
UNEASY
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If calculated, maybe more than ten times Feya tried to change position, Feya tried to find the most comfortable sleeping position tonight. But whatever it is, want to whine left or right, supine or even face down, still he can not find the best position. The clock had shown eleven o'clock more than twenty minutes, Feya's eyes were still open looking at Leya's ceiling.
Tonight Feya agrees to Leya's request to stay at Leya's apartment. Feya deliberately agreed Leya's request on the grounds that tomorrow morning Leya would fly to Country H, so tonight she wants to be with her twin, because they will be separated for two weeks. As for Leya, agreeing Feya to sleep with her tonight is a good start. Because that way Feya will be faster to socialize with his apartment environment, the better their game will be later.
"Why can't you sleep?" Tanya Leya who had been disturbed by Feya's efforts to find a comfortable position to make her eyes feel tired and asleep.
"Maybe because I'm not used to the environment here". Feya replied from behind Leya's back.
"Do you need anything?" Leya wanted to make Feya comfortable.
"No, there's no. Go to sleep, tomorrow your plane leaves in the morning. You have to rest a lot". Feya tries to get Leya back to sleep.
"Fe?" Said Leya while changing her sleeping position facing Leya.
"Hemmm", Feya answered briefly.
"You remember, when we were six years old. When you can't sleep like this, Papa will definitely stroke your hair and somehow after that you must be sleeping soundly". Leya asked Feya.
Feya smiled remembering the moment. Not once did it happen twice in their childhood, Feya himself did not know what the cause was that he could feel very calm with just a gentle swipe of Papa's hand in his hair. And sure enough, not long after that Feya would definitely fall asleep, sleep soundly and quietly.
Feya felt happy considering the events in their past. Then Feya tilted her body until now her face and Feya aligned, looking at each other.
"Do you want me to rub your head now?". Leya tried to give the solution to the twin in order to fall asleep immediately like their childhood.
"No, I'll be asleep soon too. I just need to adjust to this new situation". Feya replied convincing Leya.
"Thank you for playing the role with me" Leya said sincerely while giving Feya her best smile.
"And don't forget to pray, may I and all not end in vain". Feya reminded Leya.
"Don't worry, it's all good. We've discussed this many times, I've prepared everything as best I can, as perfectly as possible". Leya said confidently.
"Don't like to go before God, prayer is still important if we want to succeed". Feya didn't want Leya to brag too much. "Now close your eyes, tomorrow I will take you to the airport".
"Thank you twins". Said Leya while kissing Feya's right cheek.
Feya simply answered Leya's thanks with a small smile on her face. His heart was still not calm, his soul still doubted his own ability to start everything tomorrow. But all has continued to agree, his efforts to retreat will only make Leya cry bitterly because of her disappointment.
So for now, Feya was only able to give Leya a small smile as a form of her heartbreak for tomorrow.
All your wishes, even though I have been honest with you, I cannot but you still force me. May God have mercy on me so that I do not make things fall apart. No regrets later in life.