Unbecoming

Unbecoming
CHAPTER 36



Srengggg the sound of frying could be heard from the kitchen as if someone was cooking made Fadly wake up from her sleep. Then he went straight to the bathroom to wash his face.


He came out of the bathroom and saw Febri cooking fried rice for breakfast this morning.


“Feb lo Looks my shirt??” Ask Fadly.


“That's your shirt I wash, ko pack cloth why, do not be ashamed ko in front of me bare chest is it??” Febri said as he watched Fadly's body before him.


“Loh ? didn't you ever take off my shirt when I was drunk????” ledek Fadly's.


“Ya already there , I'll take my shirt !” Febri said as he pushed Fadly who approached him.


“Ha ? no need Geb, I really wear women clothes!!”


“Ih this shirt is common tau, clothes from batam ! so for men and women can!” Febri said that convinced Fadly.


“Oh yaudah, download laaa!” said Fadly.


Then Febri put his plate on the table then he headed to the room to find a souvenir batam shirt from Reiza. Fadly immediately rushed to take a bath, and took a towel in Febri's room.


The clothes that Febri was looking for he found in his mother's closet.


“Fad, ko shower ??” Febri asked from behind the bathroom door.


“Iya Feb!!”


“This shirt is for lo!!”


“Steel on the table, I'll take it!!”


“Ok is, I came out first yaaa want to deliver mama!!”


“Just use my motorcycle ! I brought a matic bike maybe you can wear it!!”


“Ok. It's fine here. Nobody steals stuff in this house, not mine ! but I have a grandmother who has lived here!!” Gurau Febri's.


“Amaaan, you think I'm a thief!!” Answer Fadly.


Febri directly drove his mother to the health center using a motorcycle owned by Fadly, it turns out the health center gave advice to bring his mother to a public hospital because the tools duskesmas not as complete in the hospital. Puskesmas nurses can only give drugs the result of patient complaints.


Then Febri immediately rushed to go to the hospital because he did not want anything to happen to his mother.


“There are complaints buk ?” Ask the doctor at Salmi's book.


“This doc I often feel pain in the lower back, lower abdomen and on my bone doc!!” Answer buk salmi.


“other than buk ?” ask the doctor who recorded the complaint from Ms. Salmi.


“Urin I bleed and dock drop. My hair also falls out a lot of times!” Answer Miss Salmi.


Internal medicine specialists directly examine the state of Salmu's mother, a lot of the examination processes so that it takes a long time. Febri did not see his mother directly examined, because when the examination Febri asked out by the doctor. After the examination, the doctor again called Febri and spoke with four eyes in the doctor's room.


“apologies I have to pass this information to mbak…. Ma'am what's her name ??” Ask the Doctor.


“Febri doc!!” answer Febri.


“Yes in march!!” Said doctor.


“Febri doc not march!!” Febri.


“Hehehe yes , don't strain so much!!”


“Ya is already !! the doctor went straight to the point. What to say ?” Said Febri who started not to joke.


“Mama you have cervical cancer. After examination, cancer cells have spread to the bladder. In this state, the cancer has spread to more distant locations in the body as it spreads to parts of the bones, lungs and liver. Your mother has stage 4 b cervical cancer, where the life expectancy is only five years after diagnosis is fifteen percent , usually treatment is done with radiotherapy and chemotherapy and drug administration. In addition to often being a problem and high influence on the stage, cervical cancer and also the life expectancy of five years is openness about the disease suffered by patients. Delays in detection and treatment also cause an increase in the stage of cervical cancer and a depletion in life expectancy of five years. And I think your mom has been suffering from this disease for a long time!!” Obviously the Doctor.


“What dokkkk ?” febri said in shock as he shed his tears.


“Is there no other way of docking for my mama's healing ??" Ask Febri again.


"There's !! By undergoing chemotherapy!”


Febri immediately ran away from the doctor to the balcony of the hospital. He was not ready to lose his mother. He was also unable to hold back these tears of sadness. And he was also not ready to follow the advice as the doctor said for the health of his mother. Febri was constrained by the problem of cost to treat his mother, for treatment and chemotherapy alone was about fifteen million. Confused to find where to go.


Then he immediately wiped his tears and turned towards his mother.


