
Days continued to change and almost every day Handoko also tried to visit the mansion Berryl's parents hope he was given the opportunity to meet Hanindita. He even willingly rented a small contract for himself while in town. However, the universe does not seem to want to support a little because until today he could not meet his daughter. Berryl's family turned out to be very protective of Hanindita, sometimes she was sad because she could not see her daughter, but sometimes she was grateful because her daughter turned out to get a companion who really loved and loved her and her family.
Brakkk ...
Handoko threw her bag as long as she made Lidya, who was alone, flinched from her daydream. Lidya stood up to take the bag and put it in its place. After that, she rushed to the kitchen to make her husband a cup of coffee and served it on the table. It appears that Handoko rests her head on the back of the sofa while kneeling her temple with her eyes closed. I don't know what her husband thought. But according to her guess, surely her husband was thinking about Hanindita.
Didn't her husband manage to meet Hanindita?
Should he join hands?
"Mas," call Lidya but Handoko doesn't budge at all. They live in different worlds so they cannot interact with each other.
"Mas, didn't you manage to meet Dita?" ask Lidya again kekeh invite Handoko to speak.
But Handoko kept quiet. I don't know now he feels so reluctant to talk to the woman who is still his wife.
"Mas, by the way! You are not deaf! Or you're mute so you can't talk anymore!" sarcas Lidya did not care if what he said could offend Handoko.
"Shut your mouth! You're just making me dizzy. Yeah, I didn't make it to Dita, why? It's also because of what you did. You're the one who caused everything like this. You caused me to lose my son. You made me such a cruel father, all because of you," Handoko snapped at Lidya's guts.
"Emm .. it .. it .. I'm sorry. "I know, I was wrong. That's why I intend to help. I ... I'll go see Dita and talk to her. I ... will also apologize to Dita, how-what do you think?" tanya Lidya stammered.
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"Tell me why you're looking for my daughter-in-law, huh?" ivanka asked in a scornful tone at Lidya's arrival.
Suddenly, Lidya gathered in front of Ivanka and made it clear to be reunited with Hanindita.
"Madam, I beg you, let us meet Dita. Allow us. We promise, we won't do anything. We just wanted to meet and apologize to him. I beg you, madam!" said Lidya lirih.
Yes, he had indeed currently truly regretted his actions in the past. He realized that his actions were completely outrageous. He even realized it was natural that Hanindita did not want to meet let alone forgive him.
But it would be more unknown if he did not try to meet and apologize. Although he will most likely never be forgiven, but at least he has tried. Moreover, Handoko is now increasingly slumped because of the regret that gnaws all his heart and soul. He was eager to meet the princess he had never loved. Lidya's regret is becoming, this is all her fault. This was all because of his greed and selfishness. Though he knew, Hanindita was a good and obedient girl but they never tried to sympathize let alone love.
Raga Handoko seemed empty, all guilt and regret burst forth. The memory debris of the moments when his hands and tongue cruelly hurt Hanindita who was actually his own biological child made him often cry alone. How cruelly through this hand he hurt the little girl he was supposed to love.
"Meet? Don't dream! Your presence can make my son-in-law sad again. Moreover, she is pregnant right now and I do not want anything to happen to either my daughter-in-law or my granddaughter. Want you to sit down for days I won't care. This had not been comparable to what Anin had felt all along. You heartless, ruthless demons. So, swallow your regrets. Just pray, you have a long life to make up for all your crimes all this time" sissed Ivanka cynically. Then he stood up and left Lidya who was still on the floor with a face drenched in tears.
"Madam, I beg you, let me meet Dita. Allow us, madam. We regret. We apologize" said Lidya with eyes that suddenly darkened and finally fell on the cold floor.
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