Trapped In The Body Of A High School Girl
New Thing
The first time I felt when I opened my eyes was the pain in my head, a little grimacing when I tried to get out of sleep, I looked around the room, ah the hospital turned out. Yeah, of course, because I remember my room wasn't this small.
I saw both my hands, the left one attached to the right infusion wrapped in bandages, I felt also my head attached to the bandage, a little stiff because the bandage was a little too tight.
This room is quiet, I don't see bastian anywhere, usually as long as I fall asleep he always waits patiently, maybe he's taking care of something else. I saw the clock at 02:35,
I woke up in the morning
But why didn't Bastian put me in the VVIP room, this room was too narrow for me.
After sitting properly, I began to think about the last thing that got me into the hospital. I sighed at the memory of sitting at the park, helping to pick up a child's balloon, walking halfway, and the white car that hit me. I was in an accident, cliche once but this is fucking I'm gonna have bastian look for who hit me.
If I remember how my body was hit hard by that white car, it couldn't be just this wound that I got, she said, at least a broken bone or a broken wound here and there or maybe a coma and I still remember a lot of pain in my left shoulder and my head.
I saw my hands again, both,
since when do I dye my nails
the bright red color is striking, no I never color my nails. My hands also look thinner and it feels like these are just bones wrapped in skin. Wait, how long do I sleep, does that mean I'm in a coma for a long time ?
And it makes my body thin like this, is it Bastian's nail polish as well. Since when did Bastian dare to do things I don't like.
Haah was it true that long I was asleep ?
I hate to say this, but it feels so empty
I miss you guys
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The day was already noon, the window curtain was wide open the view of the city was presented there. This morning there was a nurse who was checking the infusion, because she had just slept at half-time 5 am, Fiel ignored the sister and then continued to be closed.
Now he was sitting leaning on the headboard, typical hospital food was on the left nightstand he did not lyrics even though, he really did not taste to eat.
Clamps
The sound of the door diverting his attention, he saw an old mother with both hands holding a plastic bag, his eyes showing shock, the old mother was silent for a while until he finally realized and approached the patient.
" mady is conscious ? Sorry aunt just came noon non "
His hands trembled slightly at the flat look on his master's face, he took out some fruits from the black plastic bag and took out the chicken pulp from the white plastic bag
" aunty tau non definitely have not eaten because non never like hospital food, so aunt bawain porridge non subscription chicken, this is a favorite of non, non eat well aunt bribe"
His hands deftly open the porridge box, bi marni was rather surprised to see her young lady was conscious, because it was 2 days after the accident young lady was in a coma, the doctor said at that time. When the wrinkled hand thrust out a spoonful of porridge, her young lady asked a surprising thing
" who are you ?"
Bi Marni's face showed real shock, the spoon of porridge she was holding almost fell
" n-non don't remember auntie ? Don't you really remember aunt ?" bi Marni felt her eyes turn red, she tried to hold back the crying, the spoon of porridge she put back, her focus she turned to the eyes of the miss
Her young miss only displayed a flat expression, no spoiled look as usual nor eyes that often looked haughty. Just an uninterested look.
" non, this is bi Marni, aunty who has taken care of non since childhood, aunty has joined a non-19-year-old family. The housekeeper's aunt in the sagara family "clearly explained slowly
Fiel raised next to his eyebrows
Sagara ?
He does not know who is Sagara family, and why this old mother said that she is Sagara family, after the family accident she was immediately taken care of by her mother's sister
" i don't know who this mother is, and I'm not part of the Sagara family, you may be wrong room "still with a flat look, Fiel replied without interest
" nona i-this must be something wrong, aunty call the doctor first yes "bi Marni passed with a frightened face, she did not want to voice what was on her mind, he said, this is wrong there must be something wrong with her young lady
Fiel clucked dislikes, he really wants to be alone now, after all where Bastian why his assistant did not come - come, even if he was leaving he should have the bodyguard guard outside the room, I really don't like strangers who know that
Before long the old mother who called herself bi Marni came with a doctor and two sisters behind her
" d-doctor please check miss Alexa doc, she does not remember who I am and herself "bi Marni said that while crying, without a lot of words the doctor immediately examined her
" what are you feeling ? Is there still a headache ?" the doctor asked calmly
" yes, the dizziness is still very pronounced occasionally "
The doctor nodded, he told the nurse to replace the bandages on her head and hands, the other sister was writing something
" the wound on your hand has dried up, but it still has to be bandaged for today if tomorrow is really dry the bandage can be removed, for wounds on the head due to your wounds in the sewer still should not be removed, change the bandage should only be once a day until completely dry, I will prescribe new drugs and vitamins so that the wound quickly closes " Fiel just nodded, the doctor examined the infusion
" The Alexa ? Who is he ? " Fiel felt the doctor had misnamed her
" of course you miss, your name is miss Alexa "
" i'm Cassandra not Alexa "cries bi Marni really broke, her bad thoughts have filled her head
" do you remember your parents ?"
