
QUITTING
The bright light in this world for a split second stopped just for myself....
I want to find my own pleasure without thinking about anyone else, and it's hard to think about being a grown girl
Even though this world has never made a friendship with me at all, he still does not greet me, with his arrogance he still does not want to see me ...
What am I supposed to do? Haaaa......
If all humans feel time is medicine, I want a little time to give it to me right now because every time I get hurt I want it, even if it's just a drop
Tired, fed up, and not wanting to keep on repeating this unluckiness just for me and finally I want to be selfish so they know how I feel this time,I just want to think about myself and not think about anyone else...
Why do I have to be someone else as if I have nothing to do with me, and always pretend to accept everything ....
If it stops like this I want to get into the world of my comics alone, always have fun every day without feeling exhausted
Without any bullying, pushed by the adults, I became a teenage girl forever...
But this is only my hope that will be in vain...
Once I knew I would go through it all through life those days, the more grown-up I kept going forward facing it and so on...
I have to fight my own desires
Oetteokhae....
Himawari running here and there finally he was tired, seeing Kak Langit sitting on the beach made him want to go to him.
Then he sat next to the Sky Brother, they both sat close together, blown by the typical sea breeze, some splashes of water from the waves that began to roll endlessly it sounded very beautiful in the ears, like the sound of melodies that echo from all the living things around the beach,a sign that there are many things in life that are currently being lived.
"So sad brother?, I also after shouting as if this burden will be gone." Himawari started muttering beside Sky Brother.
The two of them also if seen from behind like a very beautiful back painting, accompanied by the beach scenery, along with the waves rolling , very fitting .
"I also want to stop for a moment, because I'm sick and tired."
Himawari grumbled while looking at the rolling waves of the sea.
Sparks of water splashed everywhere, he was carried by the sea breeze gushed out in all directions as well, the sand scattered also entered several times in the eyes of beach visitors
"Right?, I also feel that way, and it turns out you're right sometimes I need friends."Sky Brother looked at Himawari's little face while smiling very sweetly .
"I want you not to be like that, better friends don't always lock yourself up again." Himawari replied with a smile again.
Big Brother Sky leaned his head on Himawari's shoulder, they both enjoyed the pounding of the waves.While this time they enjoyed the silence .
Seen from a distance Shakira yelled at Himawari to get close to him.
"Yesterday....!!!!" Shakira shouted loudly for Himawari to hear.
"Baiklaaaa..." Himawari answered Shakira's call from a distance.
"Sister I live yes, brother play with Kak Bryan and Kak Bram do not be alone." Himawari also left Sky Brother and headed towards Shakira .
Sky Brother looked at Himawari's back from behind and away from him, he still sat quietly staring at the waves of the ocean.
"What's Shakira doing?" Himawari saw what his best friend was doing.
"Look at me get the crab, we can cook it later." While exposing some crabs, he moved actively and then wriggled, still alive, his claws were also rather sharp. Seen some crabs are caught wanting to escape, because they do not want to be a human meal .
"What's so great, how much do you get?" ask Himawari while observing Shakira who is busy and engrossed in looking for crabs . Himawari smiled because his best friend was in addition to being able to martial adept at finding crabs, suitable for dinner tonight.
"Help me, let's get a lot of us to eat together how?" while busy looking for crabs that hide in crevices of rocks and sand around this beach.
"All right..." Himawari also helped Shakira.
They are both looking for crabs for today's dinner menu that is very tasty, eat it together .
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"What are the girls doing?" murmuring from Kak Bram observing Himawari and Shakira from a distance, it seemed very engrossed and focused.
"Let them have fun, and I'm very angry anyway." grumbled Bryan while drinking ice with green that was on the counter, not only that he had already finished some other cold drinks.
"How many cold drinks have you finished?" Brother Bram observed Kak Bryan who had been drinking, cold drinks a lot but he was still angry.
"Aish.. Look at the hot weather here!!" grumbling while wagging a few times his clothes, finally Brother Bryan took off some buttons because it was not able to stand with his body that was getting angry .
"Have taken off your shirt, you'll soon cool down, look at your face so red." Brother Bram told Kak Bryan to let go of his shirt, so as not to get angry.
"Cckkk, okay..." Taking off his shirt .
Seriate...