
After returning from Adam's pavilion earlier, Raisa undoes her intention to leave for the office. His mind was filled with Adam. It is more guilt that dominates.
Now, he was at a loss for himself as to what to do at the moment. Even apologizing is embarrassed. Want to accompany Adam there, it also feels impossible.
Raisa can only sit behind the window of her room, accompanied by the rising sun even though it feels very long. Looking away at the pavilion that could indeed be clearly seen from his room on the second floor.
"Have I been late??"
"Do I have to apologize??"
But again Raisa heard a whisper from the other side of her. It reminds me of who Adam was in his life. What influence does that man have on his life.
Those guilty eyes are back. Staring at the pavilion with a gaze full of hateful aura.
"No, he deserves to be treated so rich. It's my fault that it's gotten into my comfortable life"
Raisa actually also hates two feelings that often contradict. Like someone pushed him to do something even though his heart didn't want to.
Making her a woman has no stand. Struggling with his own feelings. I don't know how long he can defend against himself. It was already uncomfortable to continue to be trapped in his shackled feelings.
Raisa's messing with her cell phone, looking for Rio's name there. She has not apologized to her lover after Adam forcefully brought her home.
"Hello??" Rio across there.
"I want to see you"
"What else do you want?? Wouldn't you rather go with your husband??"
Riasan could read Rio's anger through that voice.
"I'm sorry Rio, there's no other choice. That's why I want to see you now. We'll have lunch together, okay??"
"Hemm"
"We go to the usual cafe, right?? I'll be there in half an hour"
Raisa's mood instantly changed after hearing Rio's voice. He tidied up his shirt, then walked away.
"Bodo is just like him. Why do I care about someone who has nothing to do with me"
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"Are you happy with her??" Rio's question made Raisa stop her chewing mouth.
"Do I look happy??"
Rio just smiled faintly hearing Raisa's reply. A beautiful woman who had been hers this one year.
"Why not get divorced??"
Degs..
Raisa's ears are still very common to hear that word. Even though he himself had said it directly to Adam.
"Still I think, after all, it can't be that fast" Raisa returned to spooning food into her mouth.
Of course Raisa thought about how her Papa responded and how the effect of her divorce on her Papa's good name was also all that her current Papa had. It didn't feel as easy as Raisa had imagined before.
"Don't be too long, it'll be comfortable"
"No" said Raisa quickly.
"You sure?? Have you never had a little bit of feeling for your Papa's bouncer??"
There was a sense of dislike for Rio when he called Adam a bouncer.
"Stop Rio!! I came here because I miss you. Don't talk about him!!" Upset Raisa. He put the spoon and the teacher on his plate. His appetite suddenly disappeared.
"Yes sorry. I believe in you the same. The important thing is you don't stay with me for her, right??" Rio grasped Raisa's hand which was on the table. Rubbed the back of her lover's hand gently.
"I promise Rio, but can you accept this imperfect me??" Raisa looked down sad.
Rio switched to sitting beside Raisa. His one hand turned backwards embracing Raisa's shoulder. Rio brought Raisa's head to lean on her shoulder.
"I love you Sa. So I will accept whatever your circumstances. You are still the most perfect woman in my eyes" Rio gently rubbed Raisa's head to calm her down.
But it was different from how Raisa felt. The soft rubbing actually felt bland, even Raisa felt uncomfortable and quiet. His feelings say that he is being watched by someone at this time.
"But Rio" Raisa raised her head, and sat a bit away from Rio.
"What if I'm pregnant??"
Raisa had forgotten that one fact. Where she went through a fertilization process that most likely could produce seeds in her womb.
"I chose you, it means that I am also ready to accept your children even if not my flesh and blood" Raisa stared into Rio's bead. Seeing the honesty of those black eyes.
"But Papa you gi.."
"Sstttt...." Rio placed his index finger on Raisa's lips.
"That's my business. The important thing is that you can take care of your heart for me. Don't let that poor man rule your heart"
Rio's words make Raisa again remember Adam who was sick at home because of his actions.
"That's Sure. But I think I should go home now"
Raisa saw the clock on her phone. It's been more than three hours that he's been out without Adam's permission.
"But it's still noon, baby. I still miss you" Rio was not willing to give up his hand on Raisa.
"Sometimes we can see Rio again. I also have to rest, tomorrow I have to work again"
"You work??" Rio did not know about Raisa being the PA for Adam.
"Yes, I work in Papa's office"
"You started your Papa's corporate handle??" Rio looked happy to hear Raisa start working.
"No, I'm just being PA there. Adam's in control of Papa's company"
"What!! Why can??" Rio's reaction was exactly the same as Raisa's reaction when she learned of her Papa's decision back then.
Finally Riasan told all that happened to her and her company to Rio.
"I'm only temporary until I get proof of Adam's crime. So you don't worry about it" Raisa knows Rio will be jealous because Raisa will be with Adam for 24 hours nonstop.
"Okay, I believe in you"
Raisa who was in front of Adam and in front of Rio was completely different. Raisa really became a gentle girl if in the presence of that finely-mined man.
"I'm home first"
"Let me drive back" Rio clung to Raisa's hand while coming out of the cafe without the slightest refusal from Raisa. The married woman felt safe from the spotlight because she wore a hat and mask to disguise her face.
"Why??" Rio turned his head to Raisa as her lover suddenly stopped his steps.
"Ah, no. Let's go" Raisa and Rio walked back to Rio's car.
Raisa accidentally saw a car that was very similar to Adam's out of the cafe. Raisa froze for a while.
Her heart was pounding as if she was being caught by her husband for cheating on her with another man.
"No way, it must be similar. Some of the people are sick again, where it might get here"