" yes I remember, they had been gone for a long time "Fiel said that with a cold eye, and it did not escape the doctor's vision
" how old are you ?"
" 24 years "
" and what year is it now ?"
Fiel frowned "2019" he replied softly
The doctor simply nodded, he turned his gaze to the old woman who called out to him earlier
" i think because of the shock and impact on her head Miss Alexa experienced temporary memory loss, plus the burden of disturbing thoughts before the accident occurred. It made her mind imagine things that she had not thought of before, but mother was calm this was only temporary after her shock lost her memory will return again " bi Marni was still hiccuping after hearing the doctor's explanation, she still felt afraid of all this, there was a feeling of pity that permeated her heart, why her nona should get all of this
" but doc everything's gonna be okay, right ?"
" everything's fine ma'am, try to remind me of things related to Miss Alexa slowly who knows this can restore his memory "the doctor resigned himself after it felt enough
The room again left two people with different feelings, bi Marni strengthened her heart so as not to be too late in crying, while Fiel her head throbbed in pain, while her heart was still too late, he was confused at all why the doctor said he forgot his memory, he did not forget at all he remembered all the memories when the children to adulthood even the seconds he had an accident
Something's not right
Bi Marni touched Alexa's hand slowly, she then sat down in the chair next to the patient's bed
" non aunt apologized because that afternoon aunt could not prevent non go, if aunt knows non will accident aunt must be forced to do not make at home alone, moreover, non-at that time had not eaten " said bi Marni slowly, occasionally her tears dropped
" but not calm, now aunt will keep non until non healed "her hands quickly wipe the tears
Fiel saw that in silence, he still could not digest what happened, the doctor must have misdiagnosed his condition
" not eat first yes, aunt bribe" while occasionally a hiccup bi Marni brought a box of porridge in her lap, the porridge was cold because it was left for long
Fiel was silent, but he said when told to open his mouth, neither of them let out a sound, silent until bi Marni fed Fiel until the porridge ran out
" what does not I want to peel an apple ? Or pier? "
Fiel who was drinking just shook his head
" can you get me a mirror ? "
With a swift bi Marni looking for a small mirror, she remembers keeping it in the second nightstand drawer, after which she can hand it to her nona
Fiel looked at the mirror with glaring eyes, who was the girl he saw, this was not her, she had no brown hair like this, her hair was jet black, long and straight, and straight, but this hair was a little curly under her, she was completely unconscious just now, her eyes were small with a faint gaze, lentic eyelashes, her lips were thin pink and somewhat dry, small nose that is not too fat, the face is rather round, the right portion. White skin without acne or other skin problems. Cute teenage face.
Whose face is this ? It's not me !!
Fiel was shocked, very shocked, this face was foreign, this was really not him, his eyes, nose, hair, hands, even his body was not him, this body belonged to someone else. Who and why, how did this happen, what actually happened, the question kept spinning in his head
" i-this whose face is it ?"
Bi Marni just smiled, the nonanya may not have thought that her own face was very beautiful, what someone who amnesia forgets his own face?
" it's a non-face, non-Axia calm, a scratch on the face non definitely soon disappear, and the hook on the temple non-obstructed hair "
Bi Marni explained calmly, because this young lady is very caring for her face, there is one pimple just like a fire
The hook on Fiel's temple throbbed, he grimaced loudly, bi Marni who saw it panicked, she told Fiel to sleep, did not have the heart to see her nona withstanding pain
" non sleep only, aunty will keep non, all aunt nebus new drug prescription yes "
Fiel just nodded, his head went along - follow the pain, about the new things that happened he would think about it later
I need to quickly figure out what's really going on
Ahh this shit hurts so much
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