
(Still POV Maisya)
I opened the door to Zifran's nursery and intended to catch up with Leon who had asked permission to receive a call from Onad, our best friend. However, the moment I wanted to open the door, along with that, Zifran's outpatient room door first opened from the outside and made me surprised to find out who opened it.
"Maisha?!"
"Tante," I say hello to Aunt Sarah who looks as surprised as I am.
"You-you"
I smiled. "Please come in, Tan," I said, cutting off Aunt Sarah's words, then letting her.
"Ah yes." Aunty Sarah then entered followed by Papa Kak Zifran who smiled to see me. I also returned it.
After that I went to rest in the waiting chair in front of Zifran's ward while waiting for Leon to return. Don't you think I'm avoiding Zifran's parents about the matter, I just want to keep Leon's feelings from thinking that it's not about my relationship with Zifran right now.
About 10 minutes I waited, Leon did not come, but I think calling Onad did not take nearly an hour. While waiting, I played my legs hanging by swinging back and forth several times until finally the ache I got, but Leon had not yet revealed his nose. I don't know, I don't know where that guy went I don't know.
What could he be. usstt! I shook my head repeatedly to expel the bad thoughts about my fiancee. I know that Leon is not a selfish person. Even though he was jealous, he wouldn't have the heart to leave me alone.
I remember calling Leon. Ah... why didn't I think about it earlier?
I picked up the phone in the Sling bag, and then I found Leon's number among the numbers on my cell phone. However, my activities stopped after the presence of someone who made me jerk.
"How are you, Sya? Haven't we met in a long time?" Suddenly Aunt Sarah sat beside me with a smile that made me feel bad.
Yes, I feel awkward after a few years we did not meet and now met in a different situation like this afternoon.
"Good, Tan. Aunt herself how?" I ventured to look into Aunt Sarah's face.
"As you can see now. Thank you so much for taking care of Zifran. I'm sorry that Auntie was selfish with you, Sya," said Aunt Sarah, looking a little sad after saying all that.
I paused for a moment to think about what attitude I should give her. If you remember what happened I feel a little disappointed, but I also can't blame Aunt Sarah because I also know that the woman in front of me now wants the best for Brother Zifran.
Shit is fucking shit. Why is my heart so melow like this!
"Em.. I am the one who thanked Zifran, Tan, because he has not helped me. And the one who should be sorry is me because I'm Zifran's brother so I'm a gini. Oiya, is Zi aware of Tan?" ask me to know because when I came out the man was still closing his eyes.
"Yet. Yuk come to the cafeteria, we chat there while eating dinner, because Aunt had not had time to eat earlier. You haven't eaten yet, have you?" said Aunt Sarah pulled my hand and immediately took me to the cafeteria in the hospital area
It turns out Aunt Sarah's attention never changed my mind.
"Now do you know how Zifran is? Auntie hope you will forgive Zifran's mistakes that hurt you first huh? If inget first... Aunty feels guilty for you and Zifran. Especially after knowing the actual incident, Aunt feels more guilty because she does not believe the same Aunt herself. Even more so with the ease of Aunt separating the two of you."
I saw a stroke of sadness on Aunt Sarah's face. I don't know what really happened all this time. From the way she spoke while stirring her food, I was more and more convinced that Aunt Sarah harbored such deep feelings of sadness and guilt about what happened between us.
"The past problems do not need to be discussed again, Tan all that has become the past that makes us sicker. I'm okay now anyway. So, auntie don't have to feel guilty like this."
Gently, I clasped Aunt Sarah's hand to give her understanding that I was happy with my current situation. The woman immediately grabbed my hand and held it tightly. We ignored the eyes of the canteen visitors who had been watching us.
Namu, my feelings changed when Aunt Sarah started telling me about brother Zifran after we split up. I don't know why it all makes me this dilemma.
"I mean, Auntie?" Instantly, my curiosity about Brother Zifran came out along with the news I just heard.
