Turns out We're Stupid

Turns out We're Stupid
Explanation



By sitting next to Lia, Raffa began to explain in outline. Raffa did not want to tell in detail everything.


" I love the girl in my past, the girl who was originally best friend but turned into love. During graduation he gave me a letter saying farewell "Raffa stopped his words for a bit, looking at Lia who was still with her flat expression.


" I waited for years, but in fact, until now, he didn't come either. And when I know you, I feel like you are him. It may be strange, but I love you as much as I love her" Farrel turned his eyes away.


tightness in the chest felt Lia at this time, hearing directly if he was only used as an outlet with the word love. With a deep breath Lia replied,


" So you want to make me an outlet" Lia replied sneering. Although her heart hurts, but Lia does not want if the man in front of her to know.


Raffa turned his head, looking at the face that seemed to be holding back his frustration. The man shook his head.


" I love you sincerely" Raffa replied briefly. Honestly, this man also does not know if he loves Fia because this girl is similar to Lia? But for sure Raffa's love for Fia is as great as his love for Lia. Equally sincere without coercion. Sounds selfish but that's the reality that Raffa is feeling.


Lia smiled mockingly, "So if I don't look like your woman then you won't love me instead" Lia replied cynically.


Raffa looked down, he was also confused by the real reason he loved Fia.


" Fia, you who are similar to the woman I love is not the main factor I love you. But you know what? Because of your attitude that I love you. I like the attitude of the two of you, very similar. That's his reason. The reason I love you and him." Raffa answered by looking Fia in the eyes.


Lia averted her gaze, her defense to look strong would collapse if it was directly fixed with Raffa.


"No man loves two women at once with a truly sincere and equally great love. Surely either one of the women is just an impingement, or both are just toys?" Reply Lia with her cynical smile. Trying to cover up his disappointment.


" Okay now it's up to you "Raffa said not to be pushy.


" If your love is sincere to me and him, then it's still wrong. What if later he you mean will come. Huh very troublesome " replied Lia seriously.


Raffa just kept quiet, waiting for the woman to say in front of him.


" I have a man I love" Lia said in the end. His heart really hurts to say that, of course he knows how he who loves without being loved. And now, he's hurting a man's heart.


Deg.


Fia's words immediately made Raffa feel disappointed for the second time. Her love story always fails.


Taking a deep breath, Raffa replied, "May you be happy with him, I will pray for your happiness. I won't bother you anymore "Raffa replied coldly. He left without any more care for Lia.


Meanwhile, Lia smiled wryly there, looking at the back that slowly disappeared among the many beautiful flowers, not as beautiful as Lia's heart.


Lia's heart was crying at this moment, seeing him hurting a man's heart, when she clearly knew how much it hurt to be disappointed.


Tears fell from his eyes that had been heating up earlier. Remembering back to loving a man who already has a partner. Hurt the heart of a man who loves himself but also loves others. Very sad, isn't it?


I will wait for my true love to come. I'd rather be a woman who's loved than loved. Being the only woman, without having to share love. Hopefully it will come, without me having to look for it.