care of your husband and your son" Nessa said.
"May you be happy there, I always love you and think of you as my own sister" Nesaa said.
After knowing everything, Nessa immediately went home. After arriving at her house, she always thought about how she could marry Alex. Which he hated in college because of Alex's ugliness.
He did not expect his own best friend whose notabya wife Alex told him to immediately marry Alex.
"How to do, I married the same. Being near her is my ogah let alone marriage" murmured Nessa.
"But what else, this is Ratna's last request. If not I follow my brother who was kickedangayangin Ratna. It's not funny" Ratna muttered again.
"Alright, I'll try to get to his son first. If I had deket same son, long ntar bokapnya smitten also me. Like that disinetron-sinetron" murmured Nessa.
"Lo emang pinter, Nessa. Nes spirit, make dapetin The widower most Arogan and Rese in the world" said Nessa to herself.
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