True Love After Divorce

Iren POV's

I sat myself on the bed, staring blankly ahead. Today ... Maybe the worst day for me, hearing the doctor's verdict, it's like it makes me want to die.

Today too, I realized something .. something that should have opened my eyes. All this time, I was too obedient to my husband, even I obeyed his prohibition to meet father.

Today I saw it all in my father's eyes. Grief, wounds and burdens. During his time in prison, I only saw him a few times and only briefly, without talking without asking him. But today my heart feels like it's on thousands of needles, when I see my father's condition. He could smile and say he was okay.

Want me to scream, why did my life become this ruined after marriage. I realized that this was karma that I had to accept. Karma because I snatched my husband away from his girlfriend, until they separated.

But wasn't my husband guilty because he had an affair with me. But why, he always cornered me and blamed me. He also plays a role here.

In the past, I only liked him but he responded to me, until I was carried away. In fact, I didn't ask him to date him himself who asked me to be his girlfriend. He even blatantly said he was bored of his former lover.

And now, he still blames me, didn't he act until he lost his girlfriend.

Love blinded me, until I ignored everything. Ignoring my happiness, ignoring my pride, ignoring my father who had been fighting for myself for me, just for the sake of a man like him.

If I hadn't done anything to set him up in a hotel, maybe my life wouldn't have been this ruined.

He always said, he was ashamed to have in-laws of a corruption convict, he was ashamed to have a wife like me, he always said ... If I hadn't teased her, she would be with Bunga, who is also the same among the rich.

At the beginning of my father's imprisonment, I always begged him to help and release him. At least he wanted to hire a lawyer to ease my father's sentence. But the answer really took me by storm. He replied that it was none of his business.

Yeah, he did give me a huge monthly sum, so I thought about hiring a lawyer to help dad. But, every time I managed to get a lawyer, all of a sudden the lawyer backed out.

Our relationship grew even more complicated when he rarely went home. Every time I asked, he always answered with scathing words so I did not dare to ask, where he was from and who he was with.

As our relationship got worse, I had to accept the fact that my husband was having an affair. And now, I realized why his attitude had changed.

One photo sent by that woman shattered my world. The photo of my husband, holding his hand and smiling warmly at him. Something she's never done to me, and it feels so slashing.

I don't think she'll send me any more photos. But, it turns out I was wrong. She always showed off my husband's sweet attitude, chatted with him and always showed off that my husband gave me what he wanted.

I never got back at him, I didn't even block his number. I don't know, over time it feels normal to see it, even though my heart does not feel torn apart

I never wanted to and never intended to find out who that woman was, where she was ... Because it's gonna hurt me more.

I wanted to scream, to curse them. Cuss them and run amok on them. But I realized, I can't do that. My position was very weak, I was afraid to see the fact that if I went berserk, my husband would defend the woman more and would hurt my heart even more.

I never wanted to and never intended to find out who that woman was, where she was ... Because it's gonna ruin me even more.

Then, what can I do? I could only be silent, lamenting my fate, passing through each night with tears, loneliness and emptiness.

Today, for the first time I fought him. For the first time I dared to return his gaze. Long ago, I survived because I loved her. But now, I'm holding on because I need the money.

I want to work again as a doctor, but I think the salary I will get is not enough for me to do the treatment and hire a lawyer for my father, so it seems, I have to hang on for a while. At least, I can still get money to treat myself.

I could have asked my in-laws for help. They were good enough, once they were going to give legal aid to my father, but again my husband refused and said that he would take care of it. But, in fact ... His words are just lies.

To tell the truth I was quite reluctant, considering they were not random people. In the end, I just kept it to myself. It's impossible to get them involved in my business.

In the past, I was so happy when Dita's sister would come here, because we would have a show and I could freely touch my husband and I could see my husband smiling at me, even though that smile was a fake smile.

But when he just said his brother was coming, I didn't feel good as usual, there was a strange, reluctant feeling when I had to go back to pretending.

•••

Albi laid himself on the bed, he could not even close his eyes, but the time had already shown at 10 p.m. Every time he came home, he always used a different room with Iren. Because drowsiness did not come, Albi decided to swim.

As he was about to walk towards the pool room.thirst afflicted him ... Until he decided to go to the kitchen to take cold water in the refrigerator. However, when he was about to turn, his steps stopped when he saw Iren like he was making something.

He watched Iren from a distance that was not too far away, From the bottom of his heart, he felt a little compassion for his wife. He realized, Iren was not entirely guilty of what happened in his life. But, if that's when Iren didn't set him up. He will not be trapped in this marriage, he can still fight for Bunga, his former lover.

If asked who the woman who Albi currently loves, the answer is Flowers. She still loves Bunga, she is attracted to Julia because Julia's face is a little similar to Bunga, so the longing of Albi in Bunga can be treated when she sees Julia.

She has absolutely no feelings for Julia, from her lifestyle alone, she already knows what type of woman Julia is, to Albi's taste, she said, there's no sense in playing around with Julia. If he intends to marry Julia, it's all because Julia's face is a little similar to Flowers.

Albi woke up from his daydream. As he was about to turn around, for a moment, his eyes returned to look at Iren. And it turned out that Iren was also looking towards him.

Apparently, while Albi was busy with her daydream, Iren saw Albi. Usually, Iren's heart would beat twice as fast when he saw Albi, he always hoped, Albi would smile as usual. But now, he felt nothing at all. She even tends to be lazy to look at her husband.

Iren, who had just finished his activity, decided to get out of the kitchen area and walk in a different direction. She was too lazy to go with her husband.

Two days later.

Iren heaved a sigh of relief as her sister-in-law had already left her husband's house. During these two days, he and Albi performed well, pretending to be husband and wife in general.

And Iren was grateful, the play and Albi was done.

At 2pm, Iren plans to go to the law firm to hire a lawyer.

As he was about to get out of his room, his phone rang, one message coming into his phone. He opened it, apparently his brother-in-law sent him a message.

Kaka-in-law asked Iren to go to the Albi workspace and save her husband's clock because last night her husband-in-law and Albi chatted in the Albi workspace, and he forgot he had unfolded his watch to keep it on the couch.

After receiving a message from her kaka-in-law, Iren quickly walked out of the room and into her husband's study.

He opened the door, then walked in and stepped onto the sofa. When he found his clock. Iren took the clock, and turned back.

As he was about to come out, his eyes saw the paper tip under the table. He took it and intended to put it.

When you look at the paper. Iren frowned, on the paper, there were a lot of the same signatures, and they were written at an irregular distance, like someone who had just learned to make a signature.

Iren was more astonished when he saw the signature on the paper. He had seen that signature.

However, before long he shut his mouth when he realized that the signature belonged to his father, Iren's knee relaxed when he realized there was something imitating his father's signature. But why did Iren find the paper with the signature in her husband's study.

Suddenly Iren thought of something. He immediately walked over to Albi's desk and ransacked her. Until ....