
Erik started telling me what happened about Jemi, from start to finish, there was nothing he missed, Erik wanted to fix everything, he no longer wanted to hide anything from Mira.
"I know, I saw you hugging that moment in front of the ER room," said Mira, stopping to chew her breakfast bread, then putting it back on the plate in front of her.
Mira's appetite suddenly disappeared when remembering the incident in the hospital at that time, she was also still very upset because Erik lied to her.
"Darling, I'm sorry, you,,,! I know I was wrong, I lied to you, I'm sorry !" sorry Erik felt very guilty to the girl who was now scowling at him.
But Mira remained silent, her chest felt crowded, filled with annoyance and disappointment in Erik.
"You're evil !" mira finally left Erik for breakfast alone.
Erik sighed heavily, apparently needing extra effort and patience to conquer Mira who was sulking at him.
Erik chased Mira who went out to the balcony of the room, looking at the beach that was clearly visible from there, the room suddenly felt crowded for him, Mira wanted to breathe the air outside more freely.
"Honey, I know I was wrong, I'm also very sorry, so I'm retelling to you what happened, I promise I won't keep the slightest lie to you," Erik persuaded.
"It's only natural that one day you'll lie again, how ?" mira asked, clearly there was doubt on her face.
"You can do anything to me !" challenge Erik.
"If you lie to me again, I'll get away from you and you can't find me, how ?" ask Mira again.
"hmmhhh,, I'll make sure you never leave !" Erik threw his breath rough, what a threat Mira sounded so very scary to him.
Erik wrapped his hands around Mira's belly, the man hugged Mira from behind his back, leaning his downy chin on the recess of Mira's neck, occasionally Erik also steals kisses from Mira's cheeks and lips that always make him addicted to keep him kissed.
"Do you still love mba Citra ?" tanya Mira arrived.
Erik turned Mira's body to face him, he stared intently at Mira's eyes waiting for her answer.
"Did you still doubt my love ? Honestly, before I could tell you and know you, I didn't think I'd be able to forget the image, even the love in my heart instead of getting faded, but as time went on my love got bigger even though he betrayed me and became the property of others, but after you came and decorated my day, without me knowing it, but after you came and decorated my day, my love for Citra is fading and disappearing, here there is only you now !" erik's urai grabbed Mira's hands and placed them into her field chest.
"But you have children, what if one day Citra invites you back and raises your child together, what will you do ?" Mira returned Erik's sharp gaze with a look that was no less sharp.
"That's never gonna happen, there's no place for her in my heart, you can't believe me, but I'm gonna prove that what I'm telling you is true," answer Erik.
Now replace Mira who sighed heavily and deeply, really he could not deny that his love for Erik was indeed so great, but the fear of losing him was just as great, too, erik's fear of returning to his former love is quite disturbing.
"But no matter how Jemi is your son, your biological son, your flesh and blood, I also do not want to separate or forbid you to meet or be with that innocent child," lirih Mira's.
"I certainly do not mind the presence of Jemi, because I want to love you whole, if true Jemi is a part of yourself, I must also be able to love him of course" said Mira.
Erik spontaneously clutched his lover's body tightly, how happy he was, Mira was willing to accept him as he was, Mira also wanted to accept Jemi who according to Citra is his flesh and blood.
"But, I'm sorry I didn't want to interfere with your problems any further, but, do you think, there's nothing strange about all this ?" Mira unravels Erik's embrace, revealing the remaining wedge in her heart.
"You mean ?"
"I mean, why mba Citra feels suspicious to me, suddenly told Jemi your real son, but bang Roni should not know the problem, he said, then suddenly he did a DNA test without your knowledge, do you think this mas is not awkward ?" mira urai.
"Of course I also think the same with you, it's just that for now I just need to see what game Citra will play after this, after all,, with you by my side, anyway, I think it'll all be easy to deal with." Erik.
"I will always be there in every joy and sorrow, I will be an encouragement when you are tired and bored, will be an entertainer when you are sad, he said, will be at the forefront when you have a problem, on one condition, there are no lies !" mira asserted, wanting to reiterate once again that she would not tolerate it again if Erik tried to lie to her again.
"Thank you, baby, I'm happy. I did not expect God to send you as a filler of my heart that has now been perfect because of your presence," said Erik sincerely warmed to hear all Mira's statements.
***
Djakarta,
Roni's situation has improved, even with Jemi who has passed from her critical period again, she has not been active in the office as usual, too, Roni still wants to accompany Jemi and make sure that her son is okay.
"I'm sorry I couldn't donate blood when Jemi needed it" Roni said.
"What's wrong, baby, me and Jemi will not blame you, your condition is not as good at that time, anyway Jemi has got a donor in time." The image calms Roni who feels very guilty to Jemi.
"Oh yeah, who donated blood to Jemi ? Regan said, she said that currently the blood supply that matches Jemi's blood is empty in this hospital ?!" ask Roni flat.
"Ah,, that, it just so happens that there is a family of patients here who are willing to donate blood for Jemi," Citra said a little stuttered because she had to lie.
"Oh, thank God, there are still good people who want to volunteer to donate blood for our children, if I know who it is, I will thank him directly" said Roni.
"No need, I've paid him to give his blood to Jemi, he must have done it for the money !" tepis Citra, did not want Roni to investigate further who the identity of the donor for Jemi.
Heart Citra feels beating like usual, there is a fear that if Roni reckless to find out the identity of the donor, if until Roni knows Erik the donor, though, I don't know what will happen to them next.
They may hit each other or even kill each other if things get worse.
"It's a pity, even though I just want to thank him for his heroic actions"