Uncle I Love You

PILY 42: CAN'T STAND IT

"Your hair is wet, let me wash it."

Nadia freezes when Guskov opens the bathroom. "I washed myself."

"It's fast, I don't mess around and I'm just one." Guskov grinned and then draped a mini towel over Nadia's back and sat her lover in a dry bathtube. "Come, relax, baby."

Nadia felt like a madman when a man's finger touched her hair skin, she tried to believe Guskov and threw his head outside the bathube and Guskov directed a warm shower at his head.

Guskov likes to see Nadia's wet hair, it's so soft, she pours shampoo and turns off the shower start massaging her while she sits on the bench.

"Mas, Adhi's father refused my arrival?"

"He's not resisting, baby. It seems like dad was sleep-deprived last night, so he has a bit of worry in his world. He suffered from Dimensia .... " Guskov started telling stories and Nadia noticed.

About the times when you remember nothing, or don't know what to do, or just go outside and don't know what you're doing outside, so Guskov had to put in some professionals to look after dad.

"And six months after my father moved here, in the house before. There it was seen on the cctv Dad brought my phone near the stove.

Dad put a frying pan on the stove and started a fire, then poured cooking oil a lot.

I don't know what you did, then opened and pulled out the closet, while behind the oil started smoky, and luckily I didn't seem to know what you were looking for.

After that he opened the refrigerator next to him and brought milk, as sparks burned the top of the pan.

And the father came out not far from the kitchen in the dining room, and the expected explosion from a cell phone, fire and oil, it happened.

Vera, who came out of the room due to the explosion and the burning smell, came out and found black smoke and flames billowing from the kitchen, but the father was still calmly sitting down drinking cold milk from the milk deligen.

At that time Vera thought father was possessed, she struggled alone to take father out. Vera gets hit by dad because of Vera's pull. And the house burned down, Vera and dad survived. From then on we locked the kitchen door and kept all the sharp stuff away."

"So, that's your phone that exploded while you were at the minimarket near the house?"

"Yes, right," said Guskov hoarsely with a quivering heart, he was always goosebumps in the memory of cctv recordings that had been connected to the internet. It was his fault for not taking care of father, he regretted that his father was almost faced with death.

Guskov turned off the tap, and squeezed Nadia's hair, then covered Nadia's entire hair with a white towel. "I'll get you a change."

Nadia stood up, her heart was heartbroken, and all this time she had bad thoughts on Guskov, while her lover was struggling with his father. Nadia felt guilty.

"Pants and t-shirts, I don't have a woman's core outfit." Guskov smiled and his cheeks warmed up.

Nadia nodded, not wanting to protest much. "Is there a shawl?"

When Guskov found a cloth he bought from Thailand as wide as a towel from the closet, he turned around and Nadia came back wearing her knee-length pants and oversized t-shirt.

Although Nadia looked down, Guskov had caught the shape of the chest printed and immediately threw with the cloth. "Ah, sorry, baby!"

Nadia turned around with an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment and rushed to make the cloth as a scarf to disguise.

"Give it wet, I'll wash it." Guskov touched Nadia's shoulder but was pulled back in shock when Nadia jumped.

"Relax, honey, you're making my heart fall out." Guskov kept his distance as Nadia walked into the bathroom but her cheeks and ears were so red.

The woman came out again with bated breath and hid something on her back.

"Just me, where the machine is, deliver me, you walk ahead."

Guskov nodded and directed to the third floor, he opened the washing machine, though he hid he saw something thin in red, O God, his brain immediately went crazy. He threw away his face as Nadia looked at him sharply.

They walk in awkward. "Areally a lot of rooms. You'll sleep with Vera, yeah."

"Veras? Is he not angry?" Nadia stopped and faced Guskov. "Loh! Didn't I go back to the dorm?"

"No, hon. Tomorrow, you're off. Please accompany me to Jefri's wedding. Yes, yes, yes."

Despite the vast social class differences, Nadia loves Guskov. Perhaps he would face scorn at the party, but he had to say the strait to Jefri!

