Trapped in Your Love

The real struggle

lily woke up in the early hours.

"calm down, mother's child is still sleepy. "try to calm her baby.

feeling something coming out of his pants.it looks like his water has broken.

"son.. You seem to be impatient to see the mother yes. "

because the situation is quiet.. Lily does not want to disturb the residents here. decided her own way to the nearest midwife. while calming her baby to calm down.

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in the delivery room Lily was struggling to give birth to her child. her face was full of sweat.Nearly an hour struggling.

his tears flowed considering Hendra who already had another woman, perhaps now was happy with a woman who was more beautiful, and holier than him.

"his mother..don't cry ma'am.kasian his son inside."

lily nodded...

it was not until ten minutes.the cry of the baby rang out loud.....

"welcome mom... "

"my son. "he turned out very slowly.the midwife's employee cleaned the lily.

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"Mother's child. let's wake up to take a bath. "lily tried to wake her baby while stroking her baby's cheek which was named by her. Princesses.

her son was only five months old.they both lived quietly without thinking about what other than the dizzy lily looking for living expenses.it was difficult because the princess could not be left behind.

within a week after giving birth, because he no longer knew looking for money.... because she doesn't need that bag anymore, she'll just scavenge and take care of her son.

as a result he spent the needs of his son, who at that time still had two pairs of clothes, in alternating wear, because it was previously in the remainder of his neighbors who no longer need it.

"the mother's child quickly grew up, so that you can stay for money." said Lily to the baby who never woke up.

lily continued to hang clothes next to the house.

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use petromax lamps made by yourself using used bottles, so only buy oil and wicks only.

lily cooks rice for herself using a pot, cooks with wood, again for not having the money to buy gas.

her body is increasingly unkempt.. her face is charred by the sun. do not think about it anymore, the most important thing is that her child can be healthy. fortunately the baby is still drinking breast milk. what if it grows and costs more.

at night, when the baby is sleeping with a glove that is folded to be thicker, as well as the baby pillow that is sewn itself, the contents of cotton cotton cotton that is taken from the pillow.

every night crying while watching her baby fall asleep, remembering her very unfortunate fate.

flashbacks

sent message

"i know you already have a new one. just want to talk to you know...our child is born early today.its name is Princess. I know this message is free... you won't see it either, but I hope one day you'll see this and know it all. The hundreds of messages I sent you never saw... I don't know why.maybe busy with your girlfriend, or change the number. Maybe this is the last time I send a message. I hope you are happy, it does not have a place in your heart anymore, but you are still always in my heart, and will not be replaced. sorry, I still love you until now.may be happy ya😊"

sent message

lily is determined to give up sending a message to Hendra again.This is the last one.

flashback off

"healthy healthy yes the mother's child. There will only be both of us.sorry mother yes, can not bring father daughter... same mother does not papa right..maybe the father of the daughter is happy now.we do not disturb the father yes.Daughter is not papa if life is difficult with the mother.... sorry mother yes. . "apologize while kissing her child's cheek and then go to sleep.

**mau another one.. again diligent because🤣.

what do you want to say to Lily?

what's that gonna say, Hendra?

what do you want to say to little princess**?

found after this chapter yes.. let's quickly😁....