
Gustin sat alone in front of two mounds of earth.Her tears still flowed profusely on his two cheeks.now the two most precious and in his love have gone for a long time.
"Why Dad and Mom left so soon.What must Gustin do now.Gustin already has no one else now.sorry Gustin ya Yah Bu.because Gustin can not make you happy."Gustin cried so much in front of his parents' graves.
Sandy who was sitting at the Cafe with Rendi suddenly dropped the glass in her hand.his heart felt chest pain suddenly tightness.Hair eyes fell by itself."O Allah what is this, what is this feeling.Protect the man whom I love, and I beg you to take care of the woman whom I love wherever she may be."sandy sat on her chest.
"What's up, sir. Is Mr. Sandy okay." asked Rendi.
"It's okay Ren.just my feelings are not good.we go home now Ren."
"Good Sir."Rendi and Sandy immediately got out of her seat and soon passed from the Cafe.
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1 week later
Gustin looked at the photo of his parents who were in the gallery of his HP.The tears flowed staring at the photo.now Gustin was right alone."Oh Allah...one by one the people who are dear servants go to leave the servant.Pardon the servant if all this time the servant is too arrogant with the happiness that I have.Pardon the servant, O Lord, strengthen the servant that always walk in the path of You the most beautiful place for Father and Mother servants, Rabb." murmured Gustin.
for a moment Gustin closed both his eyes.Gustin grabbed his HP wanted to contact Nino and also Sisi.because all this time only Nino and Sisi knew Gustin's new number.when Gustin wanted to contact his best friend Hp Gustin first call in from his best friend Nino.
"Assalamualaikum."
"Goddessalam...Tin Why are you so hard to contact these days anyway.you are not anything." asked Nino.not her to hear Gustin Nino's answer even heard Gustin's sobs.
"Tin.ada kapa.kamu kok nangis.kamu good only Tin..."
"No...Father and Mother No..."
"Dad and Mom why Tin..."
"Father and Mother died No one week ago.they were accidents No. Now I don't have anyone else No. I'm alone here No. I have to how now No."Lirih Gustin in between his tears.
"I have to what now No. The people I love one by one go to leave me alone No...maybe this is a rebuke from God because all this time I was stubborn and not obedient to Father and Mother."
"Already you do not talk like that.this is all fate.you do not be sad anymore.you come with me to college here.I have found some of the best Universities that provide benefits for children who are smart like you.I'm sure you could've gotten in one of them."
"I don't want to repotin you No. I will be a burden you later."
"Hey...you say what the hell.I just help you.I want what you aspire to so far can be realized.I want to see my best friend succeed and become a tough and proud woman.you take care of departure and letter another important thing is that in a few days I'll come to pick you up. I won't let you in there alone.you're ready for everything."
"What's that won't trouble No.."
"Not if you follow me. Okay."
"Thank you very much No."
"It's okay.good then you heart yes there.keep yourself good good good.don't be sad again Okay."
"Thank you, no..."
After the call ended Gustin immediately came out of his room, Gustin's heart ached considering everything he had experienced at this time.Gustin had to part with the only man he loved and had not yet healed the wound now he must be separated from his parents because of death.
Gustin was sitting on his chest, and his Word flowed with his prayer."O Allah, forgive my sins and the sins of my parents and the sins of those who are dear to you, and guide the servant of your Lord to always walk in Your way I want you to give thanks for all that You have given me, Lord, and give kindness in every step of my life, if the love that is in my heart is not the best for me, then blot out his name in my heart but if he is the best for me, let this love remain in my heart for him, always give happiness to him, Rabb, even without me at his side."
And as if Sandy and Gustin's hearts were always connected, both could feel the same sadness and pain because of love and longing in his second heart, just like today when Gustin mentioned Sandy in his prayer sandy who was sitting in his room suddenly pressed his chest pain and tightness and Sandy knew at this time the woman he loved was remembering him. Sandy can easily feel the love of Gustin who is still the same when they are still together.although now they are in different places but not with the hearts of both.they still love each other.although not face to face but both love in prayer.
Sandy is confident in the power of God who will meet the two.Sandy stood by the window of his room.looking at the sky tonight which looks cloudy.not long after the rain came down.increasing the sadness in the heart of longing."If you hadn't gone from my side maybe we'd be happy by now.I've never regretted loving you.still vividly remember your beautiful smile in my eyes and heart.Your long hair that I also miss.love you is want me and have you is my hope and prayer.I will not be tired of saying your name in every prayer I.That hurts not because of separation but the pain of having to endure longing."
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