Nadia recalls a conversation she heard, between Jefri and Guskov as they discussed the continuity of tuition when going to graduation, after Milan's aunt stopped tuition fees.

Joko's father has refused, but Guskov and Jefri continue to convince, until finally he receives Jefri's help.

Jefri also directed Nadia to get a scholarship here.

At that time Nadia was determined that one day she would repay Jefri's kindness. "Mas Jefri's Wedding? Of course I want to come, mas. I'd like to say thank you very much to her, but what kind of clothes should I wear?"

"You just need to come along and I'll get everything ready."

"I'm according, mas. But, I'm afraid to embarrass you?" Nadia felt Guskov's hand lock her up so she couldn't shift.

The woman felt a rough breath and Guskov's eyes darkened.

"I'll tell you, you're smart and very full of positive aura. There is no doubt, you are special, break your shame, and we will meet many colleagues who will come at our second wedding. First in Indo, and second here."

"Mas ... " Nadia was so touched.

Guskov closed his eyelids as he continued to disturb his mind, he cleared his throat and returned with his hungry gaze. "Hurry, tell me about Ernest."

"He works at his father's company. He and I were friends, yes, sometimes with Reno and his girlfriend, but we were just friends" Nadia said nervously.

"You double date?" Guskov's narrowed eyes warn Nadia to tell the truth. She believes there is something hidden from her lover's unsettled gaze.

"No, we're just friends." Nadia closed the meeting about Ernest's love statement.

"Yes." Yeah." Guskov.

Nadia could not escape again, until she felt Guskov's stomach and squeezed her waist wide to pull him away. "I have trouble breathing."

"Every time you get closer to me. I thought I wanted this to never end. The sensation is very strange."

Nadia blushed as Guskov's knee pressed against the thigh, hot, soft and ...

"Making me excited again and again?" whispered Guskov and Nadia down with a bite on the lower lip with teary eyes where her shoulders trembled unbearably.

We go to the party, they'll amaze you and I'll be jealous when you stand between them. You can only see me, baby."

Nadia felt a big hand squeezing both her waist and did not stop until she finally weakened and almost slumped because she could barely breathe. 

Then Guskov told him about what Guskov wanted to teach him.

Guskov stroked Nadia's back waist, before his hands went to the back of her tiny head.

"I'm thirsty."

"In my room there's water."

Guskov's words still scorched Nadia's skin, making Nadia's body tremble. As Guskov played behind her, Guskov bowed and whispered words to her: Guskov wants to teach Nadia how to be a full woman.

Guskov's hand squeezed Nadia's wrist and pulled her with large strides to make Nadia's brain die, causing a slight pain, which instantly spread throughout her body. From this feeling, the girl's excitement surged to an unthinkable height. 

"Guskov," was furious that his waist was floating and he was placed on the bathroom marble table. "I can be alone." Nadia won't let Guskov play around.

Guskov raised his gaze to meet Nadia's eyes. She turns on the hair dryer and the towel is removed, long fingers scratching Nadia's back hair.

There is no room for respect in this room now, just as there is no room for shame and shame.

So close that Nadia could feel the chest heat of the field rubbing against her scarf.

"I want to teach you how to be a wife."

Guskov squeezed the girl's hair with one hand. The pain crawled Nadia's scalp.

"I'm not forcing you to obey, I just want to know."

Jemari Guskov scratched Nadia's hair forcing her to look at Guskov. Nadia hesitated for only a moment before she fell into a hangover, once her hand touched Guskov's chest, the man's finger gently moved on his back.  

Nadia squeezed Guskov's shirt to keep her distance, she had already pushed but the distance was even less.

"Will you reject me?" Guskov asked in a mocking tone while still directing the hair dryer that was hot now in cold mode and most slowly to the back of Nadia's hair that began to dry.

The man looked a little cruel, but Nadia could hear the desire in his words.

"I'll reject you" ranted Nadia. "I won't lose."

Guskov has not been close to Nadia for a long time. He wasn't sure he would be able to hold it, but he needed it. He needs it now.

