
Naya plans to drive her father chekup to the hospital as a few days ago his father complained of being unwell. His father was Muhammad Ibra, a retired elementary school teacher.
Naya and her father are very close, but different from the jelly, although the house of her father naya and the house of Celly next to the relationship of Celly and her father is not so good.
Sir. Ibra often scolded jelly when he was in a quarrel with his mother before they divorced, CELly considered himself always used as an impingement by his father.
Arriving at the hospital and after doing some checking by the doctor, the father naya di phonis experienced complications, due to old age and a history of other diseases.
The doctor suggested tomorrow to come back to the hospital with a note that the father should fast in the morning before going to the hospital to check his blood sugar.
The next day Pak.Ibra forgot that he had to fast, because indeed his habit every morning is to drink tea, he said, finally after arriving at the hospital the doctor did not do any tests and again told naya and her father to come the next day again.
this time the doctor told the naya to remind her father not to eat and drink anything but water before going to the hospital, they also left the hospital but during the trip home sir.Ibra looks weak, he said,pale, and occasionally asleep in the car.
The next day when pak.Ibra was going to take a bath and wanted to take a towel suddenly he fell, naya was drying clothes, saw her father fell she was shocked and shouted calling her father while swaying her body shake her father
”dad... dad why?? banguunn”yering naya panic
then Ibra opened her eyes and braced herself to stand up, supporting her father's limp body to take to her room.
As her father lay down, Naya made breakfast for her father, while being brought to his room his father refused to eat it,
“let me want to cehkup today deck, must fast said doctor”tolak his father
Naya, anxious to see her father fall, forced her father to eat.
“tapkan father fainted earlier, breakfast used to run out this directly to the doctor huh yah?”naya said while holding her father's hand
His father refused the breakfast made by his son and decided to take a bath and prepare to go to the doctor.
When she wants to take a bath, Naya's feeling restless, Naya is waiting in front of the bathroom, she feels that what her father is doing is not right,
naya couldn't force her father.
shortly after the bathroom door closed, an unusual sound came from the bathroom, and sure enough his father fell right in front of the bathroom door, and to open the door must be by pushing inward, while on the inside of the bathroom the body of the father naya blocking the door, so it can not be opened.
The bathroom door is made of wood and in the middle of the door is an opaque glass attached to the sticker, without hesitation naya directly broke the glass using both hands.
suddenly his father regained his senses, and he was confused and panicked at the sight of a lot of glass strewn across his body, with strength and energy that came out of nowhere to lift the body of his father who weighs probably almost 3 times the weight of his body.
he took his father to the room giving him dry clothes and took him straight to the hospital.
On the way naya can not focus on driving her car, her father lay limp in the passenger seat, occasionally sir.Ibra aware of his stupor, naya always look at the passenger seat and always call her father
“ayahh.. ayahh denger adek right yah?, pause again until” said naya lirih
his tears were pouring out nonstop, his heart was beating so fast, his mind was messed up, his car was driven so fast, that several times he almost crashed the car in front of him.
at that time his only hope was one, quickly
get to the hospital so that his father can handle it properly.
Immediately put into the IGD, when he did not stop praying, he immediately called Celly to come to the hospital, he also called his mother.
Shortly after the hospital came out and met him, and he was told to pay a sum of inpatient administration money for his father, the doctor told him that his father was aware but had to be treated,but for now Naya has not been able to see him.
After finishing paying the administration, she sat in the lobby waiting for her brother to come, about 15 minutes waiting, suddenly the doctor came to her and she was taken to the room where her father was.
He saw his father lying on an opration table, with many hoses connected to his father's body, the doctor said something unexpected,
“assisted by his father yes dek”.The doctor said slowly
the doctor's point is that naya's father is already at the end of his life, it seems that Mr. Ibra will not be strong.
Naya held back her tears, she approached her father and whispered in his ear several times
“Laila ha illallah, Muhammad dar Rasullullah”.ucap naya with vibrating tone
Then the doctor returned to action, naya was told to get out of the
“how is dad deck? where's daddy? why dad?” ask coly to panic
Although Celly and his father's relationship is not so good, still sir.Ibra is the only father he has.
After a long wait, and with a very hopeful heart, the doctor finally came out of the IGD room and delivered the sad news, Ibra mustafa, naya's father and celly have left them, forever.
Suddenly Celly's cry broke but naya still held back her tears, naya could not cry at that time, she just fell silent and covered her face with both hands.
Celly hugged her sister tightly, her tears were unceasingly flowing, the figure of the father they loved could no longer meet, they could no longer talk to.
Even Celly's hatred for her father was the most painful blow back then, the regret that came at this time was very meaningless to her.
hatred made him blind that the old man was his father
there's no way he can replace, sure enough, that a person's existence
it was so felt just when that person was gone.
Celly hugged her father who was lying stiff while whispering to her father
“Goodbye father, may God forgive your sins, replace them with rewards
which multiplies and widens your grave. Amin.”
*****
In the funeral home Bima came to say condolences, with puffy eyes Celly welcomed her boss, and let her in and saw Naya on the porch of their house, her eyes empty, and her eyes were empty, he daydreamed and still could not believe that his father was dead.
Only then did Celly tell Bima that Naya was his biological sister,
“his name is Naya sir., he's my sister, sorry for slapping you and for passing you to polis”.
Bima patted Celly's shoulder hinting that she should be steadfast
“udah cell.. You don't have to think about it, I'm okay kok”.ucap bima soft
Then Bima walked towards the naya chair in the corner of the terrace of the house.naya aloof there, naya's gaze was still empty, her face pale, it was very visible that the woman was very tired, very tired, strangely since the death of his father he was very quiet, he did not cry as usual even though his tears often came out by themselves.
Bima knelt down in front of the chair she was sitting on, she held both hands of the girl placed on her thighs.
Naya did not care what the bima did at that time, she only looked at Bima for a moment and let out a long sigh and then diverted
looking at him again, Bima looked at Naya and said
“You can cry now, you can be sad, your father has died”
bima's words back then were like lightning in broad daylight, her words were completely resuscitated naya, she was like being slapped with those words.
when everyone told him to be strong, asked him to be steadfast, but Bima was the only one who told him to cry, forcing him to accept this harsh reality.
It seems like Bima is the only person who really understands her feelings, then Naya looks at Bima, her eyes are teary, she hugs Bima, and she cries so much.
on the sidelines of his cry naya always said “ayah. father”, what had been held was finally released into the arms of Bima, the man who almost hit him tempo
day.
Irony indeed, maybe Bima is the only person he hates, but at this time he cries in his arms, hugging him
tightly and venting out all the sorrow that had piled up on his chest.
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The rigor or lack of a person is not judged by how strongly he holds back his tears, but how much he can accept the reality and destiny of God.
Feeling happy or sad is a part of human reactions. So, there is nothing wrong when expressing happiness, and not a mistake when spilling sadness.