Trapped in Young Boss Love

Self-Esteem

Sierra stared at the room that read 'Director' doubtfully. Many times Sierra tried to knock on the door of the room but quickly his intention was immediately expressed.

Sierra took a deep breath. He looked back at his phone screen and read a short message he had just received a few minutes ago. A message that can make Sierra desperate and seemed to want to give up with the life he lived.

“Sierra don't forget to pay off your father's debt immediately! I gave him a week to pay. If within a week has not been paid off, be prepared to leave your home!”

That's the content of a short message that had disturbed Sierra's mind. Which makes Sierra's heart become restless and unsettled. Even his head also began to feel dizzy and swirling because he had to think of a way to get 80 million money within a week.

Although Sierra has savings, of course, the savings he has are not that much. Half of it does not exist. And if Sierra intends to sell himself, it will still be impossible if he can earn that much money in a very short period of time. Moreover, Sierra also realized that he did not belong to the category of beautiful and sexy women. So the idea of selling his body would only be in vain.

For the umpteenth time Sierra was staring at the room in front of him back. Only the man in the room can help and help Sierra. Because Sierra knows, if the man has a woman then the man will give anything to the woman. Even though it was money worth tens of millions.

After a long time struggling with his own feelings and just standing in front of the room with a blank look, Sierra finally tried to brave himself. He began to knock on the door of the room hesitantly. Until after 3 beats finally the man who was in the room was making a sound.

“Log,”

Sierra who heard the order opened the door slowly. Then he walked inside with a very careful step so as not to make a sound.

Sometimes Sierra also glances and steals a glance towards the man who is being preoccupied with his work. Until when Sierra was right in front of him, the man turned his eyes towards Sierra.

“What's up?” asked the man coldly.

Sierra looked at the man doubtfully. He did not know whether what he would say would really be his helper or even destroy his work.

Sierra realized that his speech would give a sassy and out-of-bounds impression. Moreover, Sierra told the director of his company. Sierra who was worried was holding both hands that began to sweat.

"Why are you quiet? Is there something you want to talk about?" the man said back and looked impatient. Sierra took a deep breath. He was trying to gather all his strength. It's all for the good of his family!

“Begin the director there is something I want to talk to you about," Sierra opened his voice.

“Speak," replied the man still remained as cool as ever.

“Before I want to apologize to the director if my words are too presumptuous. But I really need it and only you can help me,"

This time Sierra's voice started to hoarse. Even her eyes were already glazed. Sierra wanted to cry. Either crying out of fear or because of the burden of his life.

The man in front of him was silent. He noticed Sierra who looked nervous like never before. Whereas if it was only about work, this secretary would definitely not be that scared. There must be other problems outside of work that he wanted to say. The man could guess right away.

“Iya try to say first so that I can understand," this time the voice of the man sounded friendly. Makes Sierra take a deep breath back.

“Look my director really apologized but I really need it. Director Revan, can I borrow money from the company?”

The man named Revan narrowed his eyes. Then Revan got up from his seat and walked towards the Sierra. Sierra's body was even more trembling because of his fear.

“About 80million directors. I'm really sorry for being so rude. But I desperately needed it to pay off my father's debts. Please, director help me. Help me director,"

This time Sierra had already knelt down to beg the man before him. Even the tears that Sierra had been holding back began to wet his face.

“Hei. Don't be like this" Revan held Sierra's hand to stand back. While Sierra can only obey until finally now Sierra has stood back right in front of Revan by bowing his face. Sierra was already too embarrassed to look at the man who was the director of his company.

“Alright I'll lend you the money. What assurance can you give me? What can I get if I help you?” tanya Revan who was still staring fixedly at Sierra.

“I don't know the director either. I have nothing. I don't have any valuable possessions to guarantee. Maybe I can give a promise that I will serve the company and repay my debts" replied Sierra, who was still bowing his face.

“You said sneak? How long do you want to take to get it paid off? Even I'm not sure if you can pay all your debts even though you die working in this company considering the amount of salary you get every month is not much,"

Sierra was silent for a moment. What Revan said is true. Although until old Sierra worked in the company and served the company, but given the amount of salary Sierra gets every month certainly will not be able to pay off the debt. Even to pay off half of it would definitely not be able to.

“Maybe I can't guarantee something valuable to you director. But I'm willing to sell myself to you if it can get me the money loan,"

Sierra bit his lower lip. He realized that his words could get him fired and lost his job. But considering that he really needs money now, Sierra is trying to brave himself and will accept any consequences from what he says.

Revan smiles. Then he held onto Sierra's face which had been bowed down to look at him. At last they were staring at each other.

“Sell yourself? You think you're that attractive? You deserve to sell yourself to me? Are you beautiful and sexy?”

For the umpteenth time Sierra was silent. He was unable to answer the question given by Revan. Sierra is very aware of himself who is far from beautiful or sexy.

Sierra is just a normal woman. Far from perfect. Especially when compared to the women who are dated by the director. Sierra is nothing. Realizing the fact that Sierra could only bow his face back.

“I give you one chance. Tomorrow we will wear different clothes. Try to seduce me. If you can seduce me, then I will give you that loan and consider your eligibility to sell myself to me. Do you understand?” revan is back.

Sierra shook his head. The worry that had haunted him earlier seemed to just disappear. Because at least Sierra still has a chance. Sierra also promised that he would use the opportunity as best he could. Even though it would completely humiliate him and make him lose his self-esteem. Sierra won't care.

“Thank you director. Thank you for the opportunity you gave me. I'll use the opportunity well,"

“Good. Now you can go back to where you work. I'll be waiting for you tomorrow" Revan has walked back to his seat and is preoccupied with papers at work.

“I leave director. Thank you very much,"

Sierra bowed his body and walked out of the room. Arriving outside, Sierra's entire body felt weak. Even Sierra to the point of crouching because it resisted the trembling in his body.

Not long after that, tears began to wet Sierra's face again. Tears show how hard it is to live this life.

Sierra felt very embarrassed and disgusted by her who looked so cheap. Sierra really felt he had no self-respect. Sierra is not much different from the women of the night who want to sell the body just for the sake of earning money. Sierra's cry was further broken as he recalled the incident that had just happened. Sierra was getting more and more dissolved in his grief.