The man loosened his grip on Nadia's hair. And his hand grabbed the scarf and twisted it to release. And turn off the hair dryer, even though on the right-left side has not dried, but is still moist.

"Nadia, so you say it now. I wonder how you feel after that."

"After?" Nadia's heart was racing.

"After I kiss you, baby. Open your eyes, I want to have something I haven't experienced."

Guskov swallowed the saliva, his head was dizzy on the beautiful mold though not so clear, now he wrapped his hands and body with the cloth. "You fit in like a baby, baby." 

No matter what Guskov said, Nadia wanted it. He floated and felt the earth move. He felt a sling dominate Guskov.

Hiding a smile, Nadia's head rested on Guskov's chest.

It was a constant reminder of his calm. Even if those moments were no longer with Guskov, he felt that it seemed that this would truly be an unforgettable experience.

"What am I doing?" somewhere deep inside Nadia's head that was shrouded in curiosity shouted common sense. But as soon as the man just put her to bed all thoughts vanished.

Guskov wants to scare Nadia, to leave. But Nadia did not run away. Instead, Nadia answered each question sweetly which made the man growl and crawl on it.

Guskov then opened up about how he had given up on busy situations that did not give him time for himself and only slept two hours in the early days of the country, and then remembered Nadia.

Guskov imagines him seeing himself there, watching him sitting opposite to Mas Joko tying the sacred promise of marriage as Nadia sits beside him. Although the darkest moment was so painful as the tip of hope, Guskov knew he had to push his grief away, because he had Nadia.

Now, instead, however, Guskov insists on more.

Guskov's eyes twitched and grabbed him as if he had his own mind. That's not true, but he wants Nadia. 

Who is the man who tried to fool? His soul wants it with the same power. Only the brain knows what is best.

Guskov advanced an inch, and felt the girl's breath.

 Every muscle in Nadia's body stiffened. Waiting is pure torture. Nadia was sure that Guskov would not dare, but when Guskov looked at her with dark eyes, all she could think of was that she would lose everything tonight.

 Almost instantly, the girl's dim gaze caused heat to the entire sensitive area. Guskov gritted his teeth, feeling like fire was running down his back. The desire burned the man. 

Guskov has never felt this kind of desire. This girl changed everything. He could have taken it now but he didn't.

Meanwhile, deep down in Nadia's heart, there would be no questions about any beliefs. And his father would never forgive him. Nadia felt she shouldn't have done this, as Guskov leaned over her, this was very dangerous.

Guskov stopped him on Nadia's lips, he wanted to fly and kiss her lips and then a tiny tongue, and how everything changed afterwards: the girl was really dangerous. Guskov. He has a woman who gives him more and is reliable. Guskov moved away from above Nadia's body, and at the same time, an expression of happiness froze on Nadia's face.

Guskov had waited so long to touch Nadia. Once they met, Guskov already knew to some degree that his goodness and light were perfect reflections of his dark and terrible soul.

If Guskov feels better, he can win Nadia. He can move heaven and earth to make Nadia happy tonight.

But this stolen moment would be the only time Nadia touched on the chest of her field.

"Let's get some rest, I'll sleep outside." Guskov spoke in a soft voice, flicking the fingers in Nadia's hair, clutching her with a full handful at the top of the head. The long, soft hair made Guskov feel whole.

His hands were so itchy as to want to hold everything, it was wrestling gnawing at him from within, but the shadow of the wrath of Mas Joko continued to terrorize him, it was creepy, the same, the same, so remember when Mas Joko arrived at the house of Shelin at dawn when Nadia was asleep in her room. Mas Joko is very fierce.

Anyway Guskov plans to get married on the first day of arriving in Indonesia. He could not stand it and this made him crazy.

"Sleep, yeah, baby. Call the waiter by the night light, if you're hungry, there's a number, 'kitchen' I have to cool my mind, baby, you make me so dizzy," raspy Guskov and pecked Nadia's head twice.

Guskov walked out of the room, leaving Nadia dumbstruck.