“He's maa ! is mom here ? you need to be treated first!!" Said Febri who was trying to cover up his sadness.


“No Feb, mom won't be treated. Mama wants to be home, let's go home !” Take Salmi's mom.


“No ma.... mama here until mama fully healed ! I will try hard to find the cost maaa!!”


“What does the same doctor say you feb ? what diseases does my mother suffer from??” ask Buk Salmi.


Febri can't say anything. He hugged his mother and shed tears.


“Mama how many years have felt this symptom ???” Febri asked who looked at the two eyes of Salmi.


“About 4 years ago Feb, eat it now mama's hair is getting thinner, fall out all ! the taste of this mama because mama was wrong to use shampoo !” answer Salmi's mother who is trying to.


“No maaa, no ! this is not the fault of the sample ! but mama has cervical cancer stage 4b maaaa!!” answer Febri.


Febri then cried out and hugged his mother “I know, mama will not be strong to hear this news maaa, I'm sorry maaa!!" Febri.


“Febri,,, Febri, you don't cry!!" salmi's mother said with a smile and then let go of Febri's embrace. Then he looked back at Febri's eyes.


“You must be strong, must be patient in dealing with all of this ! you don't have to think about mama anymore, because it's time for mama to return to the almighty ! Febri don't kayak little boy gini laah!!” replied Miss Salmi who was trying hard.


“But maaa !!”


“already, no but-but ! if your mom dies, you never call your dad ! we know enough!!”


“Maaaa, Febri not ready to lose mom !!”


“Whose name is alive there will be a dead one. Same with the meeting, Every meeting there must be a farewell. All has been arranged by Allah. We only plan, but God determines. Let's just go home” said Ms. Salmi.


They both finally went home. Along the way Febri continued to cry without stopping. When he got home, he ran to his room to cry. Fadly was puzzled as to why Febri had run straight into her room. Arrived La Bu Salmi from outside the house following the room and memahmiri Febri. Fadly decided to take a peek from the bedroom door alone.


“Febri, you don't cry constantly, you know ! later even you who become sick !!!”


“Let's just ! than I saw my mom die let me die first! ” Words Febri.


“Feb, if you die first, continue later when mama dies who takes care of her body ? who bathed my mother ? and who will pray for mama to calm mama there ???” Ask Febri's mother.


“Mama !!! I'm not ready yet this situation” again Febri hugged his mother while crying. Fadly who was only looking from afar did not quite clearly hear the conversation between Febri and his mother. Then Salmi's mother came out of the room and saw Fadly standing straight in front of the door. When passing Fadly, Salmi's mother just smiled, and just a few steps past Fadly, Salmi's mother fell unconscious.


Fadly calls Febri and raises his mother to the room. Febri just cried and mourned his mother. Fadly also sees Febri speechless without doing anything for his mother.


“Feb lo why ??” Ask Fadly while standing up from her seat.


“Mama Fad !!!” Febri said, hugging Fadly and crying again.


“Why is your mom Feb ?” Ask Fadly while stroking Febri's hair.


“Mama affected by cervical cancer already stage 4 Fadly!!” febri said as he took off his embrace towards Fadly.


Febri was unconscious when he hugged Fadly.


Then Febri sat on the bed and Fadly squatted down below him.


“Whataa ??? who really lo ? it must be treated otherwise mama lo can pass!” fadly Suggestions.


“Already Fadly, I've told mama to chemo. But mama didn't want Fad, she said she loved the money, because she heard me talking to Reiza about asking for money. But Reiza doesn't love him."


“Then let me help you??" Ask Fadly.


“Free Fad, mom won't be treated. He has resigned Fad, he said he does not want to make me difficult. Because he remains confident even though he is treated wherever surely the ends die also”


“Indeed there is already a chatty age, but while we can still effort , yes strive !!” said Fadly.


“Yes I told my mom, but she doesn't want Fad!!”


Not long after they chatted near his mother. Febri and Fadly came out of the room. Fadly who felt too long at home Febri then permission to leave because he felt reluctant. He left Febri and Miss Salmi in such a state of necessity. Because now the clock has shown exactly at two in the afternoon. Then Fadly barks his motorcycle and he starts riding his motorcycle home.