TRAPPED IN META LOVE

So you know everything?

Devan hugged the cold meta, for some reason Devan was so frantic at the meta shivering with such coldness.

"I'm taking it to the doctor? I'm afraid nothing will happen to you!"

"Son Van, I don't papa!"

"I made an angel tea!"

Meta just nodded in reply to Devan, it felt like his body suddenly felt limp.

Devan immediately spruced up to make a warm sweet tea for meta.

"Drink the tea!"

Devan helped meta to wake up and helped him drink the tea.

"Thank you Van you always help me!"

"Have it, have I told you so often! You don't have to thank me like that! How'd it go?"

Devan puts the tea on the table, then helps meta lie down and covers it again.

"Van.....!" meta said while holding Devan's hand beside him.

"Hemmm, why?" devan asked while staring at the meta who looked limp and pale.

"I want to tell you something!"

"What story?"

"A few days ago I had a nightmare, a dream about Rendi. And the nightmares keep repeating, I'm really scared of Van, I'm afraid that the dreams are coming true!"

Seen the look on the face of Jesica who was afraid to imagine his dream a few days ago, a dream that lately disturbed his mind.

"What's the nightmare until you're so scared?"

"In my dream that I saw Rendi fall into the river, I tried to prevent it but in vain, Rendi actually fell into the river that was rushing! The dream was real, I was really scared, afraid that if Rendi happened anything, I was afraid that Rendi would leave me Van!"

A frightened Meta wakes up from his bed and hugs Devan. The shocked Devan saw the meta who looked very frightened, returned a meta hug and stroked the meta long hair that was broken.

Devan has never met such panic and fear, despite the meta panic of thinking about Rendi.

"You're calm well, Rendi won't do anything!" devan said calming meta.

Tears just flowed profusely on the meta cheeks that accidentally flowed. It felt like meta wanted to spill all the fatigue in his heart in Devan's arms.

"You want to cry, cry, don't have to hold it!" devan said still hugging tightly into the meta.

"I will always be there for you, I will provide you with my shoulder, even if you lean on my shoulder for crying for Rendi!" inner Devan.

Meta cried as much as he could in Devan's arms, as if he would completely lose Rendi.

"I'm afraid that if I lose my joint, I can be honest with you van!?"

Meta let go of his embrace, wiping away the tears that had soaked his cheeks.

"Honest about what?"

"Actually Rendi was once convicted of leukemia! And that's why I'm always worried about his health! It feels like the disease is still haunting even though Rendi said she was cured and routine checkup. I don't know why, I'm so afraid of losing Rendi!"

Devan suddenly remembered the story of Rendi some time ago while in Indonesia.

"Vana....Van...! How about nglamun! You're not horrified?"

"Sorry met, yes I'm horrified. So you're associating your nightmares with that rendition disease?"

"I don't know, my filings seem to be heading like that! But how do you think you're not surprised I said Rendi has leukemia?"

"Yesterday in Indonesia, the time on Ardian's birthday he told me a lot about Ardian. Even Rendi encouraged Ardian to heal, like he could recover from his illness!"

"Yes, I know, to be honest, I actually knew it was a long time!"

"What's? You mean, before I was with Rendi, you knew that first?"

Devan threw away his gaze, sighing as he wanted to tell her what he had been keeping all this time.

"I knew about Rendi's disease, even in High School" Devan said, telling me everything.

"So......??"

"You still remember, when Rendi first entered school, even then he said you and Rendi broke up. I told you to go home but at that time Rendi misunderstood"

Still clearly remembered the event where Rendi rained in front of his house which then made him faint and rushed to the hospital just because Rendi did not want to break up with him.

"I want to, wasn't that time you came home?'

"You're wrong, when you entered the house, I tried to explain to Rendi so as not to misunderstand. But Rendi couldn't believe it, and I pretended to go home. Although I actually did not really come home, I saw Rendi from far away who was rained waiting for you to open the door! From there I just found out what Rendi really feels like to you!"

"Certainly??"

"I saw Rendi pass out and I also followed you to the hospital."

"You're following us to the hospital? Make what?"

"When I was in the hospital I accidentally heard you talking to the doctor, and I was horrified about the treatment of Rendi in Singapore? I was curious so after you talked to the doctor, I immediately interrupted the doctor. And that's when I first figured out what Rendi's disease really is!"

"So, you know all the history of Rendi's disease from that doctor?"

"At first the doctor did not want to tell, but I said that if I was Rendi's brother in Indonesia, the doctor told me that Reni had leukemia. That's all the information I've received from the doctor!"

Actually meta does not mind if Devan knows everything, it's just that it turns out all this is unexpected it turns out Devan already know the history of Rendi's disease from the past.

"That's why I wasn't surprised when you told me about Rendi's disease?"

"Rendi knows that you already know?"

"No, when he was yesterday, I pretended to be shocked as if I had never known about his illness. I'm sorry if I lied to Rendi at that time, it was just that I did it to keep Rendi feeling."

"Thank you Van, you have been able to keep this secret even for years, because honestly from the first only a few people who know about this disease Rendi. Actually Rendi just does not want many people who know, especially with many people know he will be pitied by many people! He wanted to live his life as normally as when he had not been exposed to the disease!"

"I know met, I get it. But it's also what makes me worry when you're with Rendi! Emm I don't mean my jealousy, but I'm just worried that suddenly Rendi and you have nothing when you go!"

"So the reason we've been following me and Rendi all this time??"

"Yes met, all this time I was always following you and Rendi everywhere, well even though sometimes I like fighting with Rendi! But my real goal is I can make sure we're all right with Rendi. Because I knew Rendi couldn't achieve it because she had the disease! I'm afraid you guys have nothing? If I can be honest I sometimes feel whether Rendi has really healed and can take care of you completely!"

"What did you say?'

"Sorry met, I didn't mean to offend you? But met, if I can be honest all the things I'm doing are my only desire to take care of you!"

"You mean?"

"Maybe someone else will judge me stupid or a backup guy or whatever it is! But I ignore that That I always try to be beside you, looking after you when in fact you are next to others! But at least even if other people say I'm stupid, I can feel calm when I see you happy!"

"Vane...."

"I know met, I know how you felt before? After all now I'm much more familiar with Rendi! You also know I'm just your best friend!"

Devan moved from his seat, all he explained at length, even nothing he covered from the meta.

"I went to the room first ya met, already malem you slept there gih!"

Devan left the meta still wrapped in a blanket.

Meta was fixated on hearing all the explanations devan, realized how great Devan sacrifice for him so far.

^^^Don't forget to stop by my new novel well.its title is "SUPERSTAR LOVE CONTRACT"