But what is still a sign of my question to this day is, where is Lak Zifran's wife and child. As long as we were in the hospital, I didn't see. Especially after the presence of Aunt Sarah and Om Arya.
"Tante Sarah took off our grasp, then sighed and exhaled slowly. "So, here's the story..." Aunt Sarah started telling me about Zifran's situation back then and I kept quiet to listen to her.
POV (Sarah's Aunt)
After Zifran was declared in a coma, the doctor who handled it told us that the possibility for Zifran to wake up was very thin, considering that the iron wound that hit his head made his cranium crack and hit his left brain. Especially after heavy bleeding in the head, the Doctor concluded that Zifran could not last long. At that time my heart was broken to pieces to accept the bitter reality if our only son should be in this situation.
If you can choose, let me be in his current position. No mother could see her son lying on top of a hospital gurney with a body fitted with medical equipment and a ventilator hose (Atlet inserted into the mouth). With the head bandaged and the legs hung above due to an accident that made his knees crumpled and had to be cast.
"So what happened to Zifran after that?" asked Maisya who was looking at me as if asking me to continue the story.
"At that time we could only resign to the state of Zifran. The doctor said, even if Zifran is aware, there are several other possibilities that we have to deal with afterwards," said I again remember the events of difficult times that we had to face.
"meaning?"
"Huffff..." I took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. "At that time Doctor Darmawan said that Zifran will not be able to survive long with the condition of him which at that time was almost impossible to survive due to serious injuries and severe bleeding in his head. Doctor Darmawan said, even if Zifran were conscious, he would probably have amnesia. And the worst is..."
I hung my words for a moment because my tears almost spilled as I recalled how Zifran struggled to get in our midst.
At the same time, I also saw the tears of Maisya who unhesitatingly just made the girl I used to be proud of clasping my hands back so tightly.
"Have not continued to make aunty cry. I'm sorry if I made Auntie into a keinget again" Maisya asked me.
Indeed, Zifran's situation used to be so painful for me in particular. I was always caught in my guilt for him. After an argument at home, Zifran left home with a grouchy look after me and his father forced him to marry Amel.
"It's okay, Shay." I resumed our delayed conversation. "And the worst thing said by Doctor Darmawan is, Zifran will experience paralysis due to the sensory experience of motor nerves. Of course it was the biggest blow to Om and Aunt at the time. For us Zifran is a gift in our marriage, so when the Doctor says Zifran will amnesia and paralysis make Om and Auntie. hiks"
"However, destiny says something else. After a year of post-consciousness, Zifran was able to slowly move his limbs and we always called in a therapist to help speed up his recovery process. And as you can see, now Zifran can walk because of his strong will to heal" I continued.
"Oh yes, auntie should not be sad. I understand how Auntie feels. I'm sorry, Brother Zifran. Now auntie don't have to worry, do you? Aunty will still be the person I love even though I'm the same brother Zifran already can be together," said Maisya calm me.
Right now Maisya is hugging me and trying to calm my heart. If he knew that one of the causes of Zifran amnesia was their past. The past so hurt Zifran that he put the memories far from his memory. Looks like what Doctor Darmawan said a few years ago.
'In addition to the hard impact on his head, there are other causes that make Zifran condition like this. Perhaps he had bitter memories in his past that made Zifran reluctant to remember everything. Although the memory was still there, but Zifran kept it deep in his subconscious. And at any time the memory can return from Zifran want to remember it. In the sense of him who wants it without any force and if forced, then Zifran's life will be at stake.'
Even now, I always remember that.
In this case I am also reluctant to discuss the woman who made my son's life fall apart. It was because of this that I had the heart to separate the love between Zifran and Maisya.
Really am! When I remember the incident, I want to curse the woman who has been pregnant with my granddaughter. Because he too Zifran now forgets me, even all of us.
In Maisya's arms, I faintly heard the voice of the little boy's cry as soon as I memorized his voice calling me Oma.
"LATAAAA!!!"