
I, who was initially only able to fall into my past by remembering the failures I had experienced, now began to rise when he came into my life...
The relationship that was just ordinary, is now closer than ever. At all times he would contact me, asking me where I was, what I was doing .One that had disappeared is now back .
*Dikantor ***
When I was busy with my work, my concentration arrived2 split. I was less focused because my stomach was very hungry.
"*Den, have you had breakfast??? much
" Udar tir, you haven't had breakfast???? ask Denis
"Not den, can anyone be told not to buy breakfast??? aska*
" *Aduh tell who ya tir, OB also Masi busy working" said Denis
"Yaudah den, it's okay" I said as I continued my work*.
When I wanted to continue my work, as usual my phone rang. One message came from farel.
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**Farer: Morning Tiara, already in the office????
I. : Morning of the rail, how are you.Where else??
Farel : Farel again on the road running out mama to the office. You have breakfast no???
Me : No rail, no one can be told to buy breakfast when Tiara is hungry**.
A few minutes later, I waited for a reply from him. But there was no reply to a message from him, probably because he was again on the road so that made him not have time to reply to my message that was what I thought . I've always instilled myself to think positive things .I put my phone back on the table. Not long after I put my phone on the table. One call came in from Farrel.
"*Hello rail, what's up???? much
"Tir, you're out now huh farel is in front of your office*???
I was so shocked, I put my phone down and ran towards the front parking lot of my office. When I arrived in front of my office, I saw a gray car parked .I walked up to the car and knocked on the windshield.
Tok....
The man in the car opened the windshield and smiled at me. He gave me a big bag of plastic and I didn't know what was in the bag .
"*directly eat yes" he said from inside the car
"Jeez farrel, thank you" I said from the outside.
"Judah you go in there again. His work spirit "while smiling at me*
"Yes, Tiara is in the thorns" I said, leaving her in the shoes
Without looking back, I walked into my room. You know this is the first time I've experienced something like this. I feel like he's very romantic. Once in my room, I immediately checked what was in the plastic bag that was given by farel for me . While I was checking the plastic bag, Denis came.
"*Who is tir????? denis was curious
"From farel den" with my happy expression
"Seriously, when did it come??? denis
"So just now 'Tiara went out and picked her up ahead" I told Denis*
"Well, he's" Denis said, and I agree with Denis very much, he's very good .
I went on to check the contents of his pouch, there was a pack of breakfast , vitamin drinks, tissue and mask. Yeah, maybe because he knew I had the flu, so he gave me everything I needed right now. He is a man who knows how to treat a woman, even if it is from the smallest thing.
"*Well, he's paying attention" Denis told me.
"It's den, I don't think "my word* either*
I opened the breakfast he bought. God, how does he know that I like savory rice????? I never told him what my favorite was .He was like a man who could read my mind.
**rest hours**
This afternoon as usual, I was alone in the room because Denis went out for lunch. The thing I always do is open Instagram while enjoying my lunch. I was busy with my instrgrams. One message came to my phone, do you know who it was from??????
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Farel: Had lunch yet???
Me: This is Tiara eating again. Did you eat???
Farel : Farel lunches again tir. Masi. Later in the afternoon want to pick up no????
Me: No repotin farrel?????( I feel happy)
Farel: Yes, no, even farel happy to meet Tiara.
Me : Yaudah, pick up Tiara at 5 o'clock.
Farel : Okay**
All right, this is the second time I'll be picked up home from work by her . It's not the first but why do I feel this way. Always feel deg.deg-an. I feel like I'm back to being ABG's son again. Feeling the name of the wrong behavior, feeling embarrassed every early meeting, nervous, not daring to look into his eyes directly. Come on Tiara remember how old you are now??????. To be honest, I also feel ashamed to see the present me .
**A few hours later**
I came back with my busyness, somehow in the seconds to the clock home. People are hugging me. The clock is at 17:00, I'm glorious to be ready to go home. Suddenly the phone in my room rang.
**crime.....Crane..kring....
I started to feel bad, Denis picked up the phone and....
"Sir" I said impassively
"Tiara, please leave my room for a moment" he ordered
" Good sir" I said as I took my phone and went to his room*
During my time in the boss room, I felt very agitated. Don't let him arrive, I'm so bad to let him wait. Finally my phone rang and it was a message from farrel.
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Farel: Tir , farrel already in the parking lot.
Me : Rail, sorry Tiara Masi there is a bad job. You okay waiting for Tiara ????
Farel : Yaudah continued , farel is okay tir**.
I was in my boss's room for almost half an hour and finally the meeting was over. I quickly went outside the room and walked towards my room. Inside Masi's room was Denis waiting for me.
"*Den, not home yet???? I said while tidying up my things
"Wait for you tir" Denis said
" Yaudah, let's go home" I said* while cursing the mask and taking my bag . This time I did not dress up as before because my condition was also not good. So I decided to use the mask during the meeting with him later .
Denis and I walked out of the room together, but we split up because Denis was headed for the back parking lot and I was headed for the front parking lot.
"Tiara Luan yes den, see you *tomorrow" I said to Denis
"Okay, be careful" Denis* said*
By the time I got to the front parking lot, I had already seen the parking lot farel. When I walk towards his car. Suddenly my heart was beating so fast. When I got to the car, I knocked on the glass and got into the car.
"Farel, sorry Tiara yes you must have waited *for long yes" I said in a sorry voice.
" Gosh, it's okay tir" he said as our car drove out of my office parking lot*.
While in the car, I didn't dare to see his face . I always take my eyes off her.But I know as usual she always looks cool .
"*Tir.
"Hmmmmmmm" I said without looking at him.
"Farel here loe tir, look towards farel dong ???? said*
I turned my face and looked at him.
"*Why rail?????? say
"Farel car has a lot of dust, right????? Do you wear a mask in the car??? heed
" No rail, Tiara again flu is afraid you will catch it" said I
"If you wear a mask, Farrel can't see your sweet face" he said
By reflex, I pinched his hand.
"Oh, it hurts" he said*
"*Who's the gombalin Tiara" I said
"Farel is not gombalin you loe, but that's the fact you are sweet" he said with a smile to me*.
We just walked around without knowing where to go while chatting in the car. We stopped at one of the fast food places to buy drinks.
"*You want to drink what tir" he said while we were in the drive thru queue.
"Tiara wants to drink mocca float" I said*
A few minutes wait, finally our order arrived. We also left the place to eat.
"*You like drinking that???? heed
"She loved this drink" I said
"Jeez, farel forgot????? he said in panic
"Forgot what rail???? aska*
" *You're not sick anymore, why drink ice???? Well, how do you want to heal??? heed
"What is this medicine" I said*
As long as I enjoy my drink, I feel like she's looking at me constantly while driving .
"*Rel,,,,, why do you see Tiara???? say
"What's wrong, you're just happy, farel finally can see your face because farel from waiting for when you open the mask" he said with a sweet smile to me*.
I'm starting to feel wrong now, I don't know if it's a fight or if it's a compliment from him. To cover up my misbehavior. I took his drink and stretched his drink for him, so he could drink while driving.
"Thank you Tiara" he said .
There was nothing special we did today, it was the same as the first time we met.Only a casual conversation, talking about my work and discussing his lectures. But one thing I know, every single thing I do with him all makes me very happy and slowly I start to be able to move on .
I began to understand, there was no point in reminiscing about the past and blaming myself for the failures that occurred, starting to open my heart was the way for me to be able to achieve my true destiny.
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