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Day after day Qameella was not easy. In addition to trying to restore the health of his body, especially on the legs so that he can walk back to normal without the use of aids. The poor girl had a hard time setting a heart that was not whole anymore. His soul mate has gone forever.
Moreover, Qameella had to face the people who were around her. Not a few who sympathize and pity his current state. But more blasphemed his inimitable deeds.
Well, that's the view of the people who can only judge by looking at the surface. Without knowing what it is like. Praise, pity, blaspheme and some are apathetic. Like it or hate, no one can stop it. Everything goes according to the groove designed by the Khalik.
Qameella was simply unable to deal with all the trials of life that were happening to her. No one is a place to share. Either Gusti, Maryam, or Qarmitha. Not even dance is on the list. The girl actually swallowed this bitterness herself.
As a result, Qameella often looks moody and likes to be alone in the room. Or avoid the crowds around it.
Almost every day Qameella came to the Garda's tomb to pour out her longing. It also conveys its grievances to creatures that no longer breathe. I was impressed to talk to the cemetery.
When at home, Qameella will spend time with the Guard photos. Talking, telling stories, laughing and even crying like living beings who have feelings.
Every night he would place a picture of the Guard beside him, having previously recited Yasin's surah and prayers offered especially to the Guard.
Not a few neighbors in the neighborhood around the house Qameella, felt awkward with the behavior of the quiet girl who looked unusual. As a result they consider Qameella stressed, PA, even crazy.
Gusti and Maryam certainly did not accept their beloved daughter was considered like that. But they did not close their eyes and were very worried about Qameella's abnormal condition.
As parents, the two of them did not want it to continue for a long time. And they realized that Qameella was back to normal, could not just sit still on her hands. Expecting the miracle to come on its own.
Hence, Gusti and Maryam will try to cure Qameella of her depression. They both plan to bring Qameella to the experts. But the person who is being feared does not want to obey. He considers himself normal as always.
"Ma, Lala's not a lunatic, why take her to a psychiatrist or psychologist?" so Qameella's rebuttal every time persuaded by his parents.
"Nobody thinks Lala is crazy, son," Maryam argued softly.
"You don't have to cover up, because Lala already knew about the neighbor's talk that said Lala was crazy," Qameella had indeed heard the slanted news about herself circulating in her neighborhood.
"If Mama's same father is disturbed by Lala's current condition, yes have thrown Lala to the uncle's house in the village," he challenges as if scraping old wounds. "like when Lala was little," he added how disappointed Qameella was. But his face did not show any expression. Looks flat and cold.
Maryam closed her own mouth in surprise. His heart was over hearing Qameella's answer. His eyes are hot and painful. Afterwards wept bitterly.
Gusti was struck by Qameella's words. The man felt very guilty and became the person most responsible for the suffering that Qameella had experienced first. Now he cannot be justified, for he has forbidden his relationship with the Guard. It was certain how much guilt he felt for Qameella.
"Lala knows Lala can't be as good as Thatha. Lala can't make Dad happy with Lala's performance at school. Now even Lala can only make you embarrassed by Mama, right?"
Gusti stunned and died a tick. Not a single word came out of his mouth. His tongue suddenly felt dull.
"So, Lala is ready to be taroed anywhere. Provided Lala doesn't go to a psychiatrist or psychologist, period!" the Qameella final.
Gusti scooped his face rough. Nelangsa.
But deep down in Qameella's heart, it's more of a formless crumble. No one understood his incredible feelings. No one was sympathetic to his suffering.
"La, I'm really proud of you. Because elo has dared to obey Dad's orders. I am thumbs up for the guts of the mountain's Segede lo. But elo can't go on like this, drowning in gini-rich grief. Elo must rise La. Elo had to seek treatment so that.." yet Qarmitha had finished giving his condolences, with a deep frowning and a cold gaze Qameella had interrupted his speech.
Qarmitha. Scratching his head that is not itchy.
"Bu-bu-not so is La's time?" kilah Qarmitha's.
Qameella smiled smirkily.
"Jeez Tha.. elo do not have to digress times.we are twins, I can understand what is in your heart and brain," qameella said it so much that Qarmitha was unable to say anything.
Qameella was not taken to any psychiatrist or psychologist by her parents. But they could not continue to hear the ridicule and babble of the neighbors who constantly insulted Qameella.
Gusti decided to move house for the common good. Using almost all of his savings, he bought a new house near the center of Bekasi. And sold the old house after.
For months, Qameella moved to a new neighborhood. The girl did not get better easily. Even more and more constantly bear the burden of his own inner suffering. I am sad and lonely alone. But keep doing activities, such as going to school even though not too focused, and academic values were blocked. Until entering college.
Qameella attended a private college in Bekasi. After one year of graduation from High School. Before graduating getting her bachelor's degree, the girl was already working in one of the newly established companies in the same city. Until he can fully finance his own college fund until graduation.
Qarmitha was barely going to college. I am lazy to think about lessons. The tomboy girl wanted to work as a factory worker. Gusti opposed it strongly. Qarmitha could not even twitch anymore. In the end he wants to go to college with a note, the college where he studied must be his own choice, without being contested by any party. Fortunately, Gusti was willing to agree to the terms proposed by Qarmitha.
After earning her undergraduate degree, Qarmitha applied for a job at a public and private school. Because in accordance with the department pardoned, namely education.
Based on the skills possessed by Qarmitha who is good at basketball. The girl also offered to become a sports teacher, listed in every teaching application letter she made.
It takes patience and strong faith while waiting for a reply from every job application letter he has sent. And almost desperate because there is no school that is interested in accepting him as a teacher.
Even though Yasmin, one of Qarmitha's friends has succeeded in becoming a designer, even though it has not been very famous. You could say amateur. But they have their own boutique. Please understand Yasmin son of the rich, or often called the son of the sultan. So do not be surprised if he looks the most financially prominent.
Sarah, another friend of Qarmitha. Now it is busy with other businesses in the Tanah Abang market. You could say he continued his family business from generation to generation.
Last Amel. This friend of Qarmitha is the only one who does not work. You could say there is no need to bother thinking about how hard it is to find a job, to get money and finance life. Because someone has given him money every month without the need to squeeze sweat and slam bones. Can you guess what Amel's job is?
Yup! Amel has a job as a housewife. A wife of a material store entrepreneur. And the mother of two children.
Mahmud aka Mama Younger this one was married at a fairly young age. Actually, he was intent on going to college until he earned a college degree. Uh, who would have thought that even conceded the goal. Oops! Amel was forced to marry young because she was three months pregnant.
And. and. and the most astounding throughout the universe of men who managed to score a goal was Tino Susanto aka Tino Begeng aka Tikeng, Guards friend and member of the motorcycle gang ABABIL.
The proximity of Amel and Tikeng almost no one knows. Because the two never publicly publicized their relationship. And at that time they were still with their respective girlfriends. But his name is only God Almighty.
Qarmitha squealed in excitement after getting a call letter from one of the junior high schools. I don't know which school he ever signed a teaching application letter. Most important at this time is to be mentally prepared to do tests and interviews in order to be accepted to teach there.
"Thank you, sir, for your faith in accepting me to teach here" Qarmitha said after being accepted to teach at the private Junior High School, shaking the hand of a middle-aged man with the status of principal.
Qarmitha's smile expanded so wide that it displayed a row of white and healthy teeth. Eventually his goal of becoming a sports teacher was achieved. Because starting next Sunday he will be listed in the school as a teacher of the field of JOK.
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The story until here first, the author wants to rest first.
Good night